im missing you n i hate it

tired (+xmichaelwarren)

(chorus)
and i keep running away from my problems
i don’t know how to solve them
you care a little less when you hit rock bottom
cloudy eyes with a tortured mind
i can see the lies as the light grows darker
it fades from white as the blade sinks deeper
i thought blood ran thicker than water
my soul has died fuckin leave me behind

(verse) 
i thought you cared about my feelings
every night i’ve been screaming
questioning what’s life’s meaning 
what i’ve been believing 
holding on to every little thing that ever mattered
you know that my hearts been shattered
sayin that the medicine will always make me better
but every single day i always get sadder
when will i be okay
when every day feels like the fucking same
i’m holding on to all these memories 
but still i question why things won’t change

(bridge)
everyday feels like the same thing 
and i’m fucking don’t with it (i’ve had enough)
when will i 
be set free
from this life

(chorus)
and i keep running away from my problems
i don’t know how to solve them
you care a little less when you hit rock bottom
cloudy eyes with a tortured mind
i can see the lies as the light grows darker
it fades from white as the blade sinks deeper
i thought blood ran thicker than water
my soul has died fuckin leave me behind

(chorus)
and i keep running away from my problems
i don’t know how to solve them
you care a little less when you hit rock bottom
cloudy eyes with a tortured mind
i can see the lies as the light grows darker
it fades from white as the blade sinks deeper
i thought blood ran thicker than water
my soul has died fuckin leave me behind

blood doesn't run thicker than water (discent)

produced by hiraeth


and its too late to give up now
im not trying baby even if i let you down
and its too late to be up now
im not tired tho my eyes are tryna sleep now
im not lying but my thoughts are deep now
and id try it but my wrists are getting weak now
i would have met you bro but i can barely speak now
im sick of trying no im sick of being let down

so what if the world caves in
(the worlds still burning)
would you leave me in the rubble for him
(no im not worth it)
and thats some bullshit you where never just friends
(you dont fuck friends)
and after everything i know we wont end
(and now i wont mend)

so what if the world caves in
(the worlds still burning)
would you leave me in the rubble for him
(no im not worth it)
and thats some bullshit you where never just friends
(you dont fuck friends)
and after everything i know we wont end
(and now i wont mend)

do you feel how i feel now ?
i feel weak and my body is let down
from me
if nobody can save you 
then why leave ?
you want somebody to love you but not me

so what if the world caves in
(the worlds still burning)
would you leave me in the rubble for him
(no im not worth it)
and thats some bullshit you where never just friends
(you dont fuck friends)
and after everything i know we wont end
(and now i wont mend)

abyss

the air (prod. saint mike)

Main Artists: lil XipZ x Teddyboi x Shxdy808
Production: Shxdy808
Mixing: lil XipZ x Teddyboi
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LYRICS:

[Chorus: lil XipZ]
and it hurts seeing you with someone else
i know its not my fault but still it feels like hell
breaking down as i always do 
i know its not my fault but girl im missing you 

[Verse: TeddyBoi]
i miss you but i wont change shit
gotta leave you in the past, this gun on my hip
and this perc on my lip
I know i said that again
but i cant cope without you 

i said i loved you and i meant it, meant it
told me that you loved me
you aint mean it mean it
how you use the fucking word
and see the fucking meaning
yea you dont love me
you dont love me 

[Chorus: lil XipZ]
and it hurts seeing you with someone else
i know its not my fault but still it feels like hell
breaking down as i always do 
i know its not my fault but girl im missing you 

[Bridge: lil XipZ]
girl i love you
i know youre done but i had to tell you 

[Chorus: lil XipZ]
and it hurts seeing you with someone else
i know its not my fault but still it feels like hell
breaking down as i always do 
i know its not my fault but girl im missing you 

[Verse 2: Teddyboi]
yea i feel like its my fault, my fault
baby i just need to call one more time
and no matter what i did, i did it wrong
and no matter what i did, i did it wrong
yea like this song, think i made it about you but i made it about someone else
truth is, i dont moved on, working on myself and my health and im working on my wealth, yea

