produced by @jolst and @sainttomorrow <3
out now on youtube through biteki & static:
https://youtu.be/DWpNablizm0
https://youtu.be/nEK_a4oFms8

music video:
https://youtu.be/95Kayd1Rpiw

hope u enjoy :)

lyrics:
i let my soul drift away just to feel something again
i sold my conscience for free, nothing to see but a man without his skin

cuz im nothing like him
you’re not the person i remember
i’ll just disappear into the trees
like i did back in december
my voice is cracking as i talk,
on the phone, i watch the clock
why won’t time just ever stop
why wasn’t i enough?
enter the forest, forget life,
i’ve done this shit for the last time. 

plenty people consider hitting my phone again
i don’t mind but i’d rather just be alone again
findin peace in my soul life ain’t that innocent
if i wanted em to be, things would be different
quiet nights in my attic, now the static is loud
i just wanna see my dad again and make him proud
tired of the recycled life i’m bottling up
smoked a little bit too much and now i’m throwing up

whats in the water, i wonder...
sink to the river, discover
see my reflection in ripples
i think i need you a little
more than i’d admit
i find it hard to reminisce
feel my stomach start to twist
and now i’m back with those i miss
woahhh

cuz im nothing like him
you’re not the person i remember
i’ll just disappear into the trees
like i did back in december
my voice is cracking as i talk,
on the phone, i watch the clock
why won’t time just ever stop
why wasn’t i enough?
enter the forest, forget life,
i’ve done this shit for the last time. 

enter the forest, forget life
i’ve done this shit for the last time x2

enter the forest, forget life

enter the forest, forget life [p. jolst x saint tomorrow]

spotify!

enter the forest, forget life [jolst x saint tomorrow]

prod. me

(guitar by capsctrl)

<3
lyrics:
I’m such a loser I know you secretly want someone who’s cooler, I dont blame you
im so fuckin awkward
people speak of shit that I never heard of
lifes so pointless, yea

look at me, look at me am I ugly?
I need honesty, I can see it in your face love.
do you really enjoy my time or am I jus comfort?
(am I just comfort?)
we can’t hold conversations in different places
(how the fuck does that work)
honestly you wouldn’t understand what goes on in me
this shit so hard to beat

I'm sorry i never meant for it to be this way
getting mad all the time, and then we sleep all day

I’m such a loser I know you secretly want someone who’s cooler, I dont blame you
im so fuckin awkward
people speak of shit that I never heard of
lifes so pointless, yea

i'm sorry

spotify

i'm sorry.

bring the knife out, you're already killing me 

prod. @nevrfall

guess it's my fault
i just have to take it all
say you love me, don't mean it
you wanna play along
my fault
i get too emotional
losing feeling, i need it 
so treat me terrible

i'm a puppet
got your hands wrapped around all the strings
pull em tighter 
baby come on, make me bleed
i know you love it 
all the words you've been saying to me 
bring the knife out, you're already killing me 

head to a gun
whisper to me so softly
never enough
leaving marks on my body
isn't it fun
keeping tabs on my heartbeat
but this isn't love
my hands shake when you call me

treat me terrible

treat me terrible (prod. nevrfall)

Spotify: https://open.spotify.com/track/31zQPeXzSBzl5DxmkZdopX
AMV: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=qvXQl0WEsjI

Artist:
@lilskeleskrrt

Produced by
@afterlife66

Lyrics:
say it now
i know i'm not what you want, what you need
and i can feel the pain through the text on my screen
and i just got this feeling don't know what it means
so promise as you go i know that you'll leave

say it now
i know i'm not what you want, what you need
and i can feel the pain through the text on my screen
and i just got this feeling don't know what it means
so promise as you go i know that you'll leave

i keep getting worse
i know it's not what you want
to see me cold in a hearse
but i keep
losing my fucking mind
i'm off the sedatives
lay down, head cold
now where my medicine

i don't even really want to talk about it
i feel it now
i probably shouldn't keep on deciding
that i need you around
i don't even really want to think about it
i'm breaking up
probably shouldn't keep on pretending
that you'll just stick around

say it now
i know i'm not what you want, what you need
and i can feel the pain through the text on my screen
and i just got this feeling don't know what it means
so promise as you go i know that you'll leave

say it now
i know i'm not what you want, what you need
and i can feel the pain through the text on my screen
and i just got this feeling don't know what it means
so promise as you go i know that you'll leave

