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Lyrics:
sometimes i feel lonely too

february...

All this liquor in my fucking veins
You said your better 
But you havent changed
Watch my blood flow into the drain
Got these pills to medicate my brain
Im not happy but they keep me sane
And i dont talk because they think im strange
If u dont like me better switch your lane
February is my new name
And im sorry that i let go
I let the cold seep into my bones
I only come alive when it fucking snows
Im sorry but i have to go

YOU WALKED OFF
AND I LOST HOPE
IF YOU LEFT ME
WHERE WOULD I GO

Spotify

sometimes i feel lonely too (fantom)

Pure Magic

I was waiting on the outside
starting raining ill subside
watching you meet with another guy,
Id cry.
Why did I not see this coming
How can I be so foolish?
how can I not see you hurting
stupid fucking idiot, just die!
I was lost but at least I tried
I gave you my everything you took it with pride
we lost ourselves to these stupid ties
should of cut them off when you picked up the knife
I was waiting on the outside
starting raining ill subside
watching you meet with another guy,
ld cry.
Why did I not see this coming
How can I be so foolish?
how can I not see you hurting
stupid fucking idiot, just die!
I was waiting on the outside
starting raining ill subside

foolish

Down in a Flash

its another day,
where has the time gone?
i got lots to say,
but i need to move on.
there's nothing left for me here 
there's nothing left for me here

I lost the one that would never leave
now i hide that pain under my sleeve
down i go, and now I know 
torn by my unspoken words

i knew what was best,
but i closed my mouth.
i screamed in distress,
but made no sound.
it's all in my head,
but they don't know that.
they'll find out when im dead,
i cant control that.
i knew what was best,
but i closed my mouth.
i screamed in distress,
but made no sound.
it's all in my head,
but they don't know that.
they'll find out when im dead,
if only they asked.

its another day,
where has the time gone?
i got lots to say,
but i need to move on.
there's nothing left for me here 
there's nothing left for me here

unspoken words

dead røses - unspoken words (prod. loopy)

Watching from far.. It's all that I know..
Watching from far.. I stay in my home ..

Tell me that I'm dead to you, was it ever meant to last?
I don't wanna die this young, 'cos my life's been a car crash.
I told her she could walk, she told me I'm the one..
I never understood why she's still with me. I don't need sympathy.

* I don't need sympathy *

Gothurted:

I don't need sympathy, I just need your love,
escaping from the apathy, I feel since you left me alone,
tell me you love me, but showing the opposite.
I see you calling, but I got no time for your shit...

Dead Broke:
Watching from far.. It's all that I know..

I see you calling, but I got no time for you..

Tell me that I'm dead to you, was it ever meant to last?
I don't wanna die this young, 'cos my life's been a car crash.
I told her she could walk, she told me I'm the one..
I never understood why she's still with me. I don't need sympathy.

Watching from far.. It's all that I know..

Sympathy ft. gothurted (prod. nate2timez / ricky ant)

they always act like it's nothing, they always treat u like u did something.
i hate being the one that everyone despises, my feelings are pure but she only cares bout devices.
atleast I'm nice. pedals falling like dying wishes we held dear.

x2

actors (acoustic)

just fine w/ decks & seejayxo (prod nevrfall)

https://soundcloud.com/alainite
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Searching

Alainite - Searching (Prod. WellFed)

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https://soundcloud.com/diamoonofnhg

Lanterns

SuiSai - Lanterns (Prod. Diamoon)

Dead Broke:

No one's above me,
eating me up slowly,
it haunts me,
feel nothing, it's empty in-
side. she can't resist, there ain't no-
lie, lie, lie, lie.

Trechor Boy:

i cant describe this feeling
through spoken words only
i try
so ill try
but
man im fuckin lonely

black skies
moonlit
deep like a
ground well
deep end
lost
loss
pit
trapped
inside my shell
open up yr fckn eys 0_0

Dead Broke:

F***k you! Forcing me to live..
You see, nothing it's clearly.
She says, it's in my head.
I don't think, the world's gonna hear me,

Trechor Boy:

i don’t think you’ll ever fully hear me out
but young trech is finally signing out

Lie ft. trechor boy

A INDEPENDENT CURATOR, LABEL & PROMOTER, ASSISTING IN THE GROWTH OF SELECTED ARTISTS.

SuiSai - Lanterns (Prod. Diamoon)

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