I didn't realize Skinny Puppy had a baby ; and that baby stayed in Canada

devi mccallion - it's a beautiful world (feat. ada rook)

From Christmasasaurus Unleashed 2. Listen to the whole thing here https://christmasasaurus.bandcamp.com/album/christmasasaurus-unleashed-2

Featuring marie a
https://www.instagram.com/808gum?igsh=M2V6Nno2enBqbW40

Cap & gown in purple & gold
You're 22 years old & a woman now you're told
Aunt Beth & Charlie / write a check out to the graduating niece 
& you mark your independence with a signature on a lease
But home is a photograph you tape to your wall 
It's gonna be a cold white Christmas in St Paul

Beer for breakfast who's gonna scold
You've got your ea-rly hours dulled by the cigarettes you roll
Second shift as a fry cook, that's your holiday in grease`
& you trudge to work through the snow in a coat down to your knees
& you linger at the twinkle lights as you pass by the mall 
& count the days
to a cold white Christmas in St Paul


Feather down. The night gets so cold
& you ignore the smell of mold while you're smoothing out the folds
When you're on your own you've got no one to please
In a Minnesota city just as bare & as mean as the winter trees
But you'll be damned if you're the one making collect calls 
on a Cold white Christmas in St Paul

Cold White Christmas ft. marie a (Casiotone for the Painfully Alone cover)

You now know
What has been occurring
You now know
The truth

Know your mistakes
Know your truth
Know your love
Know your youth

Feel worthy and enough
Feel worthy and enough

Why do I seek control
To avoid the hurt again
Why do I seek control
It can feel like a friend

Predictability
Provides structure 
Predictability
A sense of order

Feel worthy and enough
Feel worthy and enough

Maybe I'll be accepted 
Not rejected again
Maybe I'll be accepted 
The world has many friends

Abandonment, feeling powerless
Excessive control 
Don't push away
Love, home

Feel worthy and enough
Feel worthy and enough

No more burnout
No more perfection
No more anxiety
No more rejection

Controlling because afraid
Learning to trust
Safe 
Self-made

Feel worthy and enough, enough
Feel worthy and enough



Feel Worthy and Enough

reddishness is out now!!  https://blacksquares.bandcamp.com/album/reddishness

art by tanaka masami

if you really want 
i’ll become the smog around you 
i’ll surround you with my love 
no matter how much 
how could it ever be enough 

i want to take care of all your needs 
i wanna give you 
everything 
i wanna build a nest inside yr lungs 
and curl up and go to sleep as close as i can be to you 

keep me 
keep me safe 
i need you 
more than anything 

treat me like a doll 
ill be super perfect 
see the real me 
buried in the plastic 

every fucking day 
i wake up in a panic 
spinning like a drill 
i can never stop 
tearing up 
inside myself 

i built myself 
from barely fitting parts 
scraped up off the floor 

bubbling 
melting in the heat 
melting u and me together 

whats this stuff 
is it even flesh 
is it even blood 
is it even me 

i built myself 
from barely fitting parts 
i still fall apart

Girls Rituals - Treat Me Like A Doll

(devi) 

you can run for the hills 
you can run for the high, high trees 
you can run for the toy stores that you loved so dearly in your youth 
but if you really wanna know the truth 
under these ruthless grey endless skies 
greater men have lost their heads than you 

it's all about baby steps 

it's all about working towards the goal 
it's all about lying to yourself an awful lot, you really wanna know
it's like a dream in a dream 
it's like the end of next with nicholas cage 
it's like seeing the future and realizing everything will be exactly the same 

when you're dead 
and who could hope for more than that? 
these streets will be lit by sun one day 
down here i'll still be knee-deep in rats 
in the sewer seeking shelter 
in the dark and stinking abyss 
i hate these awful sweaty summers 
but i keep on heading southward thru these tunnels of piss 

and i know 
i know i waste every night wishing 
for something 
that will never come 
and i know 
i swear to god i know true evil 
when i see it standing in the sun 
and 

i dream of a big house 
i dream of a clear open sky 
i dream of a tall figure standing between the trees 
i dream of an open, staring eye 
and 

(rook) 

thank you for letting me live 
in such a fucked up world 
thank you for letting me exist 
as such a broken, ruined girl 
thank you for making me so sick 
and never owning up to what you've done 
thank you for all the evil dreams 
thank you for killing everyone. 

(devi & rook)

THANK YOU

BABY STEPS

(devi) 
programming like this 
is made possible 
by viewers like you! 

(rook) 
every day every day im so fucking freaked out 
every day every day i cant get the evil out 
every night i feel so far away 
someday someday 
will it ever be ok? 

(devi) 
every day its a brand new episode 
every day i guess we'll see just how far it goes 
every day it seems like no one sees and no one knows 
every day i kinda wanna cancel the show 

(rook) 
most days i just feel like im making it up 

(devi) 
call off the show 

(rook) 
i pray to god that im just making it up!! 

(devi) 
i dont wanna go to the show!! 

(rook) 
i wish this was just cartoon so i could be like 
"this is real as fuck, i love the way they dont give up!" 
tweet about it "more stories like this, so important!" 
but it really happened 
OH GOD IT REALLY HAPPENED!!! 

(rook) 
AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA 
WHAT THE FUCK!!!! 

haha 

(devi) 
what the 

(rook) 
i wanna do that again 

yea 

(devi) 
every day its another new episode 
every day slice a bit more meat off the bone 

(rook) 
i can feel the evil in me 
im such a faker really 

(devi) 
meat off the bones 

(rook) 
crisis line all agents busy 
i feel so guilty 

(devi) 
meat off the 

(rook+devi) 
WHAT THE FUCK 
WHAT THE FUCK 
WHAT THE FUCK 
WHAT THE FUCK 
what the fuck

LOVE AND AFFECTION FOR STUPID LITTLE BITCHES

CARTOON NETWORK

new album out now
https://blackdresses.bandcamp.com/album/peaceful-as-hell

MiRRORGiRL

BLISS AND STUPIDITY

Peaceful as Hell

IM A FREAK CUZ IM ALWAYS FREAKED OUT

A beautiful journey as a young woman becomes a horse in the face of an adversity.

Horse 4eva

take me to the sea and drop me off by the lake
i'm just more bad news that you can't take
kids dying daily from angel attacks
don't want to hold you down, just want to hold you back

all your dreams and all your aspirations
aet the track to 26 and crawl back into my bed

we can build the world in our dreams, as it suits you
we can make the best of these things, if you want to
just crawl inside my dummy plug and tell me what to do
i'm your giant fucking robot: pilot me how you want to

ziegel on the ocean lookin down at the waves
while people on the beach are bustin my mix tapes
great fuckin day to be alive
it's times like this i wish i knew how to ride

misato, you're like two different people
i'll take you to a love hotel and teach you how to make out

we can build the world of our dreams, if it suits you
we can make the best of these things, if you want to
just crawl inside my dummy plug and tell me what to do
i'm your giant fucking robot: pilot me how you want to

BLISS AND STUPIDITY

Black Dresses

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