lyrics for anyone who wants them
// CHORUS \\
im biting my tongue, yeah
my friends say move on, yeah
im just wondering do u still think of me?
balenci my feet
i hear the words that you speak
they echo in the back of my brain at night

ive been feeling kind of dumb lately, you see
my emotions got the best of me, it seems
id never thought that id feel
this alone at night but here i am

// VERSE (sorta?) \\
late night walks and
holes in my socks
(to be honest i cant tell if i miss u or not)
id quit school but my parents would call me a fool
(i cant deal with that right now, fuck)

they say lifes supposed to teach you lessons
well, why the fuck am i stuck here
with a broken heart
poppin pills so the pain will lessen
double cup no robitussin
end this shit against my better judgement
cant control people
can only control how you react to them (fuck)

(run that shit back i guess)
(i dont know what the fuck else to put here)
(fuck you, bitch)

// CHORUS \\
im biting my tongue, yeah
my friends say move on, yeah
im just wondering do u still think of me?
balenci my feet
i hear the words that you speak
they echo in the back of my brain at night

ive been feeling kind of dumb lately, you see
my emotions got the best of me, it seems
id never thought that id feel
this alone at night but here i am

random thoughts

Boy Crush - Creep

recorded on portastudio mf-po1
pitch shifting w/ tascam portastudio 424mk2

Big Mac

Bloody Knuckles (Prod. Lewis Parker)

Recorded from May 19th 2017 to August 24th, 2018 in my basement. 

This is my last recorded work until I return home from college in Winter of 2018. Meant to be enjoyed from start to finish with a set of headphones or earbuds. Play it loud.

Enjoy the music, and again, thanks to everyone for listening. I'm glad that so many people tell me how much they enjoy the music I release and that it means something to them. It's why I do it. This album in particular is dedicated to a couple of people who motivated me to finish it. Thank you.

Until next time, folks.

Being For The Benefit Of Mr. Kite!

2/11/19

CLARI$$E

huh?

one man band experimental bedroom//noise//surf//garage//psychedelic//lo-fi shoegaze whatever rock. straight outta ct. just tryin 2 find a sound i guess and this is a timeline basically of that. cool. i like my stuff lo-fi because it masks how bad the songs actually are (and suits my adhd influenced workflow of having absolutely no patience), ya dig?

all songs are multi-tracks of myself unless stated in description