so, for context about this sudden, somewhat off release, as the title says, this song was basically a vent, which is the reason it sounds so different from anything I've ever made. Let me go into some detail.
2021 has been the hardest year of my life. I know I'm only 16, so I'll have worse years to come, but it just felt like everything happened at once. A series of intense blocks wouldn't allow me to get anything done and I would constantly feel anxious that people would forget about sumic and it would die off as a failed passion. I built up walls around releasing and constantly sent my tracks everywhere I could hoping someone would tell me that there was something I could work on so I could keep improving it so that nobody would dislike my music. I sent my music everywhere so that I could improve it to "perfection" when in reality, I was just putting off releasing it because I was scared of the audience disliking it. This became a really bad habit of me getting demotivated to keep working on my music and throwing it away when I got too obsessed with what others thought that I forgot to care about what I thought of my music. 

This song is a big fuck you to that habit. I made it, got no feedback, only fixed what I thought needed to be, and released it as soon as possible. Whether people like it or not is out of the question for me, I just really want to put something out for you.

anxiety

Jedwill - Garden (prod. Camoufly) [acloudyskye remix]

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Jedwill - Garden [acloudyskye remix]

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lyrics:
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four months, fifteen days
maybe i can finally get away
maybe i can set a change of pace
(but can i get there?)
caught up on the time it'd take
it'd be nice to finally get a break
clear my head and take some time to think
(we're getting somewhere)
just a plane ride and some spare time
post graduation there's nothing to lose
but the high times and the sweet life
exaggerating, point's been made
it's a long drive, not even possible
but i'd do it all for just for the chance
to spend a week with you

just one more day of working
'till you've got all that you need
oh the carry-on bags and the marked up tags
spent too much money on the ticket
i'll be on my way home
(it's time to take a field trip !!!)

just one more day of working
'till you've got all that you need
oh the carry-on bags and the marked up tags
spent too much money on the ticket
i'll be on my way home
(it's time to take a f-f-f-f-f--fff------f--f--f !!!)

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PORTER ROBINSON - CHEERLEADER (DISPHING COVER)

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