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Daily Drops #87

'collide' produced by heylog

lyrics:
removing pieces of flesh
ur gonna leave me i bet
i don't stand a single chance
when u don't even lend me a hand
i'm hurting but i'm fine
i'm burning, still alive
i watch all my emotions collide
put me to a test
anchored, need to rest
but right now i can't and it's
because i'm so stressed on my last and final breath
sad just like usual, oh boy i'm such a mess
i don't fit in, something just doesn't click
worry u won't hurt my feelings i'll just lay in bed

I AM LOST FOR WORDS I'M AFRAID OF GETTING CURVED
do u think u feel me well enough to know my hurt
I AM LOST FOR WORTH HONESTLY THIS COULD BE WORSE
all the things i've done tell me what do i deserve
I AM SO DEPRESSED IS IT A LITTLE OBVIOUS
searching for a light but it seems all the powers dead
I FEEL MY DESCENT WEIGHT ME DOWN AND SLOWLY PRESS
barely ever happy always find it hard to get

i am so depressed
nothing new i guess
sum up everything and i'm hanging by a thread	
constantly regret
flip a switch and just reset
wish it was that easy, repeat it all again

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collide

produced by heylog

lyrics:
laying in my arms u look so cute under the stars
your father comes outside and sees us laying in the yard
focus on the coral sky and threading both our hearts
n every time the sun sets i see u from afar
notice how i ask u things it shows i truly care
don't know what u feel i am completely unaware
well after loving you i realized no one can compare
you're the only thing i want but life's just never fair
but everything's gonna be okay, i promise
but all the things in life feel like they're falling
but i'll be fine, i'll make it through but when is it over
i spent a couple years with u and now i want no one

the evening carries little wind that travels through ur hair
u move it off ur face and put it back behind ur ear
and u caught my expression but i couldn't help but stare
the civil things like that well babe it makes it hard to bare
i'm praying for u, hoping all ur dreams come true
and i wish everything goes right for you
but i don't care if u want the same for me too
just know you're important to me, am i too?

well everything's gonna be okay, i promise
but why do all the things in life look like they're falling
but don't u worry, i'll be fine but when is it over
we spent a couple years together, now i want no one

everything's gonna be okay, i promise

produced by heylog
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lyrics:
as usual i manage to breakdown
don't bother me i enjoy no sound
can't talk to ppl and i know i should
the nerves i build up come out me like a flood
i expect a better me to finally come my way
but the hope i'm losing is drifting away
i forgot that u were mine and that u exist
and that's a good thing
i'm making progress
i hold a whole heart
i gotta use it wise
i cancel all my plans
cus i changed my mind
she smell like lavender
and i think i'm in love
wait hold on a min
can we take a pause
i needa overthink
when i talk to you
it's not on purpose
now u know the truth
i told u everything
n all my secrets
and now it feels wrong
and i know i'm screwed
i look in your eyes it's like looking in an abyss
thanks for your time i learned a lot from it
i'm different now, done with u, you know what i quit
i'm leaving now, don't care to be part of this
YOU SAID SHE WAS A WHORE
WELL MAYBE UR THE HOE
ABSCONDING EVERY GIRL
IS THIS WHERE I GROW
COULDN'T ASK FOR MORE
I'LL BREAK EVERY BONE
NOW DUDES CARE FOR ME
BUT I ONLY GOT 1 BRO

𝘭𝘰𝘨𝘢𝘯
𝘸𝘢𝘬𝘦 𝘶𝘱

𝘺𝘰𝘶'𝘳𝘦 𝘥𝘳𝘦𝘢𝘮𝘪𝘯𝘨

lavender

featuring @user-411557229
produced by heylog

lyrics:
(heylog)
the veins in my skin pop out when i'm warm
i handle a blade and point to my arm
oh she'd be upset if i put it through
i'll put it away but only for u
well this time u won, you proud of yourself
i put us down, no need to be held
i've suffered too long in my mental state
i'm harming myself, does it look like i'm okay
i said u were right
and i'm sorry just know i'm not bright
or the smartest, keep beating my eyes
till they're blue and to where i can't see
now they're swollen, i'm blind in my view
and now everyday feel like i lose
but i'm trying to cope without u
and it's hard oh baby it's hard
so wish me ur luck and ur regards

it drips from my forearm to my shirt
watching the blood fall is the worst
ignore all of your calls cus i've learned
i made it a full year without her
I LISTEN TO NONSENSE ON A BASIS
IT'S ALL IN MY HEAD AND IT'S MY FAVORITE
I KEPT THEM AROUND FOR ENTERTAINMENT
I CHOOSE TO STAY PRIVATE AND FACELESS
DON'T TEXT ME
DON'T CALL ME
I'VE WITNESS AUTOPSY
DON'T COME HOME
I WON'T BE HERE
I LEFT SO IT'S SINCERE
a lots on my mind
like my future and maybe a wife
and i wonder if music's my prize
it's the only thing going for me
been a week since i've gone outside
i'm pathetic it sums up my life
forgot her and god it's about time
and something that i can't help but think
if ur disappointed in me

