my brains talking too loud and i can’t turn it off

when you can’t trust your friends how you know it’s gonna end when you can’t trust your head what is real and what’s pretend when you’re staring in the mirror and you’re seeing someone else now you turn to the one thing that won’t make you feel let down 

fell in love with a substance i use it like a crutch so why can’t i stand up fell in love with corruption i want you all to hate me it makes me feel so up

fell in love with a substance i use it like a crutch so why can’t i stand up fell in love with corruption i want you all to hate me it makes me feel so up

cause i feed off your negativity i’m the one that you hate to see doing better and better and better you know me i can say it’s whatever blood stained dreams hide inside of my sweater stole the stars from the sky hid em under my mattress couple thousand wishes hoping that i can manage couple thousand more hoping that i will vanish 

fell in love with a substance i use it like a crutch so why can’t i stand up fell in love with corruption i want you all to hate me it makes me feel so up

fell in love with a substance i use it like a crutch so why can’t i stand up fell in love with corruption i want you all to hate me it makes me feel so up

makes me feel so up

makes me feel so up

fell in love with a substance i use it like a crutch so why can’t i stand up fell in love with corruption i want you all to hate me it makes me feel so up

substance (yungspoiler & king theta)

production by soundcloud.com/valerii and soundcloud.com/xona

lyrics

valerii-
green skies so far away
they talk but never change
tryna find me
i was on your side never mind me
ooooo
i can feel you
touch me i just wanna heal you
why they telling me to fear you?
when they i cant hear you

ahhhh ahhahhh
i cant hear you
ahhhh ahhahhh
i cant hear you

and they told me that its okay
ima leave you behind its the only way
to save me
to save you
betray me i betray you
you hate me ima hate you
you blame me ima blame you
ooooo oooo
just promise you'll stay close

ooooooo
ooooooo
ooooooo
ooooooo
ooooooo
ooooooo

ima learn this the hard way
we just part ways and that shit okay
and im sorry for the mistakes
i was dealing with some heart ache

and they told me that its okay
ima leave you behind its the only way
to save me
to save you
betray me i betray you
you hate me ima hate you
you blame me ima blame you
ooooo oooo
just promise you'll stay close

xona -

and I cry for days on end for this
I fight all on regrets
and i fucked up letting you pry in
I’m pushed away from friends
every second that I let pass by
I break trust and I hate my life
cold winter is where we lie
hold aspects where we reside 
where we reside
break trust and I hate my life
hold aspects where we reside
break trust, I hate you

seasons change, ppl don't feat. xona

https://soundcloud.com/scrufff made da amazing vocals 

enjoy :3

lyrics

i just asked if you loved me again
i just need some reassurance
ive been in my mind for a minute i know its hurtin
pls dont hold that shit to me ik im learning oh no
why do i still feel left out
its all in my head
id be better off dead
baby i know what you said
why do i still feel left out
its all in my head
id be better off dead
baby i know what you said
baby i know what you said to me
when you talk to me it just feels like some ecstacy
and when it gets to me i feel better than ever
and i never really minded when you stole my sweater at all
if we fall we wont fall together for long
baby please get it all together im wrong
no i cant get along
if that guy tries to talk to you again im gone

i walked back to you and your gone
im humble
you keep tryna do what i do your my double
i will not fumble
i keep backing up but i cant see behind me i dont even know when you stumble
just tell me
you keep calling out in your mind just help me
i know i got some problems put it on the shelf please
i know that
give me one more chance and you know i wont fold back

spotify ^_^

scruff - learning <3 (sai)

lyric vid :) https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=KpYTBLtdZFk

(i dont wanna talk like this
she dont wanna talk she jus want my dick
i dont wanna live so i slice my wrists
i wont evr luv cuz it dont exist
shes a masochist)

huh
range rover sports truck
got yo bitch in the back n she wanna take shortcuts
ima pour up like 4 cups
tryna kiss
pushed her off cuz i cannot take more luv
idc i dont rlly give a fuck now
i jus wanna fade into the backround
im jus tryna dip out fuck this town
i said that i guess ill see u round

@1sloan
I got blood on my face 
I got mud in my cup
And you say that you love me
Dont say it enough
Watch your eyes get bigger wen u see me
Its no surprise that you just want to deceive me
She know she bad but why the fuck she got on h&m? (What the fuck)
Put her on these artists swear to god she never heard of dem
Im just tryna get dis money in a small amount
Ask me if i really give a fuck i really cant now

back home n i still dont feel better
bitch got stains all on my favorite sweater
she down bad
said she wanted me forever
nice talk lil hoe i said see u nvr
i dont wanna talk like this
she dont wanna talk she jus want my dick
i dont wanna live so i slice my wrists
i wont evr luv cuz it dont exist
shes a masochist (huh)

range rover sports truck
got yo bitch in the back n she wanna take shortcuts
ima pour up like 4 cups
tryna kiss
pushed her off cuz i cannot take more luv
idc i dont rlly give a fuck now
i jus wanna fade into the backround
im jus tryna dip out fuck this town
i said that i guess ill see u round

