tiedyed

https://soundcloud.com/autumndropsdead
https://soundcloud.com/nate2timezz

lyrics:
if i down that substance, maybe i can manage
fading in the night by dealing me some damage
it'd be nice if you'd check on me
by the morning sun, i forget these things
bit off more than i can chew
like i'm addicted to losing
you can't handle the truth
so you treat me like a nuisance
but i keep moving
keep moving
keep moving
i keep moving

by expression alone i can tell you ain't down
maybe i would cop a feel if you would crop me out
feel like that i've been a b*tch  and a c*nt to my close friends
but they tell me otherwise, that must be a sign of progress
but i never leave the house
i blame it on my traumas
the insomnia shrinks any chance to withdraw them
i don't feel love anyways
it's like i should've known in the first place
and really wouldn't mind if we talked more often
with my chances gone, i'm left to live with nonsense
but don't leave bl**d bad
at least bring it to a broil
crush your regrets like a can made of foil
do the stars shine through the darkest nights at their own will?
my lights ain't bright for those who don't feel real
my thoughts aligned, don't lie
i can see through your blinds
don't talk to me nice

but i just
want you to hear me out
i'm throwing in the towel
splinters in my cells
got em swelling well
'till i'm raising hell
so now, have i got your attention?
it's only so long 'till i cave in
i've always had pure intentions
and if you don't believe me
i guess that's the way that the world's gonna treat me

if i ain't counting sheep, then i'm part of the herd
if the wolf's so bad, why his bites ain't hurt?
maybe it sees like me
because i breathe to bleed
but maybe that's just me and my extremities
i got a rushed pulse, but my breath's still shallow
i ain't decompress 'cause i'm housing these shadows
they ain't wanna battle
i hear their rattles
i'll help you my friends, let me become your paddle
but wait, i'm quite fragile, you'll break me in half
though on second thought, that might not be half bad
'cause my dreams try to kill me, just to heal me
infatuation ain't ever the real thing
that sh*t don't reflect who you are
tucked in this corpse i feel comfortably harmed
don't help me out
i'm already numb

if i down that substance, maybe i can manage
fading in the night by dealing me some damage
it'd be nice if you'd check on me
by the morning sun, i forget these things
bit off more than i can chew
like i'm addicted to losing
you can't handle the truth
so you treat me like a nuisance
but i keep moving
keep moving
keep moving
i keep moving

(covered in the sounds)
(drowning out) (2x)
i wouldn't wanna go back
'cause i know all that i lack
(is that so wrong..)

autumndropsdead - broil (nate2timez)

https://soundcloud.com/autumndropsdead
https://soundcloud.com/nate2timezz

lyrics:
impractical use of your head
you kept up your walls, blocking out all your friends
eta; some hours
i'll probably be sober
to realize i still hate myself and grown colder
distain
(exhausted and jaded)
your headspace
(show no relation)
stained gray and faceless

refraining from the actions
that'll probably f*ck me further
i miss not pertaining all this weight
and worrying bout the future
but don't get me wrong,
i love all my friends
i hardly reach out, but they know how it is
just a burnt out soul in a tie-dyed kid
when the colors all fade, then the bl**d dries thin
got chilled-out wind in my lungs
winter has pa**ed, but i can't see the sun
waving away to the ones that i love
that difficulty ain't apparent at all
so inconsiderate, i need a light
so f*cking tired of wasting my time
put their heart inside of mine
(inside of mine)
(i'm out of time)
(f*ck)
(out of time..)
(tiedyed.)

autumndropsdead - tiedyed (nate2timez)

https://soundcloud.com/autumndropsdead
https://soundcloud.com/nate2timezz

lyrics:
(latency's far)
(i'm picking at scars, again..)

'cause i've been losing strength in my arms
and the warmth in my heart
pick it up, toss it out
feelings shank, feel it sharp

(i've been losing strength in my arms again)

if they complain i'm the worst, then i'll let it hurt
'cause i'm apathetic at best
i'll let it get on my nerves, like i live in reverse
while you b*tch in' and nag, i destress
chardonne in my chest
i'd check my phone but that ego's myself
'till i'm pressed
fluid cardiac arrest
outta my dome, 'till i'm ghost
matter of fact i'm repressed

when i step outside i just fall through the flooring
and you step aside when i'm entering pouring my state of array
every sec of the day, so i turn to the blade but if it goes in deeper
then i may as well make a date with the reaper
and lower concern for myself as a seeker
cause i wasn't fit to bestow what they wanted
trickling stones like an amateur novice

with no sense of balance nor care where they landed
if you would've just realized why this happens
then i wouldn't cry or feel so f*cking captive
and hurt, and alone as i lie on my mattress
and shout to the ma**es, 'bout all of my feelings
fixated on rippin' this notion of healing
apart in the dark, it ain't smart, but they'll hear me
at least to the point where the hurt is appealing

"if you care, why don't you show it?"
"is it because you're a poet?"
b*tch , i'm eternally broken
quit treating me like a hoax
'cause they all disappear when i'm at my lowest
i've been holding up this lantern to glow on it's own
and i feel like spyro, flames in a spiral
back like it's spinal, i've been on my own sh*t
but every little thought that tortures me
are the only ones that help when i lack empathy
confine the lies and shallow tears
oh you're ignorance is something i don't wanna hear

a pa**erby lulling lowered eyes
hope you feel alright for the new year
'cause i stand at the front lines,
it's hypocritical and nuclear
decapitated from my patience
had to wait and let it grow
morals shrink the moment we quit nurturing our weary bones

autumndropsdead - spyro (nate2timez x pekarot x autumndropsdead)

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autumndropsdead - spyro (nate2timez x pekarot x autumndropsdead)

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