bought me flowers
but does it really matter
i know you'll be gone in an hour
we can never have a happy after
it's drilled into my head, love disaster

say it now
i know i'm not what you want, what you need
and i can feel the pain through the text on my screen
and i just got this feeling don't know what it means
so promise as you go i know that you'll leave

say it now
i know i'm not what you want, what you need
and i can feel the pain through the text on my screen
and i just got this feeling don't know what it means
so promise as you go i know that you'll leave

skele - i know i'm not what you want

i should've told u~


--------------------------

and so, its a tragic, fuckin mess
i been so lost, i cant seem to depend
on ur  attitude, its all i ever meant
all i ever said

*
in my head
she only told me, that you were ever friends
i cant control it, its fuckin with my head
you should've said so, break another branch
*break another branch!*

fuckin with my head
i always lost it, im sorry that i said
all the stupid shit, i never meant it, ima mess
i should told u, so break another branch

~autumn~

i let my roots dry
that shit has taken it's toll
so i sit instead consuming these souls
(oh) it's getting old
why'm i even scared of being alone?

i hear tapping on the glass
shadows engulfing my past
my thoughts growing rash
I watch the waves while they crash
let me assess where i'm at
because this shit's getting bad

oh if i tried a little harder, 
then i'll be what i want one day
but every chance that i get, 
all of the memories fade
it's like my lips are sewn shut
i'm playing endless charades
or i'm just stuck in a dream
i must be stuck in a dream
~
i was always on you, in yo messages
i wrote a song to fill the void, yet i created it
and yet we know, we said our sorrys, bitch i meant that shit
I WANNA PACK UP ALL MY SHIT AND TAKE A TRIP

BUT IMA TAKE A SHIT
think about my past life, and everything i did
i fucked up my system, with alcohol and wished
i never fuckin did that, i wish i only said
I LOVE YOU MORE, TO THE ONES WHO GAVE A SHIT!
i broke so many hearts, man i wish i never did
magnified distress.


*
in my head
she only told me, that you were ever friends
i cant control it, its fuckin with my head
you should've said so, break another branch
*break another branch!*

fuckin with my head
i always lost it, im sorry that i said
all the stupid shit, i never meant it, ima mess
i should told u, so break another branch

*
in my head
she only told me, that you were ever friends
i cant control it, its fuckin with my head
you should've said so, break another branch
*break another branch!*

fuckin with my head
i always lost it, im sorry that i said
all the stupid shit, i never meant it, ima mess
i should told u, so break another branch.

/end

break a branch w/ autumndropsdead (prod. dercept)

i love him more than i love myself 

prod: michael harrison
master: @onlyfriendyeah

do i deserve to be this broken?
i must've done something wrong 
and when i speak i feel like choking 
it must've been all my fault
i love him more 
than i love myself 
i'll endure what he gives me 
nothing can change my mind,
nothing i won't sacrifice 

you've got such a violent taste now 
is that what it takes to turn you on?
he want me to pour my veins out 
is that what it takes to be your crush?
i'll keep a compliant face now 
you know i would hate to make you stop 
i'll be so silent, stay down 
if that's what it takes to be what you want 
(be what you want)

violent taste

Oh Well

i'll be ok this time pt. 2 (prod. dead spyro)

skele - thoughts (+ irby x dead spyro)

3 A.M

Days to Waste - 3 A.M

s/o https://soundcloud.com/jolst for the fye beet

lyrics:
i won't ever find myself i swear,
i get so mad i can't do shit but stare,
i look in the mirror and get so insecure,
im not sure who i am anymore. x2

i get so pissed and i hate it, i know im not me jus say it.
my posture sucks and im breaking my back just to stand, but i won't say shit.
everybody use my energy like im a fuckin phone
they like "kais is fuckin stupid god i bet he'll never know" 
yeah i notice, its hard to know shit 
i don't really talk to them because im too damn focused.

too damn focused on dreams that i have you should know this,
if i ever give this up because some bullshit in my head i'll regret till i die, i'll regret it till im dead.
shit don't make sense
how am i supposed to get this off my chest?
i been tryin my best
they're not impressed
how am i supposed to feel when i can't rest?

i won't ever find myself i swear,
i get so mad i can't do shit but stare,
i look in the mirror and get so insecure,
im not sure who i am anymore.

insecure (prod. jolst)

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