I wanna tell him I'm grateful
But don't trust his angle
Why the times gettin hateful
I'm wakin up to a shameful
Face the mirror and dangle
Lace the rope till I'm angel
Pops didn't want his son
Till it seemed he could bring in the funds
Could you give me some
It's like you was there for a minute 
but can't see the damage you done
Poison your lungs and drink till your numb
I know you hurt, but you don't adjust
Wasn't enough
Nobody trust
Now I hate living as much
Now I hate living as much
Now I hate living as much

Mama tryna rise me right
Can't feel my spine
You got all this time
Don't worry it's fine
Half past 9 and I ain't sleep all night
I don't wanna die, but it seems alright sometimes

I don't wanna die, but it seems alright sometimes
I don't wanna die, but it seems alright sometimes

I'm gonna lose my shit
Or maybe I already did
I don't wanna miss just being a kid
Innocent but I had my fits
I couldn't tell what it is
Thought I was normal like this
School had me panickin
Worse as it gets
Couldn't get grip
Life was a bitch
And I wasn't ready for shit

I don't wanna die, but it seems alright sometimes
I don't wanna die, but it seems alright sometimes
I don't wanna die, but it seems alright sometimes
I don't wanna die, but it seems alright sometimes

Remind me again
How you gonna be my friend
Stuck in my head
Maybe they hate me instead
Maybe I'll never get up out the pen
I'm sorry you had to be there when I was practically dead
Inside for hours, wouldn't get up out of bed
Sleep cause the pain didn't follow me then

Hate myself more than anyone could
Life never felt so good
Whoops, misunderstood
I would've ended my shit if I could
I would've ended my shit if I could

Sick of this shit,
I send my love but I'll bury it quick
I'm paper thin
My patience dim
I'm hiding in sight
But won't let you in
Fuck it I guess I'll try living again
Fuck it I guess I'll try living again

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Killing The Game EP w/ @hindsighttt OUT NOW!

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Except for the beats/instrumentals i do everything by myself.
That means i record and do the mixing & mastering myself + making my own artwork!

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