Don't Leave Me Alive (2019) prod.spyder

i can't feel my face; think my body going hollow

anor londo

skele - burden (flip)

i know it feels good when you hate my guts

https://soundcloud.com/vito2300
prod: https://soundcloud.com/prodcxrter  https://soundcloud.com/yunnygoldz

i can't feel my skin
and it's numbing 
god you make me sick 
when you touch me
blood drip down my lip 
like you're wanting 
tear drop down my chin
baby i can't run 
baby i still would 
do i make you blush?
god i know it feels good 
when you hate my guts
baby i still could 
even now, just us
god you know that you should 
till you've had enough

off this bottle 
got me swerving, i'm sedated my,
heartbeat so slow i can't pace it i,
gave up, crush crush till it make me right
i'm the only one you keep awake at night
faster, hands over my body going faster
laughter, he don't feel attached like an actor
backwards, every fucking night i'm moving backwards
everything i ever felt it didn't matter

i don't wanna go like this 
but it's coming
the bruise still stains my wrist from the cuffing
i can't feel my skin 
god you make me sick,
you made me 

(vito:)
Do you want me
I can’t even tell anymore
Your words haunting
Mellowing the pain i endure
A closed chapter
I keep looking backwards
My body’s tattered
Forever and after

But you wanted this so bad
That I don’t think you thought about it
Lay down through the pain
Say what’s good about it
You could love me in ways
I can’t live without it

you make me sick

and i feel it everytime that i'm with you
make my heart skip a beat that's what this do
Like a fire in the dark from the rear view
your the calm now my skies are a clear blue
I've been longing for the day
hear my name up on the stage
gimme something to relate
i don't if it's okay
but i wanna see your face
every second of the day
baby please don't go away
baby please don't go away
i'm trying
really fucking hard
i'm fighting
the demons in the dark
are dying
a little bit of spark
comes flying
think i'm in love

you've got me falling into it
a part of me when missing and
it's been found by Intuit
i'm hoping
still waiting for the life that i'm loathing
still working on my shit, i ain't smoking
you can't live to forget
gotta own shit
write a song to project
that i'm broken
what's the point in breaking love
when your hearts locked into war
did you read the final call
did you make it out at all

and i feel it everytime that i'm with you
make my heart skip a beat that's what this do
Like a fire in the dark from the rear view
your the calm now my skies are a clear blue
I've been longing for the day
hear my name up on the stage
gimme something to relate
i don't if it's okay
but i wanna see your face
every second of the day
baby please don't go away
baby please don't go away
i'm trying
really fucking hard
i'm fighting
the demons in the dark
are dying
a little bit of spark
comes flying
think i'm in love

Fire In The Dark (prod. neverforever)

prod. xenshel

lyrics

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All of my feelings fuckin fade
Weed packed tight like great I'm fine today
Slit my what? I might, just cut it out tonight
Now you know that's all a fuckin lie
All I want to do is fuckin die
If that's true would I be this high
Barely breathin but still I cry
Like I don't know why you leave me dry
I know I ain't pretty, when I'm angry
So I get high, So I get high

yeah yeah
no no
how i cope
yeah yeah
no no
ima choke
yeah yeah
there i go
yeah yeah
doin the most
yeah yeah
ima choke
yeah yeah
there i go
hate me slow

I refuse to tip toe hoe
Talking about where I go
Chances confrontin my face
Chances are you answer no
Swear you're human cancer bro
Fools you're mooning after yo
Why the fuck you can't just grow
In a few, you’ll be thirty 
Still the same, that still hurts me
I'm already hurting
I'm already burning
With my stomach all churning
And you did it all on purpose
Yeah I'm sorry I'm still learnin that you still lyin
yeah fuck your purpose that I'm not buyin

yeah yeah
no no
how i cope
yeah yeah
no no
ima choke
yeah yeah
there i go
yeah yeah
doin the most
yeah yeah
ima choke

yeah yeah
doin the most
yeah yeah
ima choke
yeah yeah
where you go



Cut It Out

chapter.(d)one

Written by: Reapers Shadow & JoshIGuess
Produced by: Papapedro Beats
Mixed & Mastered by: JoshIGuess
Artwork by: PixAi
Artwork edited by: Reapers Shadow

Lyrics:
[Chorus: Reapers Shadow]
Holidays
Are passing like street signs
It feels so sublime 
Now you're standing in line

[Verse 1: Reapers Shadow]
Yeah it's Christmas morning 
Fuck up on the fucking rain pouring 
Just wanna get my presents fuck yo presence 
Don't want no one but myself bitch 
It's Christmas so do your best 
To give instead of take 
Like it's thanksgiving 
Nobody wanna be themselves nowadays 
Just wanna get paid then steal from the weak

