produced by jozzu

Images spark through my head, yeah
We were juxtapose back then
You never knew how much you meant
But to me I just suppose I'm dead

Went to five below 
Eyes directed to the matching necklaces we always wanted
And I'm getting signs like every day this telepathic haunting
No one reaches out the way you always did to me they're boring
Never should've believed it would last the way my life is going

These images spark through my head, yea 
We were juxtapose back then
I wish I knew how much you meant to me
Because to me I feel so dead

And if i'm ever on my way out
Just please take care of yourself for me
I still got love in my heart
So the future isn't worth ignoring
And I can't tell if anything will end up back to normal
I treat these songs like i'm sharing my own personal journal

juxtapose.

(prod. @pekarot_161)

hard times, adjust
life keep me all, drugged up
but you wanted me to chase ya
i can't, i can't
i'm wondering if i should risk it all

wondering if i should risk it all
if i scream your name out through the halls
hang up
would you notice?
would you notice?

notice (prod. pekarot_161)

powiedz tylko

i still see blue

featuring: https://soundcloud.com/user-411557229
prod: saint mike
master: https://soundcloud.com/onlyfriendyeah

writing out these letters
lately i can't help
but pray that i get better 
i'm stuck in my own hell
talk to me slow,
don't let me go 

we were so happy,
what happened?
stuck on the past tense
sometimes i miss it 
it's hard to forget it 
blue,
(i still see blue)
i still think of you
(i still think of you)

lay by the lake,
i was never the same 

baby ima masochist at best
got a lot of scars on my chest 
i was your porcelain puppet 
cracks line over my stomach
even with my body going numb
i still wished to feel the cuts 
and after everything was done
i still wanna be your one

(residential:)
am i bothering at all?
kinda wish you stayed 
is it someone else's palms
or the portraits that i framed

is it killing you at all?
cause i can't say the same 
the hazel in your eyes
is embalmed into my brain 

i cant sleep at night 
it's better with time
but i'll

pull it together
keep my dignity tethered
guess it's better than never
your words here forever

(skele:)
fucking wasted my time
still on the back of my mind
fucking wasted my life 
oh trust me, i tried
(trust me i, trust me i tried)



after everything (w/ residential)

produced by cxrter & threemvsk
📸: cxrter

lyrics:
(notahero)
pull the cameras out
it’s been a while since i smiled
i wanna jot it down
and try to make up for the times that you’re not around
banging my windows, flickering lights
i’m being haunted by the ghost of things that i don’t like to talk about
my heart kept in a fortress but inside it’s breaking down
if i said it, then i meant it
you’d understand if you’d just hear me out
i can’t hear you my thoughts way too loud
smoking loud

(halfhearted)
said i wouldn’t trip 
but i miss the way it felt when we kissed and our lips touched
don’t know how you live, just admit that i’m too much
since i was a kid, hear em saying i’m a no one
i wasn't one for the games
or making a song for the fame
hop in the whip switching lanes
burden still up in my brain, break all the chains
sick of the faces around
wake up and i’m drowning
when rain hits the ground, i can’t help but feel clouded

(kiddamo)
take my sweater cuz outside is freezing
i can’t live with the thought of you leaving
but if you want you can go
i got used to the cold
i miss the conversations that we used to have on the phone
if i could rewind
re-rewind to the start
watching as the fireworks combine with all the stars
i spent my whole life wondering like “where you are”
stay where you are

(brecken)
and i been grounded, but when it rains i still think about you
still hear the sirens whenever i do sum’ i shouldn't do
yeah well that's how it goes
lying to people you love and you know it
yea all of it shows
they can see what you doing in the moment
losing my focus
i'm feeling broken
thinkin’ bout chili’s
that would be so lit
all of my homies
eatin’ tortilla chips
chips full of spinach dip
just give me a tub of it

(notahero)
pull the cameras out
it’s been a while since i smiled
i wanna jot it down
and try to make up for the times that you’re not around
banging my windows, flickering lights
i’m being haunted by the ghost of things that i don’t like to talk about
my heart kept in a fortress but inside it’s breaking down
if i said it, then i meant it
you’d understand if you’d just hear me out
i can’t hear you my thoughts way too loud
smoking loud

(lil booj)
hey there can you pick me up 
i’m in the lost and found again 
i’ve got my only friend right beside me 
the thread i keep it tight 
i keep it on the mend 
i try to keep us safe and then you stop me 
tell me you’re sad about maybe we’re crashing out, i know 
nothing we talk about goes anywhere because i know 
sediment building up, everyone doubting me, oh no!
are you proud of what you see, now you feel it so?