XipZ x teddyboi x Shxdy808 - Someone Else

@prodjpjp @prod-oc <3


its like you never even cared
 stripping me bare
 now i got holes in what i wear 
getting prepared
 so u can throw me down the stairs 
how is it my fault i was never even there 
blame it on me so u can sleep in someones bed
how is it my fault i was never even there
 pull me away i get so awkward and i stare 
stop waiting for me im busy pulling out my hair 
how does it feel ? 
im sick of hearing that u care :p

throw me in the sea and let me drown in the ocean 
body going numb and my heart got frozen 
i dont wanna die but my lungs cut open 
pressure in my eyes built up both swollen

crawling to demise my time im chosen
 tell another lie, ill cry, wont show it
 bleeding thru the cracks in my hands cant close them 
wish u never hit me got ur wrists both broken

did i let you down
 dont look around
 i need you now 
wont save me now

did i let you down 
dont look around
 i need you now 
wont save me now

Tear me up and peel the flesh off my body
“It wasnt like that” you know I wasn’t ready
And I know that, there’s nothing you could tell me
I wanted love back, the feelings getting blurry

Spending too much time on my own
Rejecting everybody that I know
 hiding every message on your phone
Start to realise that I got nothing to show

spotify!

care [JPJP x OC]

recorded in an L.A. Hotel...

Music Video Out Now on youtube

Hotels in L.A.

Hotels in L.A. (feat. Lui Joseph)

television (prod. swaine x eric godlow)

Candelabra hold me up until I’m burning out again  
Appalachia in the mountains how much money can I spend 
Foreign objects all around me is there something that I missed
Smoke what’s left of what i got and now they put me on a list 
My chains they hit together that noise will make you shudder 
These fools think they know me boy you are not my brother 
Keep my wire on barb tight knit no stressing
effortless like the way I’m dressing

FFY

Scars not healing 
Nothing that I’m feeling 
spent the bag and made it back 
That’s not something that I lack 
Finding meaning 
Staring at the ceiling 
Copped a fit and it’s all black 
Who could’ve guessed that 
They can’t keep up so then they try to bring me down but it don’t faze me 
I’ve been moving city to city you lookin lazy 
Said that you got something to say so make it hasty 
Thinking you could do it like me you must be crazy 

Candelabra hold me up until I’m burning out again  
Appalachia in the mountains how much money can I spend 
Foreign objects all around me is there something that I missed
Smoke what’s left of what i got and now they put me on a list 
My chains they hit together that noise will make you shudder 
These fools think they know me boy you are not my brother 
Keep my wire on barb tight knit no stressing
effortless like the way I’m dressing

I brought the keys out to the surface now let’s put it all to work 
And After after all that time spent you’d hope it’s better off than worse 
I dyed my hair to match the fit like what you know about it 
I won’t give up until this shit gets crowded 
Round it up like I’m trippin over every sentence 
Someone tell me what I’d like to hear it’s almost near me 
Close by my side but it fear me 
Gray skies blue lights follow around again 

Candelabra hold me up until I’m burning out again  
Appalachia in the mountains how much money can I spend 
Foreign objects all around me is there something that I missed
Smoke what’s left of what i got and now they put me on a list 
My chains they hit together that noise will make you shudder 
These fools think they know me boy you are not my brother 
Keep my wire on barb tight knit no stressing
effortless like the way I’m dressing

Yeah I’m in the Big O take a look at the bank now 
On the road smoked out take a look around 
Tripps at the mall we gon need another minute 
He can do it he just need to make decisions









Scars not healing 
Nothing that I’m feeling 
spent the bag and made it back 
That’s not something that I lack 
Finding meaning 
Staring at the ceiling 
Copped a fit and it’s all black 
Who could’ve guessed that 
They can’t keep up so then they try to bring me down but it don’t faze me 
I’ve been moving city to city you lookin lazy 
Said that you got something to say so make it hasty 
Thinking you could do it like me you must be crazy

candelabra ft. flowersforyou (recyclebin)

lyrics:

