https://birrathegunslinger.bandcamp.com/album/my-dearest-self

I have lost many things in life
People , moments,
Hearts , sunsets,
Time , Even life and death
And yet i live
Scarred, scared 
Brave and breathing,
I live through it all,
For what is a man ,
But what he becomes 
after he falls


Credits to @takeyouthere for the sample on track 15 & 19

My Dearest Self

welcome to my laboratory, I experiment and release demos here.
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⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⢇⠈⠳⠼⢤⠀⢧⢀⠀⠱⣃⢹⡄⠀⠀⠀⢣⡀⡀⠘⣇⡇⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⢸⠁⣸⠀⠀⣠⡞⠁⠀⢸⠀⠀⠀⠀⣴⢠⣆⣴⡆⣶⣰⡆⠀⠀⠀⠸⣧⠀⠀
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⠀⠀⠀⠀⣀⡀⠴⠟⠓⠒⢲⡤⠀⠀⠀⠀⠙⠵⡄⠀⣈⠳⢤⡀⠀⠀⡟⡆⠀⠀⢀⢿⢠⠆⠀⠙⢧⣀⡏⠀⡇⠀⠀⠀⣠⢿⠀⠀⠀⠀⢠⣼⡇⠁⣾⠾⠋⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀
⠀⠀⠀⢰⠛⢿⡓⠖⠒⠊⡉⠀⠀⠀⠀⠈⠳⣄⣈⠂⠈⠉⠲⣍⠑⠦⡀⢹⡀⠀⢸⢸⡜⢈⣇⠀⢸⣿⠀⠀⠀⠀⣀⡾⣣⢻⠀⠀⠀⠀⣤⣠⡀⣤⣤⣀⢀⡄⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀
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⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⣿⡛⠳⣄⠈⠳⣄⠀⠀⠈⠙⠲⣦⣤⣈⣀⣀⣀⣀⣠⣤⣤⣤⣤⣤⣶⠖⠋⠉⠀⣠⠞⠁⡴⢋⡀⡇⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀
⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⣿⡇⠀⠘⣆⠀⠈⢦⡀⠀⠀⠀⠈⠙⢍⣙⡛⠛⠛⠛⠛⢋⣈⡥⠋⠁⠀⠀⢠⡴⠃⠀⢀⣷⠏⠁⢇⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀
⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⢀⣠⣤⢾⣟⠁⠀⠀⠘⡄⠀⠸⣟⢦⡀⠐⠦⣀⠐⠒⠧⠤⠬⠤⠤⠒⠂⠀⣀⠄⢀⣴⣿⠁⠀⢴⣿⡞⢰⠀⢸⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀
⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⢀⡤⠖⢛⣩⠟⠁⠈⠙⣆⠀⠀⠀⢹⡄⠀⢹⡠⢙⣦⠀⠈⠛⢶⡆⠀⠀⠀⠀⣤⠶⠛⠁⣠⢿⣟⡝⠀⠀⣼⠟⠀⢸⣄⠘⠛⠦⣄⡀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀
⠀⠀⠀⠀⣠⣤⣾⣿⡏⠀⠉⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠘⣆⠀⠀⠀⠹⡄⠰⢧⣀⣕⢳⣄⠀⠈⠇⠀⠀⠀⠀⠏⠀⣠⠞⠁⡾⣿⠀⠀⢀⡿⠀⠀⢸⣌⢳⣄⠀⠀⠈⠛⠲⢤⣀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀
⣀⣤⣴⣿⣿⣿⣿⣿⣷⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⢘⢷⡀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠻⡆⠈⠉⠉⠉⠓⣲⢶⣦⡶⠖⡛⠉⣀⣀⣴⣻⠃⠀⠀⢸⡤⢤⠀⠀⢿⣟⣿⢧⡀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠉⢻⣶⣤⣀
⠀⠘⣿⣿⣿⣿⣿⣿⣿⡆⠀⠀⠀⣶⠾⣿⣿⡟⠈⠹⣆⠀⠀⠀⠀⢿⠀⠀⠀⢀⡠⠆⠀⢀⣀⡴⠶⠚⠁⢠⣾⠃⠀⠀⠀⣿⣠⠞⠀⠀⠈⠙⠿⣏⠙⣦⡀⠀⠀⠀⢀⣾⣿⣿⣿
⠀⠀⢻⣿⣿⣿⣿⣿⣿⣿⡄⣀⡞⣹⢿⢷⡏⠀⠀⠀⠘⢧⠀⠀⠀⠐⡇⠒⠊⠁⣠⡴⠚⠉⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⣾⡇⠀⠀⠀⠘⠛⠉⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠉⠚⠯⣷⠂⣀⣾⣿⣿⣿⣿
⠀⠀⠀⣿⣿⣿⣿⣿⣿⣿⣿⡉⠒⣛⣻⣿⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠛⠀⠀⠈⠁⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⣾⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⣼⣿⣿⣿⣿⣿⣿
⠀⠀⠀⠸⣿⣿⣿⣿⣿⣿⠿⠷⠶⣖⡂⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠁⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠠⡏⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⣼⣿⣿⣿⣿⣿⣿⣿
⠀⠀⠀⠀⢻⣿⡿⠟⠋⠁⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠙⠶⢤⡀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠈⠃⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠁⠈⢙⢿⣿⣿⣿⣿

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