(yo whaddup guys im enjoying a crisp diet cock i mean diet cock i mean diet cock i mean diet cock)

seeya nvr lol w/ 1sloan (shinju + silver)

first track of the ep "erasure" by owtiss!! see you next week for full release of it and the returning series of unchained volumes <333

psa. whoever is botting the views and likes each time i posted this, stop doing that ty

@owtiss
@neohnq

if ur gonna lie at least make it believable :/
tryna piece my heart together before the cracks erode
say u love me then you dont i rly need to know
im okay its nothing i just wanna be alone

i cant see the day
that u remember me
i wna stay away
cuz u wont leave my brain :(
i just wanted to stay
now nothing feels the same
just put up with pain
the smile u took away

ur dead to me
everyday i think of what u said to me
i just wanted to forget while i fell asleep
and now everyday it feels like its the end of me
things i never used to think are looping endlessly..

owtiss - erode (neohn)

amv:
https://youtu.be/dhvDdubs70A

@owtiss
@sensuku

[chorus]
i can't even look u in the eye
know i didn't like u for a time
wonder if i love u can't decide ;/
so many thoughts i can't get out of my mind
i can't even look u in the eye
know i didn't like u for a time
wonder if i love u can't decide ;/
so many thoughts i can't get out of my mind

[verse]
don't know what's right
but it's so wrong
but it's so wrong
i never wna look into my own eyes
i jus wna be with u for one more night
feel ur breath
on my skin
feel the snow
in the wind
say goodbye
one last time
clear ur mind
take ur time

[chorus]
i can't even look u in thе eye
know i didn't like u for a timе
wonder if i love u can't decide ;/
so many thoughts i can't get out of my mind
i can't even look u in the eye
know i didn't like u for a time
wonder if i love u can't decide ;/
so many thoughts i can't get out of my mind

erasure

thoughts

SPOTIFY

owtiss - thoughts (sensuku)

amv:
https://youtu.be/vXHDlnhLHXA

@owtiss
@yashio20k
baz

[chorus]
won't u put urself in my shoes
can’t u see im trying to survive
won't u open up ur eyes
wish i had a little time
think my heart will turn to ice
never thought u were so blind..
i can't fall asleep at night
won’t u put urself in my shoes
can't u see im trying to survive
won't u open up ur eyes
wish i had a little time
think my heart will turn to ice
never thought u were so blind..
i can't fall asleep at night

[verse]
i go thru it every time
im losing my mind
i can see right thru ur lies
push me to the side
maybe then i'd breath easy
can u even see me?
why can't lovе be easy..
free me
just wantеd u by my side
believe me
everyday i sit and watch
time is bleeding
i dont wna stay awake
tired of thinking
can you hear my heart stop beating?
(can you hear my heart stop beating x4)
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[chorus]
won't u put urself in my shoes
can't u see im trying to survive
won’t u open up ur eyes
wish i had a little time
think my heart will turn to ice
never thought u were so blind..
i can’t fall asleep at night
won't u put urself in my shoes
can’t u see im trying to survive
won't u open up ur eyes
wish i had a little time
think my heart will turn to ice
never thought u were so blind..
i can't fall asleep at night

survive

owtiss - survive (yashio & baz)

magic! (kttyflwr +aerelin)

LoFi DnB - Chill Study Relaxing Calming - FreeDL CCBY

Empty Park Bench - LoFi Drum&Bass

Golden Hour

(@prodnomu)

luv u guys thank u for waiting again <3 here is a song i wanted to drop on my bday

the sample is "still feel it all" by maro

//
my friends call me dumb
so I start to believe it
say it's a joke
but I know that they mean it
I know
theysay I'm never there
that I should spend more time with them
that's a funny idea

Cuz my friends are at home
And lately ive felt so depressed and alone 
Im back where i started like 3 years ago

and i constantly fail to show all my affection
and all of this shit builds up all of this tension
I wish I could give her the things she deserves
but keep fucking up I'm not learning my lesson
I'm dumb
I'm no fun
I have so many things in my life that are keeping me up
I fuck up anyways
it's almost as if I just throw it away

and my girl’s the best
she wakes up my phone with a good morning text
and makes sure to buy me my favorite gifts
and tells me goodnight after blowing a kiss
Yea i kno
But shes 3000 miles away
Telling me everything is okay
Always fuck up so im taking the blame

A little bit smarter, A little more strong 
A little bit better at accepting my flaws
A little bit faster when i answer your calls
A little more effort when im writing these songs

chorus

a few months ago I was living so well
peaking my mental and physical health
now I'm here
in the back with a face full of tears
in need of help but there's nobody near

**
But its fine
Cuz Ill take it one step at a time
Its okay if i cry
So i’ll keep it together
Cuz one day i know that this sht will get better 
**

dumb

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owtiss - thoughts (sensuku)

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