when the party's over

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                 / 12:04 am (CT) \
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Before you start reading the rest of my bio, I'm sorry that it's so long so here's some food if you get hungry!! :)
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Well goooood morning/afternoon/evening/night!
I'm so glad that you are actually reading this.

˗ˏˋ𓍊𓋼𓍊𓋼𓍊ˎˊ˗ 𓍊𓋼𓍊𓋼𓍊ˎˊ˗ 𓍊𓋼𓍊𓋼𓍊ˎˊ˗ 𓍊𓋼𓍊𓋼ˏˋ𓍊𓋼𓍊𓋼𓍊ˎˊ˗ 𓍊𓋼𓍊𓋼𓍊ˎˊ˗ 𓍊𓋼𓍊𓋼𓍊ˎˊ˗ 𓍊𓋼𓍊

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Anyways ik that some of y'all just want to get to know me so imma let y'all continue reading!

Also, sorry if you read something that I put twice. Ig I forgot I already put it and didn't realize soooo...... YEAH! :3
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Quick Note:
Your skin ain't paper📜
So don't cut it✂❌
Your face isn't a mask🎭
So don't cover it
Your size isn't a book📘
So don't judge it
Your life isn't a film🎬
So don't end it
You are loved no matter what you think
AND VENT TO ME!! IM HERE EVEN IF IM NOT ONLINE <3

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Currently matching:
pfp: no one
banner: no one 
lines: no one

(ask me if u wanna match!!)
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Last time i cried: 9-3-2025
Last time i s/h: 8-7-2025
Last time i got yelled at/scolded: 8-26-2025
Last time i had a panic attack: 9-1-25
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The names I go by:
Rose
Lucky

Assigned Gender: Female (She/Her)
Chosen Gender: Nonbinary (any pronouns) [prefer they/them tho]

More about me: 
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Poly (only if my partner wants)
Aegosexual
Omniromantic or Abroromantic
DEPRESSION! :)
Age regressor

Not sure about:
Adhd
Autism
Trauma
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Age: IM A MIN0R
Birthday: June 3rd
Sign: Gemini
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I am:
Insecure
Sometimes chaotic
Caring
Calm
Searching for myself
Epic the musical obsessed
Dandy's world addict
Night owl
Cosplayer??
Music lover
Artist (sculpture, drawing, painting, clay)
Theatre kid 😝
Cookie run kingdom player! 

Random Facts about me:
-I can change my voice to be silly
-My singing voice (at least to me) sounds great
-I find the wind and rain relaxing even tho it seems like i hate them
-I rlly like science
-I hold grudges but eventually get over it
-I love to play with my/ other people's hair
-I LOVE MY ESSAS!!
-I talk to myself...... lalalalala~
-I believe in ghosts <3
-I believe there is a God (he loves you no matter who/what you are bc he made you the way you should be)
-I curse a lot🥲
-I look mean but i promise im rllyyyy nice :D
-I get pissed off but if im around people i love, i cheer up!
-Im rlly sensitive
-I love cuddles (/≧▽≦)/
-I can force myself to cry (idk why but i can)
-IM RLLY SUPPORTIVEE!!!!!!
- i find dreamcore and Weirdcore soothing/calming
- Im left-handed :3
- I LIKE BOOKS NOW!! :D

I can be:
Closed off (sometimes)
Rlly happy and joyous
Anxious/Fidgety
A GOOD ACTOR FRFR (trust!)
A rlly good singer
In my imagination a lot.....
SILLY
sometimes freaky ‼️only with certain people‼️

I have: 
Attachment issues
Major anxiety (at times)
Trust issues
ACD (after death communitcation)

I love:
-My dogs
-My friends (who actually care/listen)
-Music
-The darkness
-The safety of my room
-My mom and dad (only when they arent yelling at me)
-cuddles
-attention (its not attention seeking , its being neglected for years -at a time)
-bein silly :3
-talking/making frens