(residential)
tell me what you find
deep inside her eyes
cause she used to be kind
until she lost her mind

blade in the basement
i'm high but i'm anxious
snapping back the hat when i am next in the rotation
thought i found myself, but i'm in dissociation
love being alone, but i don't fuck with isolation

quarter ounce
pack it up and take me out
you said i’d be better now
but all i got are pills around

where the fuck you’ve been at
you left your nail marks on my back
now i'm going too fast
but i can't help but think about the past
i just smoked what was left in the bag
and i really don't mind if i crash

pathetic ft. residential

'shredder' produced by heylog

lyrics:
at night i wanna end it all
in bed as tears begin to fall
water seeps through my pillow
i had to let it out
why won't u let me be
is it revenge you seek
too bad i cared for u
more than u could ever care for me

right now my only focus is on you
but if i die, i promise that i will warn you
but i cannot guarantee if i'll make it or not
so i'll cherish every moment with u
stay here, i gotta go i'll be right back
i head to war when voices causing this impact
but i cannot guarantee i'll make it out alive
so i'll try my best to stay intact
oh we out here alone with no one there by my side
i keep on hearing these screams and hearing people cry
but i don't know if it's real, don't know if it's a sign
i just know that i'm frightened and horrified
say where is log, i don't know where they went
i vanish into thin air and wait until i'm in
love for who i am
and love for within
u took that away now there's a shredder on my skin
if i were you i would hide
cus u don't know what u caused
u put on quite a show
let's give a round of applause
so are u done hurting me
and are u done w my head?
keep using it like a toy
you must forgot i'm human

don't wait for me now, i don't know how long i'll be
i'm too busy in the ground eating dirt u threw at me
oh u had your chance to let me go so i could breathe
now ur the one who's eating dust that i'm collecting on my feet
so how does it feel now that the roles finally swapped
i've been living too long feeling disgust inside this swamp
people love to talk but never wanna say a thing
when i be standing right there, c'mon and say it to my face
don't piss on my back and say it's raining from outside
i don't need no skin & bones for me to conjure every lie
i know i forgave but honestly i change my mind
cus i could not forgive a person who has stabbed me many times
say where is log, i don't know where i have been
i just stay as far as possible and locking every hinge
love for who i am and love for what i hold within
thanks for ruining what i had, this is where i shred my skin

you hurt..
you hurt
you hurt..
you hurt oh

don't look at me now, i feel so guilty in my chest
reflecting off the mirror is just a boy bout to collapse
i said i wanted peace, instead i got a giant war
and now i feel it slipping through as if this chapters gonna end
better start the next one bringing in new characters
maybe they'll respect me and everything will register
cus i don't need nobody who just screws behind my back
so tell me was it worth it throwing everything we had

shredder

@nickryt - PERFECT (prod. nick ryt x nickmira)

fuck love yea
after everything i did
you ain't even fucking care
don't even know what to say to you
cause i really tried for you
i fucking cried for you
i would have died for you
oh oh oh oh oh

i thought it was perfect, ugh
baby i'm tired of being alone
my heart is hurting cause
you were the only one i ever wanted
guess i deserve it all
i wanna fall in love
you got me so fucked up
oh no no no nooo
i'm feeling empty
ever since you fucking left me
cause i'm really going through it all again
and there's nothing you could do to save me
don't save me cause i can't live
like this no i can't take it
it's perfect at first
then the feelings gone fade yea
yea they all go away oh oh oh

tired of running
oh, remember what it was?
i saw us drift apart
now i'm so fucking done
we're falling out of love
no way to pick me up
stuck inside my ways
i know that i won't ever change

so day by day i
i throw away all of my time i waste it
trying to love you
everytime i chase it
i'm going through phases
never gone recover everything we had oooh woah

so i hope you
you could look me in the eyes
baby tell me it's alright yea
i hope you
find someone to treat you right
i got nothing else to say now

fuck love yea
after everything i did
you ain't even fucking care
don't even know what to say to you
cause i really tried for you
i fucking cried for you
i would have died for you
oh oh oh oh oh

