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looks like it’s gonna be another lonely summer
the weather getting warmer but my friends are getting colder to me
i ain’t seen a soul in weeks
i hide myself beneath the sheets
my mental is the opposite of 23 no clouds to see
the pinks and greens of spring lose contrast
everything looks grey to me
i live inside of make believe
a world where no one leaves a world where no one will make fun of me
(a world where no one leaves a world where no one will make fun of me)
another lonely party smoking drinking by myself
acting like i’m fine but recently my life has been a hell
as far as i can tell i made an effort and i failed
and if anyone would bother to ask “i’m doing well”
simple enjoyments that never last gone in an instant
the reality i’m living in is slowly growing distant
from the time i started writing my head has been going missing
i stare into the ceiling replacing blinking with wishing

i don’t talk to anyone i’m isolated lately
used to have friends but everything is changing
i don’t really like it but i gotta face it
fall apart easy my happiness makeshift 
x2

i been abandoned my heart is bandaged i’m all alone
the summer feeling i’m used to feeling is now disowned
i leave my baggage i take a flight to somewhere unknown
i’m reaching heights i never been to but i’m still at home
emotions never helping so i numb them
somebody tell me they got my back i do not trust them
knowing the way that it feels to be loved is uncommon
i lay inside of my bed as if it were a coffin
i been abandoned my heart is bandaged i’m all alone
the summer feeling i’m used to feeling is now disowned
i leave my baggage i take a flight to somewhere unknown
i’m reaching heights i never been to but i’m still at home

another lonely summer (prod. eric godlow)

The Words I shouldve Said

Spotify!

ohsobrkn ~ why am i so different?

Lil Xtra - Fearless

not alone

sadeyes & lil xtra - not alone {prod. boyfifty}

All credit to 9tails
lyrics:

I'm right here when u need me
Same me I ain't ever change
I ain't ever
No old me just the real me
Baby I'll never leave again
I ain't ever
It make me cry that you fear me
Would never hurt you
Baby look at me you know that I
Hate that I've built this life
Why

Streetlight glare lit up the yellow brick path
Is this the right way to go or the way to go fast
Night cap
Disaronno in the cup and then he crash
Basement cot I forgot you mom me at parties
Where I'm supposed to play dad
Come nap
Let's talk about the time we really never had
Shit we ran towards before our knees had blown and went bad
Then wished that we had went back
For mouse taps and numpads controlled my life
Just like a face tat
Like a crime past
I hear a broadcast inside my brain
It tells me stop ignoring shit before you go insane
But damn it's too late
I chalked the future top of what was there like fuck a clean slate
Now it's a dirty plate
I'm eating other meals on top of it don't feel great
But yo I'm quite baked
I'll take the food I get and live the next day like nothing happened
I'm living simple
Suppress my actions
Keep it limited
Designer fashion

I'm right here when u need me
Same me I ain't ever change
I ain't ever
No old me just the real me
Baby I'll never leave again
I ain't ever
It make me cry that you fear me
Would never hurt you
Baby look at me you know that I
Hate that I've built this life
Why

Rainy weather always to calm me down
I don't wanna fight this now yea
Later we can work it out
We can turn this round fast
On me
I don't wanna be nobody
I just wanna make me something
I just wanna make me something
Something
Baby
I just need some more lessons
Knowledge is our greatest weapon
It's bout the time that my head in check
Mason jars in the cabinets
Living my life no stress
End of the month no cheque
Still u gotta love this shit ya

I'm right here when u need me
Same me I ain't ever change
I ain't ever
No old me just the real me
Baby I'll never leave again
I ain't ever
It make me cry that you fear me
Would never hurt you
Baby look at me you know that I
Hate that I've built this life
Why

9tails - never change

drifting (p. lxve)

Instagram: @ sadgods
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Feat: @powfu
Feat: @indii-g

Prod: @splashgvng x sadgods
Mix: @aleclarkmusic x sadgods

https://open.spotify.com/track/5DKRTAhiaqg3QynSI5Aq9W?si=S92kCLIvT6GfYBXg3DCJNw

https://genius.com/Sadgods-separate-from-you-feat-powfu-and-indii-g-lyrics

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Separate From You (feat. Powfu & Indii G.)

i made this song not bc i found love or anything, but bc i love each and every1 of my fans that take a listen :)<3

s/o nova garden for hopping on this track w me
and to losemygrip and taurusmoon for mixing and mastering 
+ a lil extra for dealing w our bullshit lol

[LYRICS]

look in my eyes and i know what u want 
can’t see a thing jus the clouds from my bong 
i just want a day where we are not wasted 
maybe then i could see why ur my baby
changing 
ik that we are not changing 
all i know is that we are chasing 
all of the dreams and the signs 
it’ll come true when our hearts intertwined 

i told u this all before
on the phone from 8pm to 4

looking so cute like u doing them poses
on my tl u be talking and boasting 
bout all the dates we be having together 
6hr call, there is nothing better 

best way to spend my time
is u inside my arms
would hate to see u cry
let’s slow dance in the dark

u telling me this and that
i do it despite the fact
i know u want it bad
so let’s do it till we pass out

I got a lil’, got a lil’ crush on you
And I was wonderin’ if maybe you could help my wish come true
Cause I believe in love and I believe in fairies too!
So maybe we could marry cause I think you’re pretty cool

Like oh-
I’ve got so much more left to say
If only I’d get out my way-
These butterflies are clogging up inside my throat, 
So baby please wait-
There’s so many things left to say
Let’s not let our heart’s fall astray
Just hold my hand, let’s fall in love today

So baby unfold
Let’s let our feelings unfold
Like a river- it ebbs and it flows
My Honest Apollo
I’m sorry my thoughts are so scattered
My mind is so shattered, so I’ll 
Let my true colors show!

Let’s let our feelings unfold
Like papier-mâché marigolds
I’ll swallow all of them whole
So that way when we feel the embers you’ll scarcely remember the coals
When your heart beat had froze

My heart skipped two beats and it never went back to normal
Like Owl City, if my heart was a house you’d be home

look in my eyes and i know what u want 
can’t see a thing jus the clouds from my bong 
i just want a day where we are not wasted 
maybe then i could see why ur my baby
changing 
ik that we are not changing 
all i know is that we are chasing 
all of the dreams and the signs 
it’ll come true when our hearts intertwined

The Words I shouldve Said

X17

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sadghost ♡ (@sadghostxo)

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