Hurted

Daily Drops #4

Long time

Bloodline [prod. metlast x 5head]

Black Sun ft. Diverse [prod. nothingtodo]

Mixed/Mastered By Me
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Produced By Blossom
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Lyrics
u said ur leaving me soon
so why u crying again 
It's all in my head
don't pretend that u care cause 
I know that u don't 
It's all in my head 

wanna see u again 
but it feels like ur miles away 
it sucks i see gray through my eyes 
I wish that I could change my life 

my whole life 

u said ur leaving me soon
so why u crying again 
It's all in my head
don't pretend that u care cause 
I know that u don't 
It's all in my head 

It sucks that it's all ending tonight
don't ever wanna feel alone
I don't wanna end up crying 
and have my head around your arms 

ur arms

u said ur leaving me soon
so why u crying again 
It's all in my head
don't pretend that u care cause 
I know that u don't 
It's all in my head 
X2

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it's all in my head (blossom)

Manic

u were hoping i'd cave,
i heard u say it but you'd never say that shit to my face
'cos ur a leech baby taking trends and riding the waves
while im above put myself first i'm up and away
ur left overboard piecing back together the frame

got these fuckin people tryna talk to me, yeah
i don't wanna know where u've been or what girl ur with
i don't wanna know that your friends are so rebellious
i don't fuckin know why? i guess ur shit at picking 'em

Got you madder than me
You got your hands on my sleeves 
You try to put me to sleep 
But I will stay awake 
Don't tell me things wont change 
I always hide my face 
You never break so easily 

Take the pain you never had 
You wanna feel for me 
You set a target on my back 
I barely breathe for me 
Been drinking seven days have passed 
I barely live for me 
I feel addiction coming back

I feel this devil on my shoulder
And my eyes been going black 
I don't lack composure when I'm reading through these texts 
You never reply to me 
I never reply to you 
I don't even like these shades of black mixed in with navy blue

i been so lost i cant focus
bring me down now i dont want this
i dont stare much but youd notice
everytime i look at you im on edge

notice how my eyes stay frozen
i keep tryna run but you keep calling
everytime you speak to me its always
turning out the same its fucking boring

being here without you im much happier now
bury my emotions 60ft in the ground
taking my advice ill slap the bitch in the mouth
so the bullshit that shes spewing will stop fumbling out

waves w/ sinxi & erxn

this is a fuckin disaster
ima scream while you patter
i dont wanna be mad, at you
im trying to get, it out 

outta my head, i wont sleep till im dead!
i got work to do, and things to do with you
so we pack our shit, and we hop in the car
its raining and pouring, we might not make it too far


but were moving to fast so we crashed in the car
somehow i really made it out, without a single fuckin scar
the only one i got is in my heart, until i check
on you are you still breathing or are you just fucking dead?

flip the car on its back and all see if ur fine
please oh god, can you give me a  sign!
check ur pulse, ur not breathing, i guess
THIS IS IT, IM JUMPING OFF THE CLIFF!

i regret everything that i do
embody this pain, i got bad attitude
im so stressed, what to do?
drain my energy, to help you out with the things that you

loved, in the past
but ur gone, im upset
i am all that is to blame
why am i the one, who made it back

to safety?
what a tragedy

hold, me down
hold, me accountable
for, all i did
im turning myself in, for this


but were moving to fast so we crashed in the car
somehow i really made it out, without a single fuckin scar
the only one i got is in my heart, until i check
on you are you still breathing or are you just fucking dead?

flip the car on its back and all see if ur fine
please oh god, can you give me a  sign!
check ur pulse, ur not breathing, i guess
THIS IS IT, IM JUMPING OFF THE CLIFF!

I'm jumping off the cliff (prod. King Theta)

amv w/ lyrics:
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=pWEiXUjQd8g

vocals:
https://soundcloud.com/plslovejai
https://soundcloud.com/lilbooj

production:
https://soundcloud.com/irby314
https://soundcloud.com/jolst

mastered by https://soundcloud.com/diamoonofnhg

lately i been

STREAM

love jai - lately i been (ft. lil booj)

ur pretty - Fill Me Up

lost (prod. by @nekogod)

prod by me
enjoy<3

lyrics:
i wish i weren't so kind to people i dont know
they step all over me got dirt all on my throat
and as the time flies by i think that i might choke
this rope it follows me, it follows far from home
these bones have yet to see the depth of all these trees
this forest i will go, its right beside the creek
ill meet you here again when time passes you by
ill wait for you instead of passing on my life

as i walked thru the green of the spruce i heard your laughter
please tell me to stop im afraid of the after
every time i talk it just feels like it don't matter
every time i walk i feel my bones slowly fracture
why does everybody use me then just push me aside?
babe is there a reason you cant look in my eyes?
i cant talk to anybody, not even my closest
so i had to ask myself why do i even try?

