prod. @irby <3

spotify pre-save ! https://distrokid.com/hyperfollow/kanashi/demotivated
lyrics: 

im feeling...
so demotivated...
and i hate it...
i hate it...
i...hate it...

tell me how im supposed to live like this
i try to exhale this pain from my lips
and im getting kinda tired
of questioning my...existence...
yeah its just one big mess
nothing fills this absence in my chest...

maybe i could end this all?
cuz lately that is all i want...
i swear to god there not much more to this
i know that it is kinda morbid but...
i dont rlly wanna stick around to watch it all play out

tell me how im supposed to live like this
i try to exhale this pain from my lips
and im getting kinda tired
of questioning my...existence...
yeah its just one big mess
nothing fills this absence in my chest...

i dont wanna keep on like this now...
i dont want to
would you rlly blame me if i tossed it all away? 
i dont want to...

i dont want to x6

demotivated  [+irby]

g a r d e n
my vocals were mastered & mixed by: @chain_trash

lyrics:
i'm not doing good 
psychologists and meds but baby i feel alone
i've been suffering lately but i don't really show 
just like my was made outta stone 

i can't stop cause this is my life
can't show my feelings so i say i'm fine 
i'm working , almost crossing the line 
baby can't pick up rp i got no time

i'm working there's no time to sleep now
i'll have time to sleep when i'm 6 feet underground
on the ground got the bed beside but i'm on the ground 
can't go to school i'm obssesed with this music 
but i feel so stressed but i'm giving my best look at me i'm giving my best


i'm not doing good 
psychologists and meds but baby i feel alone
i've been suffering lately but i don't really show 
just like my was made outta stone 

tomorrow i will sleep
or maybe not 
writting this lyrics and making this song 
doesn't  matter i will always stay strong
pale fucking face and heart made outta stone

heart made outta stone (skellington x yung balta)

i should've bit my tongue w/ horosha (prod. bxxnose)

i shoulve bit my tongue
spewed blood all on my gums
your words shot out like a gun
never thought you'd make me run

i should've bit my tongue w/ horosha (prod. bxxnose)

I don't know myself
What if I choose the wrong path in life
Putting on my belt
Got to keep moving
Losings alright
Despite everything I did
I am just a fucking kid
Trying to find my place
In this hell we call life
Don't get it twisted I'm no bitch
I got problems, rather ditch
Still I must face them at the end of the night

At the end of a knife
Blood drips down from my eyes
As I stare out the window
Questioning why
Always felt like the weirdo
Drop my disguise
Now my vision is clearer and the mirror I like

I don't know myself
What if I choose the wrong path in life
Putting on my belt
Got to keep moving
Losings alright
Despite everything I did
I am just a fucking kid
Trying to find my place
In this hell we call life
Don't get it twisted I'm no bitch
I got problems, rather ditch
Still I must face them at the end of the night

End of the night
End of
Problems; Problems
Still I must face them at the end of the night
End of the night
End of
Problems; Problems
Still I must face them at the end of the night

IDK Myself

artists:
@imgeist
@vito2300

lyrics:
breaking me down
it's so loud
i can't get you out
so i'll try it my way now
i wanna believe that you did it for me

you watched the world from above
too close to the sun
that curiosity comes
then you spill all your blood

you held the knife in your palm
your grip was so calm
before i knew it was gone
buried in someone you loved

made a mess and you go
you always leave me alone
when i need u the most
you go n burn down our home
how is this even love baby
you put a knife in me
carving my heart to see
all of the vacancy

oh
you let it dissipate so easily
did it all to hurt me dearly…
watched my grieve and i’m still bleeding

leave me to die
yeah i won’t be surprised..
baby i gave every part of me just to see you smile
i broke my bones for u
ripped my heart in two
said i’m fine when my eyes cried a flood made the whole world blue

promise i tried
and it ate me alive
i’m hurting every moment,
can’t get you off my mind
i swear it’s always you
and you knew that too
took advantage of my love drained the blood till i was a perfect blue

someone you loved

i'm geist & vito - someone you loved [vito]

Six Feet Deep  (Ft. HkFiftyOne) prod. KingTheta

i can't sleep without u here
i can't sleep without u here
i don't know if it's the right place
once again i'm in my head trying not to break
'cos my heart's in an overdrive here and i'm wasted
but you promised me everything baby, i don't wanna wait
and it's hard getting better when you keep me here so low
and lately i've been tryna find my way out of this choke hold
i'm lost in the memory of when things were better
and baby you should know since your heart is so hollow
i'm clinging on to pieces and the pill's hard to swallow
and you could try forever yet you'd never get the message
and come on now baby
we could find a saving grace
that will fix the issues facing us
when we choose to ignore
i'm lost in the memory of when things were better
and baby you should know since your heart is so hollow
i'm clinging on to pieces and the pill's hard to swallow
and you could try forever yet you'd never get the message

without u here

2022

sewerperson - jerk snippet 8/5/22

Fire.mp3

intro track to "no roads, just paths", an ep i'm dropping february 6th.  

s/o to @mark_arkinson for the pretty samples.

<3


tie dye tears

Horcrux (prod. brody)

A INDEPENDENT CURATOR, ASSISTING IN THE GROWTH OF SELECTED ARTISTS.

3/4 TRACKS RELEASED "UNCHAINED, VOL. 4"

i'm geist & vito - someone you loved [vito]

biteki