Save The World

𝕷𝖔𝖛𝖊𝖄𝖔𝖚 

prod. @prodvanlawson ;)

IG: @lovefromlawson


LYRICS:
Bottled confidence 
Liquid courage
Gimme all of those profits 
I'm drinking the burdens
Sorrow bottomless 
Pain encourage 
Pull my eyes out the sockets
To blind me from hurting and 
She want me closer
I wanted closure
Phone out of service
Got me feeling nervous 
I should be over her
Memories hit a nerve
Float to the surface
To look for my purpose

See too many faces
See too many faces
care bout the status
I know that they're prolly the fakest
When we nameless they hate 
get famous they claim us 
I'm figuring out what the aim is
They're music all weightless
Mine making painless
The notes and the words how I paint it
No need to fake it

Pieces of me be
Surfacing that I thought that I'd never see
Keep giving me reasons to be me
Murdering my will to keep breathing

And life goes on and on and on
Is it worth it?
(What's the point of it?)
And I felt wrong so wrong for long
Is it worth it? (Is it?)
Too much hurting

This paranoia is killing me
Got me thinking im trippin and seeing things
Fucking pinching my cheeks till I bleed
Feel the floor fall away from heels
Pray to a god that I don't believe in 
Please have mercy on me keep me breathing
Shout-out my mum she keep my heart beating
When I'm too scared she battle my demons

But life goes on
No will and no direction
But life goes on
Glowing its own perfection
(X2)

Bottled confidence 
Liquid courage
Gimme all of those profits 
I'm drinking the burdens
Sorrow bottomless 
Pain encourage 
Pull my eyes out the sockets
To blind me from hurting and
She want me closer
I wanted closure
Phone out of service
Got me feeling nervous 
I should be over her
Memories hit a nerve
Float to the surface
To look for my purpose

And life goes on and on and on
(What's the point of it)
And I've felt wrong so wrong for long
Is it worth it?

CROSSROADS

stay cover Ft. loowana

Can't make me feel
Running in the background
Tryna be like you
Staying in a lost world
Waiting on my own help
Waiting till the pain kills
I can be my own home
Waiting on my own help
Blacked out know they don't tell
Frowns in my old town
Feel the sad sounds
I wanna leave now
I wanna leave now

My heart
Dying to rip it apart
I should've crashed from the start
Dying
Dead in the heart
The heart
My heart
Dying to rip it apart
I should've crashed from the start
Dying
Dead in the heart
The heart

Can't make me feel
Running in the background
Tryna be like you
Staying in a lost world
Waiting on my own help
Waiting till the pain kills
I can be my own home
Waiting on my own help
On my own help
On my own help

A Warning

I miss the way I was supposed to be
Stuck dealing with the new me
Late nights on a dirty street
Pretty pictures paint another scene
I love the way that you look at me
Can't help feeling like it’s just a dream
I think I died in 2017
I been tired getting plenty sleep

And I don't know why you love me
I can't help what I can't see
And how the fuck do you love me
I can't tell what I really need

It was perfect
But I ain't earn shit
But you deserve it
Cause it was perfect

I miss the way I was supposed to be
Stuck dealing with the new me
Late nights on a dirty street
Pretty pictures paint another scene
I love the way that you look at me
Can't help feeling like it’s just a dream
I think I died in 2017
I been tired getting plenty sleep
And I don't know why you love me
I can't help what I can't see
And how the fuck do you love me
I can't tell what I really need
I can't tell what I really need
What I really need

I Think I Died In 2017

you ain’t even know bout commitment
careful how you make decisions
bring in numbers by the millions
but they never really listen
bitch I had to earn position
darker days you never sit in
using panic as addition
mental state turned tradition
had to keep up my conditions
blood thick till that mothafucka drippin 
give a fuck where we been
where was you when the world stopped spinning
y’all just overplayed dried personified contradiction
you was always opposition
fuck the system 
you a symptom of a victim ridden cum suckin dead politician
but you wanna talk suspicion
while you stuck in your position
fuck the prayers bitch just give me recognition
I been gathering my thoughts
I got a cartridge of opinions
keep that jaw locked before I mag dump the ammunition

fuck I look like sittin for permission
where you think they whole aesthetics driven
got no meaning in they life
so had to make me definition
I been carrying you fucks
steady gettin repetitions
you could never tell me different
I was never gonna fit in
I was cut from different stitching
bitch I’m bringing all the friction
Bitch I been 
gone for a minute
now I’m smokin out the whole intermission yuh
ever since a youngin
I made something out of nothing
all alone in my dome
all my thoughts been head huntin
tryna breathe my way out
calm it down
settle down
or bust the 9 through my mouth
at least I finally did something
fuck all that
I wouldn’t give you the amusement
ima make em watch my movement
money talk, I’m gettin fluent
while ya whole life been ruined
you can taunt all of my improvement
just to feel included
on they neck
my grip is never loosened
on they neck
my grip is never loosened 


fuck what they tellin you
they ain’t never really love you
give me my flowers
maybe then I’ll give a fuck or two
talkin way back when
like I know you
been back from the past
bitch fuck you
get a couple racks stacked
now they love you
Now they love you

localization

another casualty

RIDE (feat. Ryan Syncere)

@biv

Lyrics:
Locked up inside myself,
Weight crawling on my chest,
Blood leaking,
Empty eyes,
Smoked up inside my head,
Painting my skin with the coldest tones

Fly by,
Let me look at the sky,
For the last time,
It's so dark, 
I can't fight,
I can't close my eyes,
Let me breathe,
Maybe hide,
Let me chase out the light,
Face your fears or choose to die

I Think I Died In 2017

Biv