I wanted to save u. (prod. gaxillic)

with cuts (https://soundcloud.com/cuts)
guitars in outro by snoopytown

But you make it easy
cause you make it real
don't know what i'm doing
but i know how it feels
and i know how it looks
i know that its scary
i know what it does
its just temporary

but you say we should try and quit it
ive been tryna see the difference
focus on the bigger picture
i know, its just where your mind goes

wish you were mine though
blind in the day glow
wait if you say so
fucked up the one thing
one thing i wanted
lost in the garden
i let the thoughts in
i couldnt stop it
youre so amazing
youre so amazing

but i could make it better if you want that
holding out for something thats been so good
and fighting backs the only way you show that
but you dont have to do it when its just us

but i know the feeling
just held with the lights off and trust that its real
and they couldnt tell me
cause they didnt know me so
i took the long way and
i took it slowly

and family's confusing
i know how you feels so i know what youre doing
and i cant believe that we'd
last to december
hard to admit that its
hard to remember

But you make it easy
cause you make it real
don't know what i'm doing
but i know how it feels
and i know how it looks
i know that its scary
i know what it does
its just temporary

Pale (w/ cuts)

Prod @Sinxi 

LYRICS 

Help my life I don't know how
I cant decide myself
So stuck cant trust
Pour myself again in my cup
Two more shots might help me feel something new to me
I love to much I go to fucked
Gon lose it all for me

Never gonna fucking love me its a deathwish
Never gonna fucking trust me and you left it
Always popping in my mind full effect
Is it something that you mentioned?
Fuck it how we destined
Hit me on my old phone with the samsung
Take my love and run away il make a sad song
You're a fucking fake I see you in the background
Never coming out now always falling back down

So obssessed over you
So fucked what the fuck should I do?
To cope like this
Sleepless nights and cheap hotels
Just for being somewhere else
When im with you
I love to much I go to fucked
Gon lose it all for me

Never gonna fucking love me its a deathwish
Never gonna fucking trust me and you left it
Always popping in my mind full effect
Is it something that you mentioned?
Fuck it how we destined
Hit me on my old phone with the samsung
Take my love and run away il make a sad song
You're a fucking fake I see you in the background
Never coming out now always falling back down

DEATHWISH

Vails, Evergarden, Acey “fairwell”
Master: Evergarden 
Production / Beat: Acey 

(Vails) 
Goodbye for the last time
Good bye, nothing ever seems to last
So it’s hard notto  cry 
FARE WELL, see you down the stairwell
Busy making scenes in my dreams, with the next girl 
Oh with the next girl 
Maybe I should give up all this hope cus it is eating me alive

And I would rather die cus I don’t know how it feels to be alright 
But I keep going on, I’m staying strong despite what they will say
There’s nothing better than the feel of self accomplishment I pray ..

(Evergarden)
oh 
something about me changed
no longer the one codependent
throw me on center stage
and ill find a means to an end

reflect on my actions
in instant regret
ill make u a promise 
id never break that
hope my self awareness 
will remain intact

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Fairwell (feat. evergarden)

stay w me

produced by prodbyisidor & kill breanna
facebook messenger notification sound song

i dont wanna be that guy again
i dont wanna fit that type again
i just wanna stay up all night again
i just wanna be fine, fine again
i dont wanna die, fuck all this shit
dumbass
thought we were twizzy rich
we turned out we was twizzy broke
i dont care no more life just a joke
its proven that im just a hoe
ruined it all for nothing 
i made sure to be everything but me
drink
i guess ill do what i can i dont have a choice no more
i didnt know that i could hate the fucking floor
its really possible to not live anymore
was it that hard?
was it that hard?
was it that hard?
fuck
you just wanna be there for everybody else
you just wanna be there for no one but yourself
you just wanna be real cause it feels like youre not
you will always be here until i fucking rot
look at all the times i kissed your head and i thought
anything was real and it turns out its not
i guess its over now ill never sober down
ill always look for you in anyone i find
now i know you'll never believe me

i just wanna be fine, fine again
i dont wanna die, fuck all this shit
dumbass...
thought we were twizzy rich
we turned out we was twizzy broke
im gone
i dont care no more life just a joke
its proven that im just a hoe
ruined it all for nothing 
i made sure to be everything but me
drink
and ill just do what i can to numb it
yes, i think, drank
yes, i think
i told you i didn't know anything
you bought my heart a wedding ring, in a week
we had a clue what we were getting to, ouu
i thought i knew you better, ouu, ouu..

