do you ever wish things would just feel better but you're so used to them being the same? same old feelings.

LYRICS:

I just get so god damn numb
I don’t seem to give a fuck
I’m just running from my past
I’m just looking for love
do you think we would last
do you think I’m the one x2

just another day where I feel like I’m all wrong
i just drift away i can tell that I’m too gone
i been feeling everything but you don’t feel my pain
way too fucking numb i just tell myself not to think
think i need some help i feel my brain fill with the rain
I just try to move on try to push out what they say
I know it’s fucking hard but i know it’ll never change
I been getting sick and tired, I don’t wanna play ur games

I just get so god damn numb
I don’t seem to give a fuck
I’m just running from my past
I’m just looking for love
do you think we would last
do you think I’m the one x2

feeling so sick I don’t even feel alive
might just have to pray and try to make it through the night
I swear I can’t wait for the day I feel alright
who knows if it’ll come im just wasting all my time 
who knew things would get so hard
guess i was wrong when i thought we’d get far
said you’d never leave me then you broke my heart
said you’d always love me then you left me scarred

I just get so god damn numb
I don’t seem to give a fuck
I’m just running from my past
I’m just looking for love
do you think we would last
do you think I’m the one x2

NUMB (janz)

a little more personal. hope you enjoy. <3

LYRICS:
I’ve lost my god damn mind
It happens all the time
she said let’s make this right
I said girl I don’t mind x2

room starts spinning yeah i start to feel fucked 
up
always on the drugs I can never tell I’ve had enough
do you think as a child i was ever gave enough
girl would you stay awhile and show me what it’s like to love 

tell me how I’m supposed to feel
is this even real 
they say it’s hard to heal
this shits getting so unreal

I’ve lost my god damn mind
It happens all the time
she said let’s make this right
I said girl I don’t mind x2

room starts spinning yeah i start to feel fucked 
up
always on the drugs I can never tell I’ve had enough
do you think as a child i was ever gave enough
girl would you stay awhile and show me what it’s like to love

Lost My Mind (janz)

i'm sorry! (fumiko)

together

LYRICS: 
bad lil bitch, sad lil bitch i know she ease my pain
take another drug im getting so fucked, i just wanna feel okay
everyday the same, this shit don’t change,
im starting to feel so drained
bow my head, i begin to pray, we gonna see better days

when you feeling so numb
yeah you think you feel great
but you stuck inside your head

and you having debates
about all the things you did
now your wishing that your dead

i just wanna be the best
I’m about to be a dad
so I gotta stack this bread

i can’t make ‘em not hate
give a what the fuck say
this choppa empty lead

do you know what it’s like, to be down so broke
got tears in my eyes, I done lost all hope
screaming fuck this life, doing all this Coke
don’t care if I die, don’t know how to cope
Lyou tell me that you love me but I know that you don’t 
say you’re gonna stay but I know that you won’t

bitch quit texting my phone quit crying
you say you the shit but you know that you lying 
off another perc bitch it feel like I’m flying
you can tell I don’t care when I know that I’m dying
she can get what she want yeah she know that I’ll buy it
got the keys to the boat I said baby I’m driving

wanna talk that shit get the fuck out my face
you a lil ass boy you need to learn your place
i don’t wanna be average I’m just tryna be great
gotta get it right now before it’s way too late 
she love the way I fuck I’m just tryna keep the pace 
swear he just like me why he go and copy paste

Drained (clvr)

My first EP. everything has an outcome for your choices and the things you do with your life. all of these things serve a purpose.

mixing: souncloud.com/jaaanz
cover art: soundcloud.com/

torn apart (janz)

how it all began (lxst ghxul)

freeeeeestyleeeeee, hope u enjoy <3

mixing: @jaaanz

please don't make me cry (1kamuii+sleepy)

rip my heart out (ft.Fetti)

guess i feel so misunderstood

"brain stew"

tell me why i shiver at night alone in my room
when i think a little too much I feel my brain start to stew
to the point where if I open my mouth up they'll all come loose
I don't got a single thing to lose to tell you the truth
so let me spill it out on you before i kill myself boo
because the longer i dont talk, the more I feel I'll stay mute
all the thoughts that boil in my head they feel like a noose
i cant escape the way they choke me out while thinking of you
i know it sounds so fucking twisted when I put this in words
cuz how i feel is complicated, but what isn't with her?
I told you how she broke my heart, yeah, you were with me, you heard
I want you to hold my hand, as i go spread my wings in the hearse
I won't leave you though, I just don't know how else to express
I feel I have no breath with all this shit on my chest
you're the only one that understands me more than the rest
i feel stupid writing 'bout you, but I won't drop the pen
I'll keep going nonetheless, I cut myself on the desk
let me finish up this page, I watch it soak up the red
I put my life into these songs, all the tears and the sweat
and not to mention all my time, but fuck it all, I digress
i have a tendency to off go on tangents, i feel the devil speak
his words exit my lips, when I'm truly too fucking dead to speak
his thoughts are in my head, I'm possessed, I don't think I'll get to see
a day past twenty, I thought I'd be dead when I was seventeen
a long year later and im feeling the same way
my ship is fucking sinking im so wrecked, I scream mayday
my lungs fill up with water, when I look at her chain lace
so I can better appreciate all the air that you gave me
I know I sound like im dumb when i talk this in my songs
This shit it comes from my heart, but really, girl, really how could it not?
With all the shit that I was, and all that broke me apart
Which part of me do you love? me, or who I'm gonna become?
I gotta admit that I be confused from abuse
I swear its nothing about you, its from the blacks and the blues
but that just motivates me more to write these songs on the move
catch me up on top the moon, yeah imma take you here too
I been walking so damn long, you see the blood on these shoes?
I don't think there's hope for me, I do this shit all for you
I don't really got a future, but I want one for you
but yeah, one of these days, you know imma run from my room

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'brain stew' [prod. tundra beats]

we all struggle. if u want it be it.
#740
email: trystinianvercetti@gmail.com

NUMB (janz)

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