Triggers/things that rlly bother me:
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-Loud constant beeping (it scares me and makes me feel unsafe in a way)
-Scratching noises
-Choking noises
-Gagging noises
-Anything death related
-Weak breathing (sounds like someone dying)
- high pitch ringing 
-PEOPLE BEING TOO FREAKY W/ ME!
(idk what else but there more)
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Favorites: ....... (loading)

Show: MHA (OML IM IN LOVEE)

Games: Roblox- Dandy's world, any horror game, evade, Sing it karaoke; Minecraft; Coolmath- Tower of colors, Escape games

Food: Anything made by my mom <3

Place: beach, woods, out of country places i havent been

Color: blue, gold, light pink

Number: 3

People: My mom, My two dogs, My children (my friends :3 ), The kids at my church, The caretakers at my church, and most of my friends, cant forget the huzz (who dont know they the huzz)

Song: Red Velvet (레드벨벳) 러시안 룰렛(Russian Roulette)

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I have major anxiety and trust issues. And if you are just here to hurt me, GET THE F**K OUTTA HERE!


I love to make friends so jus ask :)

Dont get me attached and then suddenly leave like i dont matter/exsist.   pls.........
And please don't toy with my emotions because my mental health isn't good right at this moment
Also if you ever see me crying, its normal for me at this rate.
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DONT TALK TO ME IF UR:
9- or 18+
Z00
Pedophile
Homophobic
Racist
Sexist
Pr0$shipp3r (minor x adult\animal)
Anti-Furry / Anti-Therian
Or jus a rlly mean person sooo.... Get away from me right now!

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(I check my messages here in SoundCloud daily, so don't be afraid to message me. And I will try to message back!)
Also, if i randomly say 'anyways' its cus idk what else to say sooo.. YEAH! :3

PLS PLS PLSSS MESSAGE ME!! Im lonely and bored :(
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What These Emojis Mean:
😢-Im Actually Crying/panicking
🎒-At School
💤 - SLEEPIN!!
🥲-Bored
🛏-At Home
😶-My Anxiety Kicked In\Im Slightly Shaking
🌈-Imagination/In my head/ON SATURN BISH!
💬-Message If U Want
😪-Tired
🎧-Listening To Music
💫-Busy
🥰-In A Pretty Good Mood
🔋\ 🪫-Social Battery[HIGH I REALLY WANNA TALK :>\low talk if u want ill be less talkative :<]
🫤-No Longer In A Good Mood
😍-In love
❗- blasting music :3
〰️- hanging w/ friends
😟- reminded of ex.......
😚- talking to my lover!! <3
🔪-Thinking Of Doing S\h
🩸-Did S\h
🫨-fidgeting to not have a panic attack or cry/ constant movement
😭- Negative emotions trying to take over
🤗- feeling high without being high
🫂- need huggies
😋- SILLY! :3
🤧- ALLERGIES ✨
📓- school work/major project
🎨- being an artist/doing any form of art
😥- concerned....
😐-feeling numb/emotionless
😖-Lonelyyyyy
😠-feeling betrayed.....
🍼-Little space
🌲- Not home :/

{thank you @trans_1d10t for the idea of doin this}
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GIRLS ARE NOT OBJECTS, BOYS ARE NOT WALLETS, BLACK LIVES MATTER, NO MATTER WHAT HAPPENS, WHOEVER HURT YOU, YOU ARE LOVED BY ME AND PEOPLE WHO CARE. 💜 WE STAND TOGETHER, LET'S FIGHT BACK, NO. MATTER. WHAT. PUT THIS ON YOUR BIO IF YOU ARE WITH ME.🥺

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__❤__❤_____❤__❤__ Put This
_❤_____❤_❤_____❤__ Heart
_❤_______❤______❤__ On Your
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_____❤________❤___ You
_______❤____❤_____ lost someone
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I've lost my cat, My only grandpa, and Jay...... 
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A mini about me.... (dif version)
🫂=I have amazing friends
🤕=I have some family issues
🥲=I convince myself not to cry and stay happy for my friends
😣=I have bodily insecurity
🫤=Staring off in the distance and listening to music are how i escape reality


if your absence doesn’t bother them.. did your presence ever really mean anything?
——all the daydreaming in the world wont make you enjoy living
you day dream all day, so you can escape your reality
you think that you’re coping
but you’re actually making it worse.——-