i thought it was perfect, ugh
baby i'm tired of being alone
my heart is hurting cause
you were the only one i ever wanted
guess i deserve it all
i wanna fall in love
you got me so fucked up
oh no no no nooo
i'm feeling empty
ever since you fucking left me
cause i'm really going through it all again
and there's nothing you could do to save me
don't save me cause i can't live
like this no i can't take it
it's perfect at first
then the feelings gone fade yea
yea they all go away oh oh oh

perfect

https://soundcloud.com/b_murph

Lyrics:
All you talk about is him 
Keep it to yourself 
All in on a whim 
I don’t need no help
(Whatchu got to say?)
Cause I ain’t listening to anything I know that it’ll be fake 
I bet that’s why your dad gives you that look you’re a fucking disgrace 
(Turn me the fuck up)
I let my hair cover my eyes, I don’t need you to see my face 
And bitch I’m leaving now
Cause I don’t need you here that’s why I’m running the other way 

And I can tell you don’t want me to leave you 
But you’ve got him at the end of the day 
And we all know that you’ve been ran through 
That’s why I’m going the other way 

I just need me some space and I need me some time 
Go ahead live your life, do another line

Cause you ain’t got no future, you’re just fucking yourself 
And you ain’t getting no love from me, ain’t getting no help
I played all the cards that I was dealt
While you’re still doing the same shit, yeah fuck it, fair well
I hope he ruins your life 
I hope you lose all that pride 
I hope you show up on my doorstop asking to stay the night
Knowing damn well I ain’t got a reason to let you inside 
You should be thanking me that I just tried to keep you alive

All you talk about is him 
Keep it to yourself 
All in on a whim 
I don’t need no help
(Whatchu got to say?)
Cause I ain’t listening to anything I know that it’ll be fake 
I bet that’s why your dad gives you that look you’re a fucking disgrace 
(Turn me the fuck up)
I let my hair cover my eyes, I don’t need you to see my face 
And bitch I’m leaving now
Cause I don’t need you here that’s why I’m running the other way

Whim

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B Murph - Whim (Admiin)

Lyrics:
Hey, hey, hey, ooh
Hey, hey, hey, ooh

Wish we could slip away
Frozen in place with plenty of space
One more night, one less day 
Full of words with nothing to say
Wish we could fade away
With more rules, less to obey 
One more night, one less day
One last line, one more taste 

Pieces of me are coming undone
No no, don’t get me wrong
This is who I’m meant to become
Loaded up with a half cocked gun

Hey, hey, hey, ooh
Hey, hey, hey, ooh

Wish we could slip away
Just need one reason to stay 
One more night, one less day 
With more rules, less to create
Wish we could fade away
Nothing in common, more to relate  
One more night, one less day 
One last line, one more taste

Pieces of me are coming undone
No no, don’t get me wrong
This is who I’m meant to become
Loaded up with a half cocked gun
Pieces of me are coming undone
No no, don’t get me wrong
This is who I’m meant to become
Loaded up with a half cocked gun

Pieces

AA - Me In My Dreams

Say you won't go, will you hold me forever?...

Hold Me Forever

keep going... I'll see you soon at a show!

Don't Be Sad (Seon, Drex Carter, Promoting Sounds)

Around the Fur

My Own Summer (Shove It)

Download "Koi No Yokan" here: http://smarturl.it/deftemp

Lyrics - "Change (In the House of Flies)"

I've watched you change 
Into a fly
I looked away
You were on fire
I watched a change
In you
It's like you never
Had wings
Now you feel
So Alive
I've watched you change
I took you home
Set you on the glass
I pulled off your wings
Then I laughed
I watched a change
In you
It's like you never
Had wings
Now you feel
So alive
I've watched you change
It's like you never
Had wings ahhh ahh ahhh
I look at the cross
Then I look away
Give you the gun
Blow me away
I've watched a change
In you
It's like you never
Had wings
Now you feel
So Alive
I've watched you change.
Now you feel Alive
You Feel Alive 
I've watched you change
It's like you never
Had wings ahhh ahh ahhh

White Pony

Change (In the House of Flies)

Download "Koi No Yokan" here: http://smarturl.it/deftemp

Lyrics - "Be Quiet And Drive (Far Away)"

This town dont feel mine
I'm fast to get away-FAR 

I dressed you in her clothes
Now drive me far - away, away, away 

It feels good to know your mine
Now drive me far - away, away, away
FAR away
I dont care where just FAR - away [x3]
And I dont care 

FAR - away
And I dont care where just FAR - away [x3]

Be Quiet and Drive (Far Away)

Diamond Eyes

Sextape

Saturday Night Wrist

Cherry Waves

A INDEPENDENT CURATOR, ASSISTING IN THE GROWTH OF SELECTED ARTISTS.

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B Murph - Whim (Admiin)

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