msitreated, misplaced
scars on my face
smoking so much lately
my teeth got yellow stains

no feelings, erased
hate how people change
bloody knuckles hit the wall
but life's still the same 

over you in my head
in my heart u still there
my body's a mess
feel u eating at my flesh 


feeding off of me
ur drinking what i bleed
acting like you love me 
then use me like a leach

how ain't u ashamed of ur-self~
keep on acting like ur the-best
i think u should just let me-rest
stop trynna find where my body-at

deep down, covered in dirt
x marks the spot i got hurt
under a tree, where the sun won't burn
is where i wrote this song

mistreated, misplaced
scars on my face
smoking so much lately
my teeth got yellow stains

no feelings, erased
hate how people change
bloody knuckles hit the wall
but life's still the same (2x)

mistreated, misplaced (caves)

im sorry that its been a while
the time had made a heart to mend
find me in another life
i swear id try as hard again

a catalyst in heavy dark
your voice and how the bleeding stops
breath in a cold room to comfort
the surface im under for two years in sunder

fade out, start to forget me
soften the dead leaves of somebody else
brave now, but i know its early
and you couldn't hurt me but try to again

i know its been a long time

silence feels like dying
i dont mind it
i cant find you in colours i had learned to know
olive skin in amber tones, cedarwood in maple grove
eyes low the night before i drove you home
said one day we could have our own
so why am i still here alone?

did you know then it was broken?
thought you cried in the car cause it still felt so far
but instead its just not what you want

fade out, start to forget me
soften the dead leaves of somebody else
brave now, but i know its early
and you couldn't hurt me but try to again

all that it brings
cold in the spring
whats the point of waking up
if not for you again?
i dont know me now
i dont know me now

Mount Hood

all i have is nothing w/ byekento

produced by neverforever

lyrics

take me with you
never sewed down
always talking
take me with you

take apart all my time leave alone
pack a bag headed west leave my home
hidden trail got to clue to where to go
on my own carve my name on grey stone

pack a bag headed west leave alone
in this forest we burn fire till we cold
pack a mag loaded up whats the code
turn around now we sit burning coal

turn around now we sip burning coal
pack a mag load it up what's the code
I do this to myself way to fuckin often
i sit in this room with my thoughts and my 
conscious

yeah I'm probably, i think I'm better of
six feet in the earth with a coffin
tell me what the fuck is wrong with austin
yeah he's lost inside the forest where's he's often

take me with you
on your shoulder
all my time spent
wasting away x2

waste w/ swno (neverforever)

Black tar around my body weight
Dark circles round ur eyes 
U would think that we where made this way
But
It disappeared when u where mine 
No way u could get over this
There’s no way I could survive 
I’ll pretend that I got over it 
But 
my heart is still so full of spite 

It’s so late 
And it’s so dark out 
Are you home yet ? 
It’s not safe out now
Are you home yet ? 
Can you not let me know?
Did you find somebody else who’s gonna fill my role 

You should lay here beneath me
In a forest, near the wood
And try to imagine 
All the things that we could 
Should

Black tar around my body weight
Dark circles round ur eyes 
U would think that we where made this way
But
It disappeared when u where mine 
No way u could get over this
There’s no way I could survive 
I’ll pretend that I got over it 
But 
my heart is still so full of spite

one listen, before you sleep

when the grub in the mud loses grip, will it beg to be dug up?
coreless, they deject.
"let it writhe 'till it's gone," nothing less.

choking up on my tears
it's not very kind here
patience wouldn't make it, so i guess i'm living lightyears
nature couldn't shake the foreign waste and counterweight of tainted goods
haven wallowed in a rain of thought,
have i become a flood?

it's not terrifying if struck by the lightning 'fore you should come to hear it
i'm cowering, yet fearless
prone to eject, so what should i expect if they follow me back one day?

who'd know i wasn't here?
for the sake of appeal, cover up any scent that should emit from the kiln
cut the burden in twine, make a lavender pie
though may it taste of refinement, you are eating my life

when i don't wanna feel, it make me feel some more
quiet mind is bloodshot, figures striking horror
try you may to heal, though should it turn to gore
it's futile to recall of what is all that i deplore

choking up on my tears
it's not very kind here
patience wouldn't make it, so i guess i'm living lightyears
nature couldn't shake the foreign waste and counterweight of tainted goods
haven wallowed in a rain of thought,
have i become a flood?

it's raining, it's pouring
importance is snoring
so write me a story of you, and i
where this evisceration replies with elation
and guts every morsel of spite

