toxic (dercept)

(music video)
https://youtu.be/oAQF2xB8nGg

ring arnd the rosey ft. kennedyxoxo *king theta*

Mixed/Mastered By Me https://soundcloud.com/sadboykana & https://soundcloud.com/auby4rc
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Produced By https://soundcloud.com/lindenblossom & https://soundcloud.com/nevrfall
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[Lyrics]

(kana)
Why do i keep trying?
Questioning my life now
God i feel so tired
Always being let down
And you were just a liar
Girl you got me fucked up
Walking down the wire
You're wastin my time love
Quit textin my phone up
I swear that i'm so done
I swear i'm not in love
Left me feelin so numb
Pictures on my walls i
Burnt it all to ashes
Made sure that i left them
How you left me
I'm damaged

(akiradoves)
i feel so dead when i'm holding my hand 
the tears on your chest babe i don't understand 
tell me why you lie tell me why you're cold 
and i don't wanna wait anymore
so tell me why you're gone
somewhere around my heart hurts
sometimes i feel useful 
but most the times i feel like i am nothing

(auby)
you make me forget the things that i said
i don't wanna hurt you but you make me upset
i need to focus on myself instead
don't know if you want this
it's all in my head

suffering w/ kana & auby (linden & nevrfall)

a day in the simulation w/ love jai + jomie (king theta)

https://soundcloud.com/plslovejai

prod. mtchclr

lyrics:
let the sun hit my face as i run away
from the problems i started yesterday
why cant i be the person that you need
i'm a piece of shit and its all i see
huh
okay i think that i get it
sometimes im too damn pathetic
i wear my heart on my sleeve
she says i'm too empathetic
i never want her to leave and thats just me getting jealous
on the side of the crosswalk i cant make a decision
once i get it i just want more whats the point in me living
take a shot in the dark i'm your punching bag
watch it all fall apart watch it all turn bad
i been searching for a feeling that i once had
and i don't think ill ever get it yea its so sad
cherish every moment know don't look back
yeah its all gonna be okay
anytime i try and talk thats just what they say
yeah ooo
anytime i try and talk thats just what they say
yeah yeah yeah oh
take a picture maybe it'll last a little longer
im losing touch with myself and my momma
no i wont ask for your help i don't want none
it all goes down when you least expect it
comftorable inside my bubble girl i feel protected
ima keep my phone on dnd i'm scared to check it
i could live this life a thousand times wont learn my lesson
you can show me anything you want its not impressive
ooo
i said it once i say it twice and thats just really how it goes
im not looking for any new friends i got my own
she say jai you're such an asshole i already know
oh i already know yeah
she say jai you're such an asshole i already know
whoa
yeah oh

PUNCHING BAG

MORE PLATFORMS

LOVE JAI - PUNCHING BAG (MTHCLR)

https://soundcloud.com/plslovejai

prod. remghost & jolst

lyrics:
she started to drink and drive
and i stopped going out at night
trying not to smoke no more
and all my friends act so surprised
please dont fall in love with nobody else
oh i know everything about you they dont know
and you where always by me when i called for help
yeah i know that we both f*cked up but this time im too selfish
i dont think you mean a single word
you only hate when i leave
i saw my ex last night and we had sex in the parking lot
hard to find a single thing that we can sit down and talk about
losing people that i love the most guess im on a different route
i cant let nobody close not even small or big amounts
waking up with bl**dy nose let it drip inside my mouth
all these feelings come and go keep trying to shut em out
but i dont think that i shut em out
no i dont think that i shut em out ooo
she started to drink and drive
and i stopped going out at night
trying not to smoke no more
and all my friends act so surprised
please dont fall in love with nobody else
oh i know everything about you they dont know
and you where always by me when i called for help
yeah i know that we both f*cked up but this time im too selfish
but this time im too
but this time im too
but this time im too selfish