if only you would focus 
(it gets hard)
then you could see what matters most
its not that hard to notice that you've been talking to a ghost

im losing my damn mind man everyone just acts the same
you cant tell me how to feel, please dont tell me its okay
you ain my friend you ain my bro so i don't care bout what you say
i do this shit all by myself while you sit back and waste the day
my throat is getting tight, it's so hard for me to speak
these woods are dark till dawn, so how could i even see
in the morning when you come looking for me don't be surprised if you find my body hanging by the creek

by the creek

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ｔｈｉｓ　ｆｉｒｅ　ｂｕｒｎｔ　ｉｔｓｅｌｆ　ｆｏｒ　ｏｘｙｇｅｎ

prod @user-230494921
hope you enjoy 
still more to come
thank you for being here
i appreciate you all so much

could do without a hubris
i barely feel human
tuck it all inside, the heat'll rise until i'm fuming
i wonder what the use is
'cause i ain't wanna do this
no amount of joy could mute the noise the mind produces

quick, you gotta hurt me just to prove that blood was bled
tried every solution
but this one, it feels the best
i can feel my pulse work it's way out of my chest
so tired that this fire burnt itself for oxygen

my mind won't humor me
i feel like a failed attempted lucid dream
a eulogy to send me off, then kick into a flowing stream
(closed my eyes) i'm still the only one that's staring back at me
let her disposition grant a wish of living happily

it took too long just to move on
learnt nuance bared clarities
not headstrong, just kept on
given all the bullshit i was parrying

i can't fill this heart yet
'cause nothing's staying in
(but it might be)

colder than snow
dry like a carcass
cut by the throat
motion; lathergic
left on my own, to my own devices
liquid will flow, i've grown to like it
seldom approach
zero will manage
the older the ghost, the faster they vanish
that home was your home, 'till you've known that you've grown out it's place
with no one in sight, now i throw down the mace

could do without a hubris
i barely feel human
tuck it all inside, the heat'll rise until i'm fuming
i wonder what the use is
'cause i ain't wanna do this
no amount of joy could mute the noise the mind produces

she said i had hopeful eyes, and
that had me mesmerized
if there was time we had left,
then she'd want none of mine

i drowned out all my anger in the water
but that made my heart much hotter
lent a hand, now mine's in sulfur
just so others wouldn't falter

jinn (4lexf)

prod @tnvr555 

// lyrics 
i bet you’re staring at stars
living your dreams where u are
i’m chasing mine they’re so far
oh oh :)
i hope you’ve healed from your scars
found love that’s worth your whole heart
just hold on tight and never let go...

i’m a mess but i guess i talk about it often enough
and i’m depressed but let’s be honest like who isn’t my love 
the confidence is all a front behind this mask i’m so lost
and i detest my very being for still giving a fuck :/ 

so walk all on me
spit on my virtues...
i don’t hate you
i still miss you :( 
oh come baby
this love i can’t lose
i don’t hate you
i still miss you
darling i will never be happy without you :/ 
i don’t hate you
i still miss you...

you talk about me like you still love my name
like there’s still hope in your veins
like you didn’t choose to walk this road
and every time we tried, it’d all end the same
and i’d still do it again
for every second of your love :/ 

don’t watch it rip me apart oh baby 
i can’t take this feeling anymore :( 
i wake up anxious, my heart is aching
if you’re not here then i don’t have a home

oh
i can’t wipe this feeling of regret
no
you’re moving on but please never forget...