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Things i will say/do:
-Anyways!✨
-Im a lil slow
-imma 0ff myself (not actually)
-i need help
-*sing random song * :P
-im actually finna start crying
-Imma bite u
-*chomp the air*
-srry if i seem clingy/desperate
-*stare off into the distance*
-*sit down on the ground for no reason*
-what if i went missing
-do you even care
-imma jump off a cliff and im takin u with me
-*cry for no reason*
- PAINNNN✨
- KNIFE?!😋✨🤩
-OMNOMNOMNOM!! >:3
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Put this in your bio if your...
𝙵 - 𝙵𝚊𝚕𝚕𝚒𝚗𝚐 𝙰𝚙𝚊𝚛𝚝
𝙸 - 𝙸𝚗𝚜𝚎𝚌𝚞𝚛𝚎
𝙽 - 𝙽𝚞𝚖𝚋 𝙵𝚛𝚘𝚖 𝙴𝚟𝚎𝚛𝚢𝚝𝚑𝚒𝚗𝚐
𝙴 - 𝙴𝚖𝚘𝚝𝚒𝚘𝚗𝚊𝚕𝚕𝚢 𝚞𝚗𝚜𝚝𝚊𝚋𝚕𝚎

"𝙸'𝙼 𝙵𝙸𝙽𝙴"!

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—♥♥♥♥ ℙ𝕦𝕥 𝕋𝕙𝕚𝕤 𝕆𝕟 𝕐𝕠𝕦𝕣
-♥♥—♥♥ 𝕎𝕒𝕝𝕝 𝕀𝕗 𝕐𝕠𝕦 ℍ𝕒𝕧𝕖
-♥♥—♥♥ 𝕆𝕣 𝕊𝕦𝕗𝕗𝕖𝕣 𝕎𝕚𝕥𝕙
-♥♥—♥♥ (𝔻𝕖𝕡𝕣𝕖𝕤𝕤𝕚𝕠𝕟)
—♥♥♥♥ (𝔹𝕚𝕡𝕠𝕝𝕒𝕣)
—-♥♥♥ (𝔸𝕟𝕠𝕣𝕖𝕩𝕚𝕒)
—♥♥♥♥  (𝕊𝕖𝕝𝕗 ℍ𝕒𝕣𝕞)
-♥♥—♥♥ 𝕆𝕣 𝔸𝕟𝕪
♥♥──♥♥ 𝕄𝕖𝕟𝕥𝕒l issues

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𝙼𝚊𝚢𝚋𝚎.. "𝐟𝐨𝐫𝐞𝐯𝐞𝐫" 𝚠𝚊𝚜 𝚊 𝚠𝚘𝚛𝚍 𝚖𝚎𝚊𝚗𝚝 𝚏𝚘𝚛 𝚖𝚎𝚖𝚘𝚛𝚒𝚎𝚜.. 𝚊𝚗𝚍 𝚗𝚘𝚝 𝚙𝚎𝚘𝚙𝚕𝚎.
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Find me on
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-Roblox: Lucky2_haveM3Tu

-Soundcloud: My @ is @lucky2_have_m3t_u

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Things like this happen and it hurts but if you know someone who can help you through that pain, It will be a whole lot easier sharing the weight.   If you need a helping hand, know that im here to listen and understand what you are going through. Just let me know if you need to vent and im there!

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A poem someone had created so i wanted to quote it here!

“Death”
Some say death is quite. Others say he’s loud. Some people hear a shotgun. While others, not a sound. To some he’s just a whisper. A senseless breath of smoke. To others he’s a family member. Welcoming them home .
 
Creator of this poem:  https://soundcloud.com/isabella-melendrez

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 IF YOU SKIPPED MY BIO, GO BACK AND READ IT!!! >:(
i worked hard on it :(

(it took weeks and weeks to perfect)


Welp that's it! ~ (if u follow me i'll follow back ass soon as possible) ~
Again, I'm sorry for the rlly long bio <3

oki now baiiiiiiii!!! 

*evaporates until spoken too lol*

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