[Zoe Beaufay]

What's it like to have everything you ever want to?
while some people really need to break their bones to move

Maybe they didn't try hard enough
maybe they should get more drunk

everything getting worse,worse,worse,worse

[heyzbee]

She said I was him 
But lied in the end 
And I can’t pretend
I’m hanging by a single thread 
How do you feel now that I’m gone?
I’m doing better and so on 
Drugs in my system, I’m so off
Can’t even make me a love song 
How do you feel? 
When I’m gone 
I’m so upset 
But the world goes on

[Zoe Beaufay]

What's it like to have everything you ever want to?
while some people really need to break their bones to move

Maybe they didn't try hard enough
maybe they should get more drunk

everything getting worse,worse,worse,worse

how do you feel w/heyzbee

Slimetime

private prod. yunglanny

remind me to forget. (Prod._hart_)

[hook]
I sit here counting up
hopin to forget you
but i just wont hit you up
cuz that's a bad move
cuz i can't stand all these cuts
don't leave me down in the dust
you'll break me down just because

[verse]
and I know, it's too late to talk
walk slow hope the rain never stops
got your hands on my chest
go and break my damn neck
hmu for a feature gonna cost you a check

forget u

lullabyboy - forget u (prod. irby & loopy)

prod by my boi @majinaruu 💕💕

lyrics

buried alive, no-one can find me, 
I don't know why, you keep on hiding,
I got blood in my wine, live like a viking,
fucked up my life, just for one night
x2

im just smoking with my friends, like wheres the bag? lets smoke some more
I don't know if I will make it, push the clutch down to the floor,
in the snow just on my own, when ur asleep im at ur door,
nice to look at but ur sour, ur just rotten to the core,

and ur rotten,
im besotted,
I got a knife in my chest where my heart is,
line me up, id love to be your next target,
sign me up id love to be your next target

buried alive, no-one can find me, 
I don't know why, you keep on hiding,
I got blood in my wine, live like a viking,
fucked up my life, just for one night
x2

im buried alive.
im buried alive.
im buried alive.
im buried alive.

buried alive

and I just cannot believe you're done with this,
I thought I meant a little more than a drunken kiss,
I been in my feelings since I was a kid,
got no money in my pocket but I still wanna live,

and I just cant let you leave, ill grab my gun,
I thought I meant a little more than some drunken fun,
ill run away from the cops into the sun,
baby ill be okay im used to smoke in my lungs

so ill just smoke on my own, im crying again, where are u?
im not okay unless im leaning on you
I don't know where you have been, but you're here now and im happy

im happy, 
for the first time in my life,
hop in my car then I drive,
oh no I don't 
a year ago wanted to choke,
I fucking hated my life,
scene getting dry,
you boys pretending to cry,
im fucking sick of these guys,
don't need a 9,
bitch I walk knife on my side,
do you guys still wanna die?
see through my eyes,
angry and im colourblind,
I don't like speaking my mind, 
people can talk,
think of me, I don't know why,
its paper plates till' I die,
don't smoke a pipe, blunt in my mouth while I fly,
these days im loving my life,
gray keep a scythe for those who willing to try,
I just keep taking their life

and I just cannot believe you're done with this,
I thought I meant a little more than a drunken kiss,
I been in my feelings since I was a kid,
got no money in my pocket but I still wanna live,

and I just cant let you leave, ill grab my gun,
I thought I meant a little more than some drunken fun,
ill run away from the cops into the sun,
baby ill be okay im used to smoke in my lungs

scythe (yunny goldz)

music artist from Michigan
hmu on ig @fuckyougoyardsadboi or hit up my manager @crizzywhitemanagement
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ghxst collective member till I die

A INDEPENDENT CURATOR, LABEL & PROMOTER, ASSISTING IN THE GROWTH OF SELECTED ARTISTS.

lullabyboy - forget u (prod. irby & loopy)

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