DRINK AND DRIVE

LOVE JAI - DRINK AND DRIVE (REMGHOST & JOLST)

https://soundcloud.com/plslovejai

prod. back2thapast

lyrics:
i couldnt do it all without you
only right i make it about you
oh i take it day by day
how could you hate on what i do
i been chasing this dream since i was 16
gave it my all and no inbetween
so many times that i wanted to quit but i never gave in now im doing me
so if you love it (so if you love it)
give it everything you got, everything and more (oh whoa)
i try to reply to everyone i hate being ignored
oh its getting harder and harder
b*ng  to the beat like a belt and a father
yeah im all for the team you can call me coach carter
you dont want beef cause ill take this sh*t farther
oh yeah i put it all on me
ill never let you down
even when im long gone and dead my voice will stick around
i wanna be someone you rely on
i love you more than myself thank you for giving me hope

TY4LISTENING

LOVE JAI - TY4LISTENING (BACK2THAPAST)

Featuring @hammy
Produced by @noahmadethiss
Mixed by @decksmusic
Mastered by Bryan Shortell @shordeli

LYRICS
(hamilton)
Wake up repeat 
I wish I could stay asleep 
I know you know 
That you make my heart beat 
Don’t know what’s wrong 
What's wrong with me 
I need some rest 
Feel so empty 

I know you know 
That you drive me crazy 
I’m off two blues 
In a black Mercedes 
Speeding swerving 
I'm not gonna slow down 
Sirens screaming 
Ain’t no turning back now

(Carlby)
There ain't no turning back now
If you lack the passion my suggestion is you tap out
I know that it can be hard to manage
There’s no better way to cope with hopelessness and panic
Damage
I can feel I now as I drive ‘round my hometown
Someone cut the brakes
I can’t slow down
I know I'm so pessimistic
But I'ma really go the distance

Listen on Spotify!

No Turning Back w/ hamilton (Prod. noahmadethiss)

piece of me w/ seejayxo (jolst)

Produced by @irby314 & @jolst
Mixed by @decksmusic
Additional vocals by @prodhorosha
Mastered by Bryan Shortell @shordeli

LYRICS
Wounded at a young age
Had nobody I could turn to
It’s sickening the things you did
And how I learned through
The example you set
I thought I was a black sheep
Turns out I’m just like the rest

Of my family tree
Rotting from the inside
Branches devoid of leaves
So please
Don’t ever idolize me
These eyes have seen more pain than you would believe

I’ve got a damaged brain
There’s not much can be done
After all I’m just a product
I’m my father’s son
I can’t cope with this all on my own
I kill myself slow
Insisting all the while I’m not suicidal
It’s hard to match expectations I put on myself
I took a step
I took two steps back
How will I know when it’s bad enough to need help
I thought I was a black sheep
Turns out I’m just like

My dear old dad
He was the man of the house
He wasn't often around
Guess what that makes me now
As if the world’s against me
I only rely on myself
Turns out I’m somebody else

Black Sheep (Prod. irby & Jolst)

I’ve never made a song about my upbringing when it comes to religion but was inspired to make this one day, maybe you’ll find some solace in this track and thank you for listening ~booj

support https://soundcloud.com/deadspyro



I never said that I was a believer
I don’t try to disprove so I guess I’m neither  

recite what’s on the page I’m not aware of what I’m saying 
my thoughts are on a swing they’re never still it’s always swaying 
hop up right on the scale with all the choices that I’m weighing
there’s just no chance I’m staying 
there’s just no chance I’m staying 

the praise is way too often where’s the meaning where’s the source 
they try to make you feel all safe and sound up in those doors 
I’m not okay that I had no say in what was placed inside my brain 
ironic in the way of how that window pain was stained 
it’s how I feel inside it’s partly beautiful disdain 
but the rest I’ll sum it up it’s pretty much revolving pain 
I don’t look back and see it as helpful more so detrimental
the judgement isn’t justified it’s only supplemental 

they say it’s bad manners 
when you don’t share but I don’t want none of what you got to offer not in there no
they say it’s all that matters 
when you reach a breaking point all that’s left is that you still get to own your share 

2X
recite what’s on the page I’m not aware of what I’m saying 
my thoughts are on a swing they’re never still it’s always swaying 
hop up right on the scale with all the choices that I’m weighing
there’s just no chance that I’m staying 
there’s just no chance that I’m staying

there's just no chance i'm staying (Dead Spyro)

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