[Chorus: Reapers Shadow]
Holidays
Are passing like street signs
It feels so sublime 
Now you're standing in line
But just know you'll find your way

[Bridge: JoshIGuess]
You'll find your way, you'll find your way
I pull up in Santa's sleigh 
The way you gon treat me today
Better watch my fucking weight

[Verse 2: JoshIGuess]
Sweetie making sweets that's so sweet
Then the sweet in the sheets i'm complete
Hehe, eat the pussy
Sitting through the night like it's milk and cookies
Binging all of these christmas movies once again

The laptop i'm making this with 
It's getting more fucked up by the day
Got it for Christmas 9 years ago ayy
I'm lucky that it's actually working 
Song in process for a year you fans are deserving this

[Chorus: Reapers Shadow]
Holidays
Are passing like street signs
It feels so sublime 
Now you're standing in line

Holidays W/ JoshIGuess  (Prod. Papapedro Beats)

Written by: Reapers Shadow 
Produced by: withoutu!
Mixed & Mastered by: @joshiguess
Artwork by: PixAi 
Artwork edited by: Reapers Shadow

Lyrics: 
[Verse 1]
it's the end of the party 
These days nothing ever get better 
Still chilling in my dark Grey sweater  
Fought those monsters off in September 
Friends I've created distance from
(Distance from) 
Just to satisfy myself with creating 
Despite my mental health being is so intimidating

[Bridge]
Don't you let yourself fall into this hole
Like I have done 
All my life I feel the same 
Broken and in pain
I don't want to lose you
But sometimes life doesn't go 
The way you want it

[Verse 2]
Nowadays I'm not conceding to more than just weed
But pulling them out of my garden 
To plants seeds of inspiration for everyone
Once again it's December 
& I lost myself in this fucking hell
I don't want to lose anybody else
But my fucking self in this fucking hole
(Yeah)
Fuck everything I don't claim to be
I just wanna be myself
& do it properly

[Outro]
My friends been distant
I get it, It's life
But it doesn't make it any less hard
I wish you all a great Christmas peace

December Pt 2 (Prod. withoutu!)

I Have Four Joint Burn Holes In My Linoleum Floor And I Still Don't Think I Have A Problem

never forever 
but i want forever 
they told me forget her 
that don’t make it better 

i can’t stand the concept of 
not being, wanted or loved 
hold me close and never give up 
i want you back but it’s all gone 
it’s all gone 
it’s all gone 
oh it’s all gone 
it’s all gone 
it’s all gone 
it’s all gone 
it’s all, gone 

nothing we had was left right here
i want the past but not the tears 
surely we make it right this year 
i don’t believe it but i won’t fear 
it’s all gone 
it’s all gone 
oh it’s all gone 
it’s all gone 
it’s all gone 
it’s all gone 
it’s all, gone.

keep it a buck 
i wanted your love 
i don’t that i could ever give up
i know it’s all fucked 
and we’ve just forget 
but i can’t lie without you i’m lost

Without you, I'm lost (prod. neverforever)

prod: @prodcxrter @tiedforsilver
extra production / master: @vito2300

two months,
i can't write nothing at all
gave up on having someone to call
fake blood still left a stain on the wall
fake love still left a hole in my heart
stuck in the middle
i wait for it to eat me alive
it stings a little
it kills me when you treat me so nice
go grab the sickle
i'll let you cut as much as you like
(as you like, as you like)

i don't wanna be selfish
but god i hate myself
and i can't help it
you made me lose my mind
i wish you felt it
and i can't even cry
the things i dealt with
i dealt with
leaving you behind me,
hope you like your side piece
i look so unsightly
that's why i'm always hiding
i don't think they like me
most times it don't surprise me
think about it nightly
keep damaging my psyche

lately i don't even give a fuck about the music
it's just enough that i do it
one day i might lose it
don't have enough to get through it
like oh, it's okay if you wanna let go
spill blood, wake up on the floor
we're done but i hate you more
he don't ever wanna wait one second
so dumb, shoulda learned my lesson
those words he said he meant it
but i'm stuck on the way he said it
so soft, so soft
and after everything i gave you
you're still gone
still gone

i don't wanna be selfish
(i don't wanna be selfish no more)
but god i hate myself
and i can't help it
(can't help it)
you made me lose my mind
i wish you felt it
(you felt it)
and i can't even cry
the things i dealt with
(i dealt with)
i dealt with
leaving you behind me,
(behind)
hope you like your side piece
i look so unsightly
that's why i'm always hiding
i don't think they like me
most times it don't surprise me
think about it nightly
keep damaging my psyche

