It's A Phucking Phashion Statement / the truth about dreaming

Tunes For Bears To Dance To - Puddles...

4 tracks from the Winter Demo
3 from the Tour Demo
From 2006
couldn't find the intro without having to take it out a discography video so I didn't put it sorry

She Notes The Chariots - All Aboard The Skeleton Ship

Black Paper Diary - Transparent To Your Eyes

Neil perry - Becoming What You Hate

this is not mine

Umbrella live at WUNH studios 3.18.2003

Kaleidoscopic Visual Malfunction

We Accept The Love We Think We Deserve

Etchings - So Long Roberta Johnson

Where I left her head-Carrion(with keys)

Man Unkind

[VERSE 1]
Your name still lives in my throat like glass
Every fucking memory cuts when it passed
I keep seeing you in the corner of my eye
Like you never really said goodbye
Two shadows on the edge of my bed
Two ghosts whispering inside my head
I wasn’t there when the lights went black
And that truth keeps pulling me right back

[PRE-CHORUS]
They say it was silence
They say “it was quick”
But no one talks about the pain you hid
Behind your smiles
Behind your drugs
Behind the nights I tried to save us from

[CHORUS]
THIS SONG IS FOR THE ONES I COULDN’T HOLD
FOR THE HANDS THAT WENT FUCKING COLD
FOR THE BREATH THAT LEFT YOUR CHEST THAT NIGHT
AND LEFT ME ALONE IN THIS FUCKING FIGHT
You said you were fine
You said you were okay
Now I’m screaming your names in an empty hallway
This song is a funeral burned into sound
For the two hearts they fucking put underground

[VERSE 2]
I replay the texts like a broken tape
“All good baby, just need space”
I should’ve heard the tremble in your tone
Instead I let you walk home alone
The world kept moving like nothing broke
While I was choking on the words you spoke
“I love you” still rings through my skull
Now it echoes hollow and fucking dull

[PRE-CHORUS]
They call it “overdose”
Like it was just a word
But they didn’t know your story
They didn’t know the hurt
They didn’t see the demons in your room
They didn’t see the darkness blooming
They just wrote another report
While my soul went to fucking war

[BREAKDOWN]
I tried to be your light
But the night was too fucking strong
Now I write these words
So your names live on
I hope you’re finally peaceful
I hope you’re not in pain
But I’m still trapped here
Drowning in your names

[CHORUS]
THIS SONG IS FOR THE LOVE I LOST
FOR THE CHAINS THAT PAID THE COST
FOR THE DEMONS THAT WON THAT ROUND
AND PULLED YOU SIX FEET UNDERGROUND
I FUCKING MISS YOU
DO YOU HEAR ME NOW?
DO YOU FUCKING HEAR ME NOW?

[BRIDGE]
They act like you were just a number
Another body, another stat
But you were my laughter
You were my hell
You were the only peace I had
And now I’m left
With an echo
And a bed that feels cold as death

[BREAKDOWN]
Two names carved into my veins
Two loves locked into my pain
I don’t know how to let you go
So I turned you into a song instead
This song is my grave
This song is my prayer
This song is the only way
I keep you fucking here

[OUTRO]
I love you…
Both of you…
And I’m sorry…
I’m so fucking sorry…

She Notes The Chariots - All Aboard The Skeleton Ship

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