notes://
thank you to anyone who is listening it truly means alot thank you for sticking with me :) <3
we're going into the fray!
s/o all my boys drain, trip, jemon, jemz, bleecher, & azul
amazing things to come!

credits://
@antag01
@bleeecher

lyrics://
I think it’s too much
think I’m not enough
I saw right through your bluff 
and I know it’s been rough
so go n hide all your stuff
think it’s time I give up
I don’t wanna disrupt 
I know that can’t keep up

oh no I can’t go to far
burned those bridges, but that’s just who we are
not myself man I just feel so bizarre
shoulda left my feelings back outside of the car

I think it’s too much
think I’m not enough
I saw right through your bluff 
and I know it’s been rough
so go n hide all your stuff
think it’s time I give up
I don’t wanna disrupt 
I know that can’t keep up

know I can’t get through it
hide it through my music
I’m done with your bullshit
don’t find that stuff amusing
I gotta keep on moving
god I’m feeling useless…

no I can’t go out this way
just know I’m afraid, just know I’m afraid
and we’re into the fray, just know it’s not too late
I know we’ll be okay, I know we’ll be okay

I think it’s too much
think I’m not enough
I saw right through your bluff 
and I know it’s been rough
so go n hide all your stuff
think it’s time I give up
I don’t wanna disrupt 
I know that can’t keep up
x2

who we are

tripping over myself
I been drinking too much so I hope I forget how this felt
cuz I aint heard from u in a while, and u been running round' in my mind
if we crossed paths hope u wouldn't mind
if we crossed paths we could intwerwine

but you always keep to yourself
say you got room for nobody else
and I keep trying, I know that I shouldnt but I...
can't stop myself when it comes to you
but I just can't seem to let go

you keep to yourself, you won't ask no one for help
know that you're trying to be strong, but darlin' you're doing it wrong
you need help but don't say so, you freak out on the way home
it's not so surprising that you're always trying to hide it

@sumther
maybe one day...
maybe one day you'd care
did I ever cross your mind?
I'm going through hella sleepless nights
I tried to distract myself, but you keep flooding up my brain
I spend my days fucking up my health, this shit is driving me insane

Tell me.... tell me... will we ever intertwine?
you know me baby... you know me
I'd do anything to turn back time
and I'll make you mine

Intertwine

perfect timing w/ frankii, phreyla, & rans0m (proxen)

Written and performed by fijiplus & etai s0 (@etaiso)
Produced by 1darko & cr1sis
Mastered by etai s0 
Released September 19th, 2025

BLACK ICE 2002 (@blackice2002)

[Chorus, fijiplus]

hardly conscious while I throw back liquor
fisticuffs to bring my high down quicker
numb enough that I don’t feel the blisters
pour another come on make me sicker

let’s go, couple glass shards on the floor
I did my time inside a k hole
got nothing intact but my own soul
and I’ve been drowning in it all

[Verse 1, fijiplus]:

Ive been drowning in it, I’ve been bleeding digits 
I been chilling all alone at the edge of living
fuck your contradictions, I’m not here to listen
started thinking on my own then I saw your demons

put the noose around my neck, 
ima go and jump the bridge
get an audience with god 
tell him hes a fucking pig

how you leave us on our own
with a book on how to live
everything’s been burning
ever since I popped open my lid

ever since I popped open my lid and saw that hope was vacant 
drowning in soup of misery so long I’ve become wasted

[Chorus, fijiplus]

[Verse 2, etai s0]:

what is it you want from me? i can't tell
i been chillin, but im killing hella brain cells
off a substance, you cant even touch this

and im smoking something toxic
big blunt to the lung, flying in a cock pit
smoking durban poison, im with my boys and
me and fiji plus got the ketty crushed 
now we frozen

im in a k hole i don't do no yay bro
im in a k hole i don't do no yayo

i been wondering when the grind gon pay off man its loading
i just wanna wake up and see my music exploding
that's all i ever wanted, i'm on it
mark my words, imma make it, i promise 

imma make these haters understand 
imma do what they said i can't do, i'm the man
back then remember doing hella xans
lowkey i miss em need a couple milligrams

K HOLE (1darko + cr1sis)

breathe (prodsean_)

please just make me your priority, i need you


lyrics: 
baby let me be your center of attention
please jsut tell me about the guy u didnt mention
i dont wanna hurt u, i dont want redemption
but when i needed u the most yea u were absent
yk that its hard for me to make it work out
and every single time u speak u make me crash out
idk whats wrong w me, ig we´ll find out
please just dont make me regret this
i wont hide now

baby let me be your hideout
yea u always make me wanna die now
i can nvr fix it, keep it quiet now
and now baby im thinking im the worst
im in desperse
gotta keep myself together even tho im hurt
i can nvr fix it yea u caught me at my worst
and idk why i stayed cuz i slowly lost myself

(silenthill 2 quote hihi)

baby let me be your center of attention
please jsut tell me about the guy u didnt mention
i dont wanna hurt u, i dont want redemption
but when i needed u the most yea u were absent
yk that its hard for me to make it work out
and every single time u speak u make me crash out
idk whats wrong w me, ig we´ll find out
please just dont make me regret this
i wont hide now
2x

center of attention (warheart)

moshi moshi

super proud of this one + first self prod <3

##straycatsszn

lyrics:

@1drms
and i js fall in reverse i cant change it
yea bitch and u lied to my face and i hate it
bitch u made me cope and i cannot explain it
cant escape this cell that im in yea u blamed me

and u tied me up and i cant go down
i lost my dignity on the ground
and i wont chase u ill lose my crown
yea n i cant change u ill leave this town
and now im layin here on the ground
falling asleep to ur distant sounds
feel like a prick i dont leave my house
baby make me escape this nightmare

@1akura
tell me why it always feels like i could die
and every single night i wonder why i still try
break me out of these chains, i need to change this
i cant explain it, you kno i hate it
i dont wanna hear u
ima leave u in the rear view
fall in reverse i cant change it
you know that ur one of the worst and u fake it

spotify soon yippie

distant sounds +akura (drms)

$HINE - etai s0 x cherrysirenbby (prod. The Sound Clown)

crown of shame [me + !yukik0]

Provided by Biteki

Lineup:
@lullabyboy
@lilskeleskrrt
@itsyungvan
@sleyeofficial
@kingtheta
@d1vv
@erisu-san
@darkblu10314
@ohsobrkn
@brushogun
@lilgloom
@kaiesofly
@yvngaxstn
@frvrndalwys
@deadbrokeofficial
@thatonexguitarist
@deadfishpoland
@t_shan
@cruelife
@irby314
@diamoonofnhg
@lilduckk

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