(yungcray)
paranoia when i step outside 
i’m feeling like this all the time 
got no time, need to find my coat
i hope my gloves are still inside
ice heart, i know I’m cold 
yea this shit’s getting borderline
tell me that there’s more to life 
i can’t feel myself, but i’m the reason that i live like this 
gas up from the shelf, i roll it up and we don’t think a thing
i been in this maze, god this shit gon’ drive me crazy 
i been feeling different lately

(vails)
they tell me look for signs
might be written in the stars
even though they’ve realigned
i still feel like i am far away from an answer
oh i wish i had the answers
now it’s eleven fifty three
still been caught up on IG
scrolling past old memories 
of us by the tapestry in my old home
where we should of left it all alone

(notahero)
pull the cameras out
it’s been a while since i smiled
i wanna jot it down
and try to make up for the times that you’re not around
banging my windows, flickering lights
i’m being haunted by the ghost of things that i don’t like to talk about
my heart kept in a fortress but inside it’s breaking down
if i said it, then i meant it
you’d understand if you’d just hear me out
i can’t hear you my thoughts way too loud
smoking loud

cameras out! (cypher) w/ notahero, halfhearted, kiddamo, brecken, lil booj, yungcray, & vails

Vital

lyrics

save me from this hole that im dug in
walls smother, open up the curtains
dont treat me, im unimportant
take me down to the garden
leaves dry, ambers in my veins
and time becomes so complicated
it makes me cry
id love just one more try

youre tryna build me up but
i love just breaking down
i live with my head in the clouds
i need you to pull me down when youre around
ill reveal the scars on my back
im so fucked up my heads gonna explode
and maybe im okay with that
its about time ive had some relief from the plight that was bestowed upon me
for the past few months i dont even feel like me
im tryna burn the bridges ive been getting third degrees
i think im cursed or maybe i just got a new disease
either way i hope and pray that youll still stay with me
keep my hopes up, but my eyes low
and ill try to call you on the iphone but youre never picking up

youre never picking up
like this time is it really done
im still just leaking all my blood
i guess im used to all the cuts
i could never lie to you
everyday i wake up just to try for you
seems like nothing i say is getting through to you
swear to God that ill wait till i break for you
my love dont answer when im calling
i put too much on it often
please just listen when im talking
in my dreams i see us
falling down
i dont know who the hell is gonna try to save me now
oh what id do for one more night
God, what id do for one more time

save me from this hole that im dug in
walls smother, open up the curtains
dont treat me, im unimportant
take me down to the garden
leaves dry, ambers in my veins
and time becomes so complicated
it makes me cry
id love just one more try

amber w/ skele (p. acey)

Haze

Here with me

here with me

Por favor vete

pensamientos

Cansado

n da swamp w my cat (secre x wraith)

feel like i’m losing my mind 
and i cannot even hide 
the drugs they make me feel nice 
but what is real i think sometimes 

cause i can’t be alone again 
headaches come pouring in 
wake up it feels intense 
i can’t do a thing to prevent 
all the pain in my head 

why is it so sad?
well i’m anxious all the time 
i’m sick of feeling so bad 

it’s warm tonight 
but i’m froze like ice 
i wish i didn’t care 
whether you were there 
feeling cold tonight 
my tears they turn ice 
like you didn’t care 
that i wish you were right here 
it’s all not fair 
all the pain i fear 
comes crashing down when i’m feeling scared

cause i can’t be alone again 
headaches come pouring in 
wake up it feels intense 
i can’t do a thing to prevent 
all the pain in my head

never again (prod. velvet)

Written by: Kurumi Violet 
Produced by: clozz
Mixed & Mastered by:  JoshIGuess
Artwork from: Bocchi The Rock (Anime)
Artwork by: Yasunao Moriyasu (Art director),Kerorira (Character Designer), & Aoi Umeki (2D Animation)
Artwork Edited by: Kurumi Violet

Lyrics:
[Chorus]
Found her on tinder
(Tinder) 
But I know she'll never be interested 
In me
I won't let it hinder me
I don't need your smile 
But I wish there was someone
There for me
(There for me)

[Verse]
She tells me she plays overwatch 
All night long
She thinks it's hot when I touch grass
But can't erase her past 
So I just go back
Like that one December night 

[Chorus]
Found her on tinder
(Tinder) 
But I know she'll never be interested In me
(Interested in me)
I won't let it hinder me
I don't need your smile
(Smile) 
But I wish there was someone
There for me
(There for me)

Wish There Was Someone, There For Me (Prod. clozz)

Lyrics:








Empiezo a caer
Voy a fallecer
Ya no te quiero ver
No me haces sentir 
Como antes joder
Tienes que entender
Que no te amo joder
Los cortes en mi piel
Ahora los puedes ver
Como me haces sentir
El dolor en mi in brain
No me siento bien
Paso de 0 a 100
Extasis in my chez
I dont know what u say, I dont know

I feel pain in my brain
i can see the rain
With blood in my place
I don't wanna die
And my head's telling lies
I just wanna feel alive
i hope that u know
these scars in so deep
And cut on the wrist
And blood on the knife
I just wanna feel alive

I JUST WANNA FEEL ALIVE

The best way to describe this account is for all my girly, cute, and emo plug type music. I like to express my more feminine side through this type of music. If you want to hear my other music. I'm also known as Reapers Shadow & Phantom Eclipse.

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(prod.) credits: @lilskeleskrrt @emofruits @vito2300 @denverkell @autumndropsdead

the sun
it envelops me whole
while surrounding my soul
and i cant
wade out
 
the moon
it shines through the blinds
reminds me of times
but i cant
see out
 
the stars
stuck in the sky
telling a lie
that i cant
figure out

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