ruined 4 nothing

produced by pekarot
thank yall for the support n love recently eee.. n sorry for the random upload but I very much needed to post *this* song, right now- but yeaa >_< im the happiest i can be ily and album with @rejectcore soon sort of :p

i even tried to get the light right
the same color you made it at night
cus i remember that like i remember you and everything i know you werent
and i will always remember everything you, do...
and everything that makes you a little bit, you...
im sorry if i sound fucking stupid but i just fucking miss you...
i only can be there for me now
cause dear grace it hurts to be now
the suns down, and i dont think that its gone come out
this whole songs generic, i know
but what about christmas? 
and what about the bunny we built 
that i cant even have on my desk?
because it hurts my heart too much
because it hurts my heart too much
i wish i didnt fuck this up
i thought we worked easier

i even tried to get the light right
and it still sucks cause YOU didn't do it
the same color you made it at night
thats right now, thats right now......
cause i remember that.
i do, i do;
i remember you :(
all i wanted was to hold your hand
and make sure that we could rule the land
and plant our memories deep in the sand
for people in the future to understand
I HAD THE WORST PAIN IN MY LIFE FOR THE FIRST TIME
WHEN I HEARD THOSE MEOWS IN MY CAR FOR THE FIRST TIME
AND LOOK AT WHAT WE ARE NOW
dear grace im sorry for the bad minutes
and i guess for all the smiles given, if any.
this whole song is pointless
but what about christmas? 
what about your legos we aint get to build?
what about the handbrake i aint get you girl?
what about your pretty music video?
what about your...
FAVORITE NECKLACE, OH NO
did i fuck it up enough to go?
i know i did but i love you with my heart and more.

favorite necklace/i remember you

Where Do I Go

Erisu - A Thousand Ways To Heal (ft. SuiSai) [prod. IOF]

S0cliché - Did Your Heart Stand Still

prod @caustyk
💎💎💎💎💎💎💎💎💎💎
I JUST WANNA FEEL GOOOD!!!!!!
🥶🧊🥶🧊🥶🧊🥶🧊🥶🧊
:DDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD

Lyrics:
Every single time that i talk to you,
 you arent really paying attention
Open up your eyes maybe you can see 
all the pain every scar i mentionq

Im bleeding all the time, i fall apart
Your in my mind, im in the dark
Im numb inside, without a heart
I wanna die

So what do you see
A little broken boy
With a broken heart 
So i gotta make noise

Yeah i make i noise
I been going insane everyday 
I dont rly think i even got a choice

I might bleed
if i hear your voice
Vibrant screens helping me avoid

I just wanna feel good
I would go back if i could 

Watch me go
I am leaving here i know

The attachment disconnect
Every thought every feelin, leavin me a reck
Dont wanna get upset, no i dont need you by my side
But im craving it

Every single time that i talk to you,
 you arent really paying attention
Open up your eyes maybe you can see 
all the pain every scar i mentionq

Im bleeding all the time, i fall apart
Your in my mind, im in the dark
Im numb inside, without a heart
I wanna die

So what do you see
A little broken boy
With a broken heart 
So i gotta make noise

Yeah i make i noise
I been going insane everyday 
I dont rly think i even got a choice

I might bleed
if i hear your voice
Vibrant screens helping me avoid

I just wanna feel good
I would go back if i could 


Time freeze
Cant sleep
Im weak
Hold me

feel good (prod. caustyk)

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Erisu - A Thousand Ways To Heal (ft. SuiSai) [prod. IOF]

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