i found god in a parking lot
he said
tell me what you’re after
brushed it off 
but i kept the thought
i know what i’m after

it’s you
it’s always you
watching juno in your room
playing music i could only write for
you

put it all out for the world to see
want to be remembered
you read me
like a book at night
chapter by chapter
you go back to sleep
listen to you breath
in and out
in again
i know what i’m after 

it’s you
it’s always you
watching juno in your room
playing music i could only write for
you

i found god in a parking lot
he said
tell me what you’re after

you
it’s always you
give me all of you
i want you
it’s you
it’s always you
watching juno in your room
playing music i could only write for
you

one week

juno

Out in the Storm (Deluxe Version)

Brass Beam

artEEST for cover art: https://www.instagram.com/hapimonsta

i don’t know what the world thinks of you
all i know i know is obsessed with you 

i don’t know if you’ve been bad before me
all i know is you’re someone that I wanna be with 

all the time
you say you feel the same way too
most of the time
i still question if you really do

i’m insecure about the way i am
but with you boy you help me stand

i guess sometimes i can be quite confused
cause the way you talk to me is not the way i talk to you

but perhaps thats just cause i’m so awkward
it’s all my fault that i leave myself in the blur

i think we both
balance each other quite well
i’m afraid of growth
and you’re afraid to show and tell

we help each other out i’d like to think thats why we get along
with you my boy I feel so strong

we balance

This is not another garage talk yeah
Kids in the house they can’t hear our mouths talk
Bodies are shaking with fear or with rage
I tend to mix em up this late in the game

Our tea’s getting colder
While we rhyme that with shoulder 
Burning bridges to the verses we won’t write til we’re older
But I want to get there soon
Or at least I want to get there with you someday

I am trying to save what is left of this body that is failing me
I know I shouldn't behave this way 
But I don’t think a song will change anything

Okay Annie let’s take a deep breath
Let’s walk to the beach and get out of our heads
There’s a street performer on wealthy playing guitar and bells with her bare feet

When it gets dark and I get sheepish
And you get anxious when we’re both quiet
Please don't take it the wrong way
I just needed a good film or story

I am trying to save what is left of this body God has given me
But what the fuck do I say to anyone 
When my body always feels like such a cavity

You don’t love me
You don't know me
Then you get pissed and I get lonely
I wake up and say I’m sorry but you’re gone

In a thousand years my cracked bones
Will be on display in Stockholm
The bottom of me is the part you can count on
To show up if you sample enough times

Walk around the block in my PJs
Walk to Billy’s hey Mr. DJ
You can put on whatever you want to 
And the song says

I am trying to save what is left of this body that is failing me
I am trying to save it

You don't love me
You don't know me
Then I get pissed and you get lonely
I wake up to say I’m sorry but youre gone

Im learning to take a look at my performances
I'm not afraid to take points
I'm not afraid to peel back some layers
If you have any suggestions

Remember when we saw the black bear
And I shook like a leaf with dog hair
On my sweatpants
In the hammock
A lot of miles from town 

You don't love me
You don't know me
Then I get pissed and you get lonely
I wake up to say I’m sorry but youre gone

You don’t love me
You don't know me
Then you get pissed and I get lonely
I wake up and say I’m sorry

I’m sorry

Bones on Display

Something i wrote the other day. Lemme know what you think! The key i recorded it with is on the 4th fret capo however i wrote the song and usually play it on the 2nd fret.

Memory

Great Thunder

Chapel of Pines

if i'm being honest
i don't know where to begin
cuz i keep setting my alarm then hit snooze and sleep in
i signed up for the gym and went twice cuz i'm so lazy that i'd rather pay the monthly fee then cancel it entirely

i feel like a loser
when i talk to my friends
because they all have seemed to come to terms with reaching the end
and i don't want to go to college but it looks like i will
cuz in the years to come i'll have to find a way to pay bills

yeah life is hard
it fucking sucks
but it's the little things that make me wake up
yeah it's the little things that make me wake up
yeah it's the little things that make me wake up

things are gettin heavy
and i feel so confused
cuz every time i think i'm comfortable i end up bruised
i've got a million different choices and there's no way to tell
whether the one i make today will send me up or to hell 

yeah life is hard
it fucking sucks
but it's the little things that make me wake up
yeah it's the little things that make me wake up
yeah it's the little things that make me wake up

i'm a piece of garbage
and i've learned to accept
that there are things about myself that will stay permanent
no matter how much i pretend that i am in control
there'll always be another side to me that i'll never know
there'll always be another side to me that i'll never know
there'll always be another side to me that will take control

yeah life is hard
it fucking sucks
but it's the little things that make me wake up
yeah it's the little things that make me wake up
yeah it's the little things that make me wake up

the feelings you will feel the summer before going to college (demo)

[VERSE I: LIL CUT THROAT]

You mother fucker’s pitiful 
I’m too sick of you
I’m a walking visual
You boys refillable
Unforgivable, once you cross me hoe
Now you a mother fucking stain to Lil Cut Throat [pop]

Let the gun bang
Nuts hang
Drug game ain’t the same
“$avage” tatted on my face
GREY Ape
Reason why we hot box
Fuck a badge
Fuck a cop
Even if the ‘K hot
Watch me bust on any block
Northside Knotty
Scope on the shotty
Semi-blow ya body
Tony gripping on the Tommy bitch

I bite the head off a bat like I’m Ozzy
You got a problem mother fucker?
Come and try me
I’m nothing like what you punk boys wanna embody
North, north
East side
Five nine
Tony grippin’ Tommy...
Fuck around
End up get ya body autopsy
I be that walking zombie
Bath salts
Eating bodies
3 choppas and a shotty
Shooting everybody

Cigarette wet
Bumping Boosie Bad Azz
On them drugs, Jiggin’
Jaws locked - clinching
Trigger finger itching
If you think I’m kiddin’...
Smoke leaking from the sticky that we smoking boy
Fuck a backwoods
Swishers what I use boy
Smoke what I choose
Do what I wanna do
Mother fuck you
And your punk friends too, you bitch


[VERSE II: RUBY DA CHERRY]

blunt lit lungs itch bitch i like the sting

smokin potent thinkin im the chosen one bitch im a king

i can hear my dead homies sing

now my eyes always hurtin wipin tears with diamond rings



hol up fuck boy

who the fuck said we cool

man i quit smokin wit hypebeasts back in 2002

what it do

motherfucker ima fool

ruby da cherry is ghoulin with goblins

if you got a problem then you betta move

from the womb to the tomb

bustin out early bustin out soon

black out the city bitch im back on the 30s

in bout 20 minutes we’ll be on the moon uh



drugs got me fucked up

sluts got me drugged up

fuck 

slap my face against a pill to crush it up

government id

helps get me high

seein stars in the mirror like im lookin with a bright beam

lime green paint but the rims lookin spike lee

mighty sloppy might be cocky

an i in the right scene?

highly unlikey and im willin to fuckin bet





leave a pussy wet

then i leave a pussy wet

im a fuckin vet

im a motherfuckin threat

G59 the set

G59 will make you sweat

i dont give a fuck is my fuckin epithet

lace up my nike decades

meet me at heavens gate

7th ward by the lake til my death

I Want to Die In New Orleans

CARROLLTON

I love this song, thanks beabadoobee for makin it and letting me post this cover

this is on spotify now too

here's the original: https://soundcloud.com/beabadoobee/susie-may

Memory

Dogman