song by @sewerperson / produced by @eric-godlow
https://soundcloud.com/sewerperson/ive-hollowed-eric-godlow

remix by me

cover edit by ziru (original cover by sewerperson)

sewerperson - i've hollowed (wstdtime remix)

ran all my memories thru a blueprint
my life was never planned so i screwed it
i was always dead but you aint notice
i was always dead but you aint notice
i fell back but i dont care
i lit this party up with pink blonde hair
pink blonde hair
pls dont stare
pink blonde hair
pls dont stare
(dont make assumptions)
the world hates me, but,
(hate crime)
imma live with it 
have you ever been held at gunpoint just for bein urself
ever layed late at night wantin to be someone else
when you feel like you lost your body
lifes so exuahsting
go ahead
tear off ur own skin
it wont make u pretty
and it wont make u win
go ahead
take ur own life
livin aint much better
when ur starving at night!

blueprint (vervxin)

second single off album w/ @flesh golem
mix & mastr @fleshgolem

lyrics

it feels safe here 
layered warmth
with my skin on ur skin 
something forms
there lays pain here 
and till im forty i wont ever take for granted what was alleviated 
im all urs

im all urs x4

what is left 
is all urs 
rotten flesh 
in my pours

opening up
ive been trying
speed not what she used to yeah and no she cryin 

i been mixing it up 
i been frying 
breathing in these particles 
my flesh been dying

throwing up 
on the phone 
outta touch
but right at home 

right at home x4

oh my word
every single day 
every single day that goes by x2

be safe, for me

be safe; for me (flesh x pekarot)

dedicated to my grandmother

Lyrics: 

i can feel my chest cave now 
it’s hard to breathe when my body’s layin face down
let me know 
when the decision you’ve been hidin in your mind becomes actionable 
and this feels like my last good night in a while
i’ll grab the brand new spark out the fire 
and i hope the x-rays come back clean
cause i don’t wanna explain what it means

when my cavities won’t open right
while i lay in bed just barely graspin at life 
i want you to make the decision 
cause i don’t think that i couldn’t lie

i can feel my chest cave now 
it’s hard to breathe when my body’s layin face down
let me know 
when the decision you’ve been hidin in your mind becomes actionable 
and this feels like my last good night in a while
i’ll grab the brand new spark out the fire 
and i hope the x-rays come back clean
cause i don’t wanna explain what it means

[ do not fear death
death always at our side
when we show fear 
it jumps at us faster than light
but when we do not show fear
it casts its eye on us gently ]

i don’t feel right
but i’m alright
i don’t wanna make you worry when i know you can’t say a thing 
just keep me company
hold me while i breathe
at least while i still can
cause i know that even when you don’t say it i know that you love me
and i know that i won’t be there for you but i promise that i’m always
right next to you

i can feel my chest cave now 
it’s hard to breathe when my body’s layin face down
let me know 
when the decision you’ve been hidin in your mind becomes actionable 
and this feels like my last good night in a while
i’ll grab the brand new spark out the fire 
and i hope the x-rays come back clean
cause i don’t wanna tell you that it’s only weeks

coughin (raspo)

CONSTELLATIONS ft. Sewerperson

first of many to come this year <333

lyrics

You found me among the fallen leaves that once were great
You took me in to your home and I put on a face
The moment is where I try to be, behind me, all erased 
At least I’ll try, can’t kill a tide that never wants to wave

I’m fallin in and out of love with music but I don’t take no breaks
I just keep it going coz if I stop the ground will shake 
The world around me is all that I despise but I can trick my brain
But I can’t deceive myself when i say I wanna keep u safe

I know your heights so I know you fell
I see your eyes, know you turned to hell
I hear your cries, hear them loud and well 
And if your stuck, you hear the ringing bells

The way u see me is how I wanna see myself
That’s why it’s so hard to say I love, I’ve just held back how I’ve felt
It's just the life of sacrifice, I know exactly how you felt
When you gladly watch the world you live in melt

fallen leaves

fallen leaves (purc)

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ALL PLATS

standwithu (prod. michaelharrison)

feeling nothing from the sounds of the words now
cause know that there foundations
always brittle could just give away at any point
whats the point? whats the point
is there really one~
seemed to have misplaced it, its lost in the crowd once again~
all those faces pass by~
they all look right through me~
cause im really not here~
am i even living life~
floating upon a sea of doubt
can only hold out for so long~
and those winds~
they rip like a blade through the wars that they wage
and the way that i see it is we wont have time to make it
back out alive~ back out alive~
the days are all just numbers now~
number, now

days are all just numbers

suisai - days are all just numbers (prod. diamoon)

i think i need time away
i been waking up staring at the same ceiling
dream of better days
but i don't think they feel me
it's getting hard to say I love you do you feel me
i don't wanna wake up
medicate
i'm tired of it all yeah but i just couldn't run away
i try my best just to feel like me
play at my heart let the pain write a melody

i been staring at the clock
but this anxiety don't stop
empty bottles cap em off
waiting for the blood to drop
i been tryna find my place
but i been feelin stagnant with a sad face
i want a rush something to make me smile
everybody switch up
flicker like a fire

stars in my eyes while i'm laying on the ground
2020 but my visions going out
there's no money on the table it's all in the screen
just like all the hearts that i wish i could feel
i put too much time into my dreams
so when they don't work out i go to sleep where i still feel em

i think i need time away
i been waking up staring at the same ceiling
dream of better days
but i don't think they feel me
it's getting hard to say I love you do you feel me
i don't wanna wake up
medicate
i'm tired of it all yeah but i just couldn't run away
i try my best just to feel like me
play at my heart let the pain write a melody

vibin alone in the lowlight
blood wine and it make me feel tired
could you teach me a better way
could you show me
how you'd hold me again
again

i think i lost my touch
i think i'm giving up yeah i'm always giving up
i swear i dream too late into the day
i can't wake, i can't wait
cause i been movin
swear to god when i saw her cmfrt. for the slaughter
there was blood on my neck let it drip
yeah i got this feeling i won't make it

i think i need time away
i been waking up staring at the same ceiling
dream of better days
but i don't think they feel me
it's getting hard to say I love you do you feel me
i don't wanna wake up
medicate
i'm tired of it all yeah but i just couldn't run away
i try my best just to feel like me
play at my heart let the pain write a melody

give me some time away
i gotta figure out why i'm not healing
i think if i could just hear you say
it takes time you can feel what you're feeling

i think i lost my touch

Let's Just Pretend (prod. Morin)

A INDEPENDENT CURATOR, ASSISTING IN THE GROWTH OF SELECTED ARTISTS.

3/4 TRACKS RELEASED "UNCHAINED, VOL. 4"

suisai - days are all just numbers (prod. diamoon)

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