i hate myself
like nobody else
and i hate you
much more than you do
forgive me god
no matter the cost
i can't stop
no i can't stop

unsightly (slowed and reverbed)

prod: never forever

put the bandage over my cuts
but the bleeding never stop 
and i think i had heart once
reminiscing on what i lost, i lost
so pathetic, god it's making me sick 
i didn't have to let him in, but i did

he took it away from me 
and god didn't stop it
today i grieve 
what i lost in the darkness
shaking waiting for him to say it
i could learn to be patient

eager

@vito2300
prod: @prodcxrter @yunnygoldz

i can't feel my skin
and it's numbing
god you make me sick
when you touch me
blood drip down my lip
like you're wanting
tear drop down my chin
baby i can't run
baby i still would
do i make you blush?
god i know it feels good
when you hate my guts
baby i still could
even now, just us
god you know that you should
till you've had enough

off this bottle
got me swerving, i'm sedated my,
heartbeat so slow i can't pace it i,
gave up, crush crush till it make me right
i'm the only one you keep awake at night
faster, hands over my body going faster
laughter, he don't feel attached like an actor
backwards, every fucking night i'm moving backwards
everything i ever felt it didn't matter

i don't wanna go like this
but it's coming
the bruise still stains my wrist from the cuffing
i can't feel my skin
god you make me sick,
you made me

(vito:)
Do you want me
I can’t even tell anymore
Your words haunting
Mellowing the pain i endure
A closed chapter
I keep looking backwards
My body’s tattered
Forever and after

But you wanted this so bad
That I don’t think you thought about it
Lay down through the pain
Say what’s good about it
You could love me in ways
I can’t live without it

you make me sick (w/ vito) [slowed and reverbed]

prod: michael harrison
master: @onlyfriendyeah

do i deserve to be this broken?
i must've done something wrong
and when i speak i feel like choking
it must've been all my fault
i love him more
than i love myself
i'll endure what he gives me
nothing can change my mind,
nothing i won't sacrifice

you've got such a violent taste now
is that what it takes to turn you on?
he want me to pour my veins out
is that what it takes to be your crush?
i'll keep a compliant face now
you know i would hate to make you stop
i'll be so silent, stay down
if that's what it takes to be what you want
(be what you want)

violent taste (slowed and reverbed)

prod. acey
master: @vito2300

sometimes i don't know who i am
look in the mirror
i don't see me there
that's a monster
and he looks somber
but he just killed a man

well lesson learned
i won't get my hopes up
i won't care if you show up
show up
won't be here when the sun comes
the sun comes out

sobered up
missing the way out
locked in
i need to calm down
i can't calm down
in a cold house
i hear every sound

if i was perfect why were you fucking him
tell me what he had i couldn't do better than
n i saw it
you're sobbing
i put the knife in him

i'm numb to the bloodshed
good at destroying
and i'm home when
i'm hearing voices
and in the morning
i'll be what you need
look what you've done to me
look what you've done to me
look what you've done to me

i've had enough for now

home (slowed and reverbed)

prod: @jolst

i just wish you were here
holding me
cause my thoughts hurt less
when you lay next to me
but u don’t care at all
blame it on the alcohol
is there something there that i can’t see
how the fuck am i supposed to breathe
like oh
it’s okay if you wanna let go
i know you probably need a little more
i just miss when you were close
i know how this shit go
fall apart when it gets cold
n i start to get feel real low
know you’ll leave me when it snows

when it snows
iced out had to put on a coat
neck cold but my hearts on froze
fucked up i can’t do this alone
baby why u gotta do me like that
n still ask why my songs so sad
everyday gotta put on a mask
happy eyes with a knife in my back

i say i love you
“i love you too”
most days i can’t get enough of u
when you leave i feel it
it’s hard to deal with
the crushing weight of this lonely feeling
rain it trickles
cry a little
nothings real
it’s so artificial
“you’re too brittle”
how i am supposed to feel when you speak in riddles

i know i’m cold sometimes
but i could never lie to you
i always say i’m fine
i really don’t know what to do
i need you a little too much
i’m scared that i’m never enough
when you get distant it feels like i probably fucked up
get a little too scared i don’t mean much



snow (slowed and reverbed)

didn't seem hard for you, when you left me damaged

distant

The meaning behind my name is "The idea of the Reaper is cool yet scary to me & I live within the shadows of everyone and everything"


I make music about my struggles, frustrations, & Passions
I play video games, watch anime, & Chill with my friends when I'm not making music

@angelsofsorrows l is my close friend and mixes my songs along with my other close friend @joshiguess huge shoutout to them wouldn't be able to pursue music without their help

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