Craving You

Dust and Whiskey

PassHenny (beatBy jake angel beats)

I am not much of anything
even in your shadow cast
I can never hope to measure up
to all your loving in the past

Our relationship was Camelot
you treated me just like a king
but I threw it all away for lust
and now I have lost everything

The perfect wife, our happy life
I cut your kindness like a knife
and that’s why I sleep alone tonight
I don’t deserve to ever more be near
your shadow cast or your dreams I smeared....

and sadly you have made it clear
that I should up and disappear
but I will always see your tears
and your sad gaze on my cheating face
as I sit and drown in endless beers

in the shadows cast in all the years
That I’ll remain a lonely man
who truly failed to understand
the meaning of rings on our hands
the truth of vows all erased now
because I chose to be aroused

by someone who was out for fun
a one night stand, sex on the run
and the shadows cast
on the blinds where we
committed my adultery
will haunt me for all time
because I lost your tender love
I once called mine.

and though I might find new romance
the shadows cast on every chance
will leave my wooing less enhanced
knowing they are just placebos
to the perfect girl that I loved so

that I hurt so bad she let me go
I might never find a love to grow
untainted by what I now know
Losing you dealt me a mighty blow

and in the shadows
cast by your exiting
I always will be questioning
how our life might have been
If I hadn’t done it in
with my selfish lusting baby
If I had not done

We Were Camelot.-by- Matthew F. Blowers III

AI generated country song inspired by a Romeo Santos song.

you’re still mine

you don't deserve a song

A Maze Of Grace (Blessed Man)

This song is in honor of the two young police officers killed in the line of duty this week in Virginia Beach, my community.  Law enforcement officers and their families make great sacrifices on our behalf.  Young children today still want to become law enforcement officers.  They rightly see them as heroes.  We owe it to these future officers to change this now.

The Blue

Knowing and appreciating the life shared with a good and loving woman

Coming Back For More

"Dust on the Porch" is a heartfelt Southern country rock ballad about the deep loss of a lifelong friend. Through vivid storytelling and emotional vocals, it reflects on memories shared from childhood to adulthood – from skipping school and late-night talks to standing by each other through love, loss, and life’s storms.

With its melancholic tone, warm slide guitar, and a touch of rock influence, this song captures the quiet emptiness left behind, but also the enduring bond that time and death can’t erase.

Let this song take you back to front porches, golden sunsets, and the kind of friendship that leaves a mark on your soul.

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[Lyrics]
We used to sit on the porch, bare feet in the dirt,
Skippin’ school, raisin’ hell, never cared who got hurt.
From the creek to the classroom, side by side,
You were always there, like a shadow I couldn't hide.
College nights and barroom fights, we stuck like glue,
Chasin’ dreams with nothin' but a flask and a point of view.
Through the jobs and the storms, we stayed strong and proud,
Now I talk to your stone, not your voice out loud.

You were my brother, my soul, my kin,
Through every loss, every win.
Now there’s silence where laughter used to be,
And a piece of you still walks with me.

Remember that summer, when your truck broke down,
We walked ten miles just to find a cold one in town.
Shared heartbreak, weddings, and Sunday blues,
You knew all my demons — hell, some were yours too.
Watched the years roll by like a midnight train,
Laughin’ in the sun, cryin’ in the rain.
You were my anchor when the storms rolled in,
And now this house just echoes where your voice has been.

You were my brother, my soul, my kin,
Through every loss, every win.
Now there’s silence where laughter used to be,
And a piece of you still walks with me.

Ain’t no whiskey strong enough to kill this pain,
I keep your photo in my flannel — worn and plain.
Still feels like laughin’ would just hurt,
Save me a spot, brother — I’ll return to dirt.

You were my brother, my soul, my kin,
Through every loss, every win.
I’ll carry your light through the darkest night,
'Cause a love like ours don’t fade — it shines bright.

Rust & Dreams

Dust on the Porch

Haunting in This Ghost Town

our soul is born without any kind of boundaries. those are added afterwards. music is one of the few ways to shake off those manmade weights and just smile or cry together even if we are in hugely different parts of the globe.. 

you don't deserve a song

billy bo

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