i will never be happy without you

i will never be happy without you [tnvr]

https://soundcloud.com/lilbooj
https://soundcloud.com/imgeist

lyrics:
put it back
out here thumbin all this cash
and it’s too much in the hand it make a rubber band snap
whatch him lack
he in a hammock layin flat
imma tip that old boy over like it’s kosher under wraps watuhh
met this bitch on a catamaran call her seran cause you know that‘s a wrap
and i hear you talkin out your ass somebody tell that’s cap
you work at costco pushing all the samples
should try it differently i think you need new angles

don’t try to make amends with me i swear i rather die
and if you want to talk authority
i’ll step all on your pride
i got graveyards filled with enemies
i swear it’s quite a sight
if you’re not fucking with biteki
better pull up with the knife
aha

me and booj in demand
last time i checked you’re a loser, no fans
you’re making mid and i’m making the bandz
ik ur girl yeah she’s good with her hands
sitting back i’ve got the world all figured out now
you’re on your ass handing samples like a damn clown

me and geist pull up nice to the function get the people jumpin
every time i get that gas you know i do it with no pumpin
not talking stimmy but i’ll show you what the feta means
we takin over execution try keep up with me
he gon stab me in the heart with a kuboton
wouldn’t work anyway i’m already gone
that boy a lame he never steppin up to me again
that’s what they get tryna flex got no medals left

watch him lack

lil booj & i'm geist - watch him lack [9anyal]

[verse]
What if I still miss you
Would you come back?
I will give you my everything
Will you give it back to me (to me)
All the night long
Spending it together
Go along with my life
Would you make it even better? (even better)

[chorus]
I'm feeling so hopeless
Inside my room
Losing my mind 
What should I do?
Live my life
Or end it right now 
I can't feel anything
I'm getting every fucking day worse
Nobody next to me but the illusion of a friend
Nobody texts me, Nobody really cares
Maybe I should kill myself
Maybe this world is not meant for me

[Verse]
Lonely nights 
Talking to myself
Every time
Lying on my bed
I think about you
I think about us
Held to each other
We don't give a fuck about
What people think
What's going on

[chorus]
I'm feeling so hopeless
Inside my room
Losing my mind
What should I do?
Live my life
Or end it right now
I can't feel anything
I'm getting every fucking day worse
Nobody next to me but the illusion of a friend
Nobody texts me, Nobody really cares
Maybe I should kill myself
Maybe this world is not meant for me

Hopeless [prod. micco]

prod. Morin x Miracle

Lyrics:
[hook]
Got a gun to my head
Keep my eyes close
Take a breath
Last time they will see me alive
People crying at your funeral but just because
Everybody care about you just the day you die 
x2

[verse]
Till the day you die
You will be alone
With the hug of the drugs
Making you feel loved
Making you feel something
But you know that's nothing
Cause those feelings have no meaning
Bottle up the screams in a heartache
Nobody helps they only care about their own sake
You're a prey in a world of vultures
Feeling hopeless and seeing no future

[hook]
Got a gun to my head
Keep my eyes close
Take a breath
Last time they will see me alive
People crying at your funeral but just because
Everybody care about you just the day you die 
x2

MUSIC VIDEO

Last Day [prod. Morin x Miracle]

Lyrics:

[hook]
I am in a dark place can you save me?
I am all on my own can you blame me?
I am falling apart can you heal me?
I am screaming so loud can you hear me?
All the thoughts in my mind are blending together
I can't sort anything that is in my head
Feels like I'm somewhere that I can never
Escape from I guess I'm better off dead
Nobody even tries 
Everybody lies
Drowning in cries
I just wanna die
I'm in a roller coaster I'm going down
Crashing to the floor you can hear the sound
Leaving no memories with my lost
Killed myself to keep you alive at all costs
Killed myself to keep you alive at all costs

[verse]
I've been so stupid trusting you
I knew nobody is ever honest
I think I'll keep on avoiding you
I'm just a lone wolf inside this forest
Living my life like I've always done and
Living my life all alone 
I swear that I'm so sorry mother
But your son now is gone

[hook]
I am in a dark place can you save me?
I am all on my own can you blame me?
I am falling apart can you heal me?
I am screaming so loud can you hear me?
All the thoughts in my mind are blending together
I can't sort anything that is in my head
Feels like I'm somewhere that I can never
Escape from I guess I'm better off dead
Nobody even tries
Everybody lies
Drowning in cries
I just wanna die
I'm in a roller coaster I'm going down
Crashing to the floor you can hear the sound
Leaving no memories with my lost
Killed myself to keep you alive at all costs
Killed myself to keep you alive at all costs

Dark Place [prod. Young Kxge]

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