(why do i try)

the flood

i'll let you cut as much as you like 

prod: https://soundcloud.com/prodcxrter https://soundcloud.com/tiedforsilver
extra production / master: https://soundcloud.com/vito2300

two months,
i can't write nothing at all
gave up on having someone to call 
fake blood still left a stain on the wall
fake love still left a hole in my heart
stuck in the middle 
i wait for it to eat me alive
it stings a little 
it kills me when you treat me so nice 
go grab the sickle 
i'll let you cut as much as you like 
(as you like, as you like)

i don't wanna be selfish 
but god i hate myself 
and i can't help it 
you made me lose my mind 
i wish you felt it
and i can't even cry
the things i dealt with 
i dealt with
leaving you behind me,
hope you like your side piece
i look so unsightly
that's why i'm always hiding
i don't think they like me 
most times it don't surprise me
think about it nightly 
keep damaging my psyche

lately i don't even give a fuck about the music
it's just enough that i do it 
one day i might lose it 
don't have enough to get through it
like oh, it's okay if you wanna let go 
spill blood, wake up on the floor 
we're done but i hate you more
he don't ever wanna wait one second 
so dumb, shoulda learned my lesson
those words he said he meant it 
but i'm stuck on the way he said it 
so soft, so soft
and after everything i gave you
you're still gone
still gone

i don't wanna be selfish 
(i don't wanna be selfish no more)
but god i hate myself 
and i can't help it 
(can't help it)
you made me lose my mind 
i wish you felt it
(you felt it)
and i can't even cry
the things i dealt with 
(i dealt with)
i dealt with
leaving you behind me,
(behind)
hope you like your side piece
i look so unsightly
that's why i'm always hiding
i don't think they like me 
most times it don't surprise me
think about it nightly 
keep damaging my psyche

i hate myself 
like nobody else
and i hate you 
much more than you do 
forgive me god
no matter the cost
i can't stop 
no i can't stop

unsightly

https://soundcloud.com/auburnleavesfall

lyrics:
go stay
wont mind
crush me
shattered all my bones

go stay
wont mind
crush me
shattered all my bones
shatter my skull and breath out my air
one more slow breath before i go up there
was it so wrong? i couldnt take the pain
cannot go on, dont wanna die in vain

go stay
wont mind
crush me
shattered all my bones
shatter my skull and breath out my air
one more slow breath before i go up there
was it so wrong? i couldnt take the pain
cannot go on, dont wanna die in vain

vain

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auburnleavesfall - vain

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lyrics:
i fall like the leaves and i cry like the rain
i like to believe that one day i’ll be safe 
from you
is it too good to be true?

i’m not very sure myself
you can see my mental health
that i’m doing not as well
unlike you cuz i need help
i can’t get you out my head
the pain just starts to spread
i can’t believe i’m still in love
with someone that’s been dead

the girl i met 3 years ago is somewhere far away
and i’ve been scavenging around
hoping i can find you one day
but everyday that passes by i lose hope
i lose hope

i will give you this one
you got the best of me
i’m sure you had ur fun
oh well that’s what i think
for 1 you never talk
and 2 you always block
narcissism at its finest
i was never wrong
i sit back and recline
i have no fucking time
so go and bring ur worst
i promise i will fight
i swear i’m not the same
sit prone and take my aim
by the time u blink, ur gone
by the time u think, ur scarred

if u wait for me
wait for me
there’s a vacancy
from what i can see
we were meant to be
wait for me
wait for me

she’s been dead

hey guys hope u enjoy this new track.
shoutout to @prodjpjp for the production
& shoutout to @heylog for hopping on it 

LYRICS:
All my friends have turned to strangers
Am I really all alone?
Tell me truth and don't be jaded
Where have you been all night long?
I'm all alone
Struggling to get off my phone
Yeah, I think we did this all wrong
And I cannot get over it
I shouldn't feel this way, not at this young age

So I run, I swear
It's all I've got left in my shitty bones
And you love to leave
Whenever I need you here with me most
Is it all in my head?
All alone to the end?
I guess I'll never know
But I wish you the best
For whatever comes next
'Cause now I'm leaving home

(I'm leaving home)
Uh, so imma leave all my vices
Leave all the memories
Leave all the trauma
You was just my enemy
You're not a friend of me
I see that now it's clear as day
So, it's time to runaway

So I run, I swear
It's all I've got left in my shitty bones
And you love to leave
Whenever I need you here with me most
Is it all in my head?
All alone to the end?
I guess I’ll never know
But I wish you the best 
For whatever comes next
'Cause now I'm leaving home

What has my life become?
Can't think how I once was
All these years gone by so fast
How come I still look back?
This blonde boy I used to be
Smiled big and was happy
Now everybody's watching
I hate it to be honest
The past few years have felt this way
And oh I've had so much to say
Thinking I'll get over it
There's a lot here to digest
Another person disrespects
I'm keeping guard oh, yet again
Maybe I should unalive
Piss right off and from my life

bones w/ heylog (jpjp)

Lyrics:

Wasted time it slips away
Days and nights blend and sway
Looking back at all the past
How did time go by so fast

Echoes of a distant youth
Faded dreams of seeking truth
Memories that haunt the mind
Wishing life could just rewind

Lost years they fade to grey
Time we spent now far away
All the moments that we missed
In the shadows they exist

Pictures framed in dusty halls
Whispers heard through empty walls
Promises that went unmet
Years we try but can't forget

Hope still whispers in the night
Seconds ticking into light
From the ashes rise anew
Lost years may bring something true

Lost years they fade to grey
Time we spent now far away
All the moments that we missed
In the shadows they exist

Hope still whispers in the night
Seconds ticking into light
From the ashes rise anew
Lost years may bring something true

Lost Years

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