c4 tboy (prod. st1cks) - haunting me

let me prove it to you

inspos:
kmoe - blisters
jane remover - frality (literally the whole album bruh)

prod. me
ft @blissom
[lyrics]

*jauntsen*
i don't know how to fix this
cause it's never really good enough
just go open your 
mind
find out i'm
fine 
i'm truly better than i once was
just let me prove it to you 

no 
i'm trying to find ways to let it go 
help me lead a path to find my focus 
no one really knows us 
i'm trembling in cycles its been hard for me to show up

is something wrong
cause it doesn't feel right
don't know why i do it 
but i stay up all night
you look so good
and i look like i'm dying 
so what is the purpose of trying

*blissom*
i tried
to change
the part
that cares
u were sitting alone
on your lunch break on your phone

and if you showed me 
the way back 
to your heart id find 
theres one more piece you had to lie about to keep on fire

*jauntsen*
the silence 
awakens 
the way back 
forsaken
just calm down
i need hope
the only path
i'll take it!

i'm watching them all succeed 
while i'm stuck here inside my room
it's all just a game
the real feels like fake
and honestly i don't know what to do
what to do.

*blissom*
the silence is too much to handle
im lost without answers 
i need to you to tell me how 
to forget that you ever believed me
for one fucking second
from 2 years ago till now

and if you showed me 
the way back 
to your heart id find 
theres one more piece you had to lie about to keep on fire

*jauntsen* 
no 
i'm trying to find ways to let it go 
help me lead a path to find my focus 
no one really knows us 
i'm trembling in cycles its been hard for me to show up

is something wrong
cause it doesn't feel right
don't know why i do it 
but i stay up all night
you look so good
and i look like i'm dying 
so what is the purpose of trying

cause nothings ever good enough !

(somethings wrong x6)

let me prove it to you.

spotify !

nothings ever good enough +blissom

6/24 ; first single off of billypop !

prod swazy*, 80 & runnerboy

presave: https://distrokid.com/hyperfollow/billy6/lightswitch

lightswitch (prod swazy*, runnerboy, 80)

guitars by @starsbeforesunrise prod & vox by me
https://open.spotify.com/track/4vu1sYxSOQAafW983kamTS?si=b56e2ad5e7074120
music video: https://youtu.be/A6tXMQGkm_w

im breathing smoke but i dont mind it
it doesnt bother me
the ashes blowing through the wind 
and touching everything i see
your breathing slows before you kiss it
a distant memory
your singing permeates the air and fills
the oxygen i breathe

late night talkin at the bus stop
crushin rocks
way too far
from any place we know by heart
spend time laying on the black top
looking up
fingers crossed
hoping we
share a single thought 

youre never sad
youre never sad to be alone
youre never sad
youre never sad to be alone
youre never sad
youre never sad to be alone
youre never sad
youre never sad to be alone

my breathing changes when im around you

(@6kx did mixing and i did the rest. thank you friends for being awesome and helping me do this stuff.)

'-'

talk to me lyrics:
do you even care about me really?
did you mean what you said sincerely?
i've been stuck on the walls, on the ceiling.
your texts dry but i need some healing.

talk to me, i'm sorry!
i think i just miss the atmosphere.
and, i'm long gone, i'm long gone.
why care for a party when there's nothing here?

there's nothing here!
there's nothing here.
no one to fear.

i've done enough.
(many ppl know you)
am i that happy?
(they all got to choose you)
i've done enough.
(is there something to lose?)
when will they leave?
(who will you amuse)

pls don't, don't go!
(don't go anywhere, i won't go anywhere)
hold on, for sure!
(when i see u next i think i'll buy you everything)
these things, they change.
feelings get rearranged.
it's hard to see where the story goes.
who even cares; who even knows?

talk to me

Prod. @02ashes

Lyrics:
don't know how i ended up in this place
where am i, i don't know my name
everything has changed
(x2)

the skies are grey we are running from the light
striving for the sky where my body's full of life
striving for the place everything will be alright
but ik that the future is not full of light
not full of light, everything will be alright
callin' my name and i'll join you in the fight
callin' my name and i'll be right by your side
callin' your name everything will be alright
everything will be alright (x4)

don't know how i ended up in this place
where am i, i don't know my name
everything has changed

all fallin' down
tearin apart
tearin' my heart, now i'm fallin apart
please come back to see
then you'll see
all of the lies you've been told about me

not full of light, everything will be alright
callin' my name and i'll join you in the fight
callin' my name and i'll be right by your side
callin' your name everything will be alright
(x2)

everything will be alright
join you in the fight
be right by your side
everything will be alright

wishes [02ashes]

random song i found in my computer thats kinda stupid but goes crazy for some reason

another under core remix

coprod https://soundcloud.com/acuzi10 thanks goat

lyrics:
i left my home in heartbeat, you know that i’d do it again
yeah, i lost my heart, i lost my face, i lost my friend
don’t take my ribs to get to my chest
i got time i wanna invest
please don’t talk while im taking my test

i miss my fucking life back then
i don’t think i would mind back then
i don’t lose track of the time on there
rewrote my fucking life, now im going solo
i miss my fucking life back then
i don’t think i would mind back then
i don’t lose track of the time on there
rewrote my fucking life, now im going solo

say that you with me for life
you were by my side
through all of the shit we tried
would you shut out the shifty eyes?
i-i’ll miss life whenever i die
but in the meantime
simple things gon pass me by
like symbolism in every stride
walked that path with a heavy heart
we didn’t mean shit from the start
put my story in a bottle then capped it
left me alone in the water stranded
hoping i hit that cap
hoping that rip wouldn’t pull me back
hoping that house wouldn’t burn down [to] ash
hoping that house wouldn’t burn down [to] ash
think that i want a lil bit of some cash
don’t move by scene bitch, i move by act
won’t sign shit, don’t confuse contracts
i just wanna close up gaps
between me and who i idolise
in class for a minute, my brain got fried
don’t put your foot on the shit thats mine

lightswitch (prod swazy*, runnerboy, 80)

billy !