time to add this song to as many playlists as i can lol

I got stitches a few weeks ago & when I finally got them out the wound looked like a disgusting mouth. Was thinking about it the other day & it just reminded me of this song.

i fucked in heaven
i fucked in hell
i fuck with angels
i fuck myself
i dont do anal
dont touch my mouth
i fucked in heaven
i fuck in hell
i fuck with angels
im one myself
i fuck the air force
they pay my bills
i fuck the devil
i feel the scale
feel the scale
weve got that new tech
but i dont know where we're headed
shes got that snake head
please use that medusa
theyre so outdated
they know it
they read our texts but weve got new ways that they dont know yet

Mom - I Fucked In Heaven

art by me and @ivyatoms

every year that goes by i just seem to get older
and the tide goes up and the water washes over
and i know myself less going in and out my head
going in and out my head hooded death gets a boner

fucking sickos. fucking sickos everywhere
and you got your nails long
whyd u cut off all your hair
fucking sickos. fucking sickos everywhere
are u fucking doing ok?

ill be a black crow in my next life
flying over an office park

i smash and curse this skin
oh i dig and dig and dig
pulling away at the fat and muscle
always searching further in
somewhere deep inside my body
has to be the answer to everything
somewhere deep inside my body
has to be the reason for why I’m like this

2017 / 01

Girls Rituals - Black Crow

Girls Rituals X Lauren Bousfield - Used To Be Better

(devi) 
i live in sickness 
i live in spinning 
the whole wide world is a carousel 
i stood in line 
and now the ride's beginning 
i could still do so much more if i dont kill myself 
i live in nausea 
eternal nausea 
in a spotlight shaped like a spiral 
im in the bible 
god's favorite idol 
cos the whole sick world loves to smile 

(devi+rook) 
i feel sick 
i still feel sick 
i still feel sick 

(devi) 
smile like a rainbow 
smile like a crescent moon 
just keep doing what ur doing 
just keep doing what ur doing 
smile like a crack in the earth 
like a curse 
like a corpse 
like a wound 
smile like a rainbow 
just keep doing what ur doing 

(rook) 
cum-stained black hoodie 
grey soul and static in my eyes 
try to see the future 
but i'm not sure if it applies 
by the water in a pissed-in miniskirt 
trying to see the world thru the anhedonia 
feels kinda like my soul is burnt 
too late, too late if only uhhh 
we're not like the other girls 
this shit's too evil to be stylish 
don't tell me this is too dramatic 
cause i LIVE INSIDE IT 

just fucking try it~ 

(devi+rook) 
i feel sick 
i still feel sick 
i still feel sick

DREAMS COME TRUE 2019

NAUSEA 2019

(devi) 
NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!!! 

(rook) 
OKAY!!!!!!!!! 

<both coughing> 

ok 

(devi) 
NEVER AGAIN 

(rook) 
motherfucker 

(devi) 
I CAN NEVER GO BACK 
if u think its ok u can kid yourself 
u can drink yr own blood ill never kill myself 
this is the shit i said i always fucking dreamed about 
but i know that its something different cos its something else 

(rook) 
im underwater floating over what i am 

(rook / devi) 
black and white high-contrast manic 
where'd i put my soul in all this static 
so fucked up but honestly 
ive never felt more alive 
rotting flesh i float above it 
how did i ever become this 
damaged glowing dying soulless 
monster in a dream thats fading fast 

(devi) 
its electromagnetic noise 
or its the just smoke from the sky 
and it burns in my eyes 
and its so hot that im barely alive 
i feel reality bend 
cos i cant catch my breath 
its fucked up its been days since i slept 

(rook) 
YAAAAA!!!!!!! 
black and white high-contrast manic 
where'd i put my soul in all this static 
so fucked up but honestly 
ive never felt more alive 
rotting flesh i float above it 
how did i ever become this 
damaged glowing dying soulless 
monster in a dream thats fading fast 

(devi) 
im underwater 
im sinking fast 
being dissected 
im in heaven, seeing hell thru stained glass 

(rook / devi) 
i tried so hard to kill the past.

LOVE AND AFFECTION FOR STUPID LITTLE BITCHES

STATIC

The tape versions of WASTEISOLATION came out so interesting because of the format differences and like um magnetics and machines and stuffff please listen

Rip credit elliot thank u very much (http://neurotischism.com/)

free download

hear all of WASTEISOLATION here
https://blackdresses.bandcamp.com/album/wasteisolation

we have a new album out called  LOVE AND AFFECTION check it out
https://blackdresses.bandcamp.com/album/love-and-affection-for-stupid-little-bitches

	
(dizzy) 
i couldnt go 
i couldnt stay 
i couldnt... 
i couldnt... 

they tried to push me down 
but i just wiggled around until they couldnt hold me 
years and years 
they couldnt hold me 

if u turn the light on ill just run away 
i know i dont belong but i have nowhere else to stay 
im so sorry im here 
im so sorry im here 
please dont kill me 
please dont kill me 
im so sorry im here 

right into the heart of my dreams 
someone else is just trying to crush me 
but its okay 
its okay 
if i was u 
if i was a killer id just kill me too 

(rook) 
i keep myself together somehow 
(i dont want anything i just want to survive) 
stepped on too many times to count 
(i know i'm nothing to you, i know i'm not even alive) 
i hope one day my broken frame 
(i'm sorry that i scare you, i'll find a better place to hide) 
can get away, can find a place 
(i'll crawl into the corner, stay out of the light) 
that's safe 

(dizzy) 
is it really like u say? 
does it really come in waves? 
does it really work that way? 
i know ur something different 
u cant hide it 
u cant miss it 

(rook) 
i keep myself together somehow 
(i dont want anything i just want to survive) 
stepped on too many times to count 
(i know i'm a target for you, i know you don't even think twice) 
i hope one day my broken frame 
(i'm sorry that i scare you, i promise that i'll make it right) 
can get away, can find a place 
(some perfect day i know i'll no longer be part of your life) 
that's safe 

i couldnt go 
i couldnt stay 
i couldnt go 
i couldnt stay 
i couldnt stay 
i didnt stay.

WIGGLE (Cassette Rip)

new album out now
https://blackdresses.bandcamp.com/album/peaceful-as-hell

PLEASE BE NICE

song is by Devi McCallion aka Cats Millionaire 

first version is here: https://soundcloud.com/wdadwdwa-dwadwadwasdaw/exclusive-royal-canterlot

https://blacksquares.bandcamp.com/

Cats Millionaire - Exclusive Royal Canterlot Wedding Playset (2)

Black Dresses - DAMAGE SUPPRESSOR

Peaceful as Hell

IM A FREAK CUZ IM ALWAYS FREAKED OUT

Have u eva wondered what happens if u can't spell obsession? But u still feel obstessed? Speeling may or may not be over rated. We'll let u be both the judge, jury and stalker on this one ;) ;) ;0 <3

NAUSEA 2019

Black Dresses

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