prod by me https://soundcloud.com/luv_armor

break away from the chains 
that hold you in place
i still remember the day
no matter how much has changed
i’ve sealed my fate so dig my grave
(just dig my grave)

my heart, it beats for no one else
i need you to myself
you’re putting me through hell
you’re putting me through hell

im too obsessive & i can’t suppress it
yeah, you hate my guts 
but you won’t express it
& i can’t accept it, needa learn my lesson
yeah, you rip my heart out
you don’t need a weapon

th-th-the rain comes down & i lose myself
i love you so, but this is farewell
i tell you things that i can’t tell myself
it’s obvious that i just need some help

time alone makes me feel compelled
to just kill myself & tell it all farewell

i’ll probably alone tonight
but please don’t cry, it’ll be alright
just look to the sky where the angels fly
& you’ll see my light, yeah you’ll see my light

just tell me goodbye
tell me goodbye
just tell me goodbye
tell me goodbye

break away from the chains
that hold you in place
she don’t know my name
but it’s all okay

& i’ve been feelin’ the same
nevermind the place
the same old shit, just a different day

it’s obvious that i can’t stay
you led me astray 
& now i can’t change

you pierce through my armor
but i’ll die with honor
i lost my soul, yeah i’m a goner..

prod by me https://soundcloud.com/luv_armor

take a look in my eyes
i’m so numb, yeah there’s nothing inside

but it feels so divine
when u kiss my neck & im grabbin’ ur thighs

take a look in my eyes
the rain fell down & i started to cry

i don’t wanna live in your fantasy
all this calamity, i’m losing my sanity
i would look past you if i had the capacity
i’m just another casualty, she listens to agony, ohhh

i don’t wanna die all alone
but i know i must go
you make me feel like a ghost
but i’m still doing the most

take a look in my eyes 
& you can tell that i’ve died inside
i died that night…

i-i’ve gotta break the ice
i know i do it nice
i’ve got just what she likes

she sees me with my knife
i’m hiding pain inside
inside, inside, inside…

can’t get you out my head
as the sky turns red
all that shit you said
ripped me to shreds

& now i feel like death
with this regret in my chest
yeah, i feel like it’s never gonna end..

take it all awayyyy
i don’t care anyway

i’m covered with the blood of the innocent
(i can’t form sentences)
& it feels so magnificent 
(y’already knoww)

i’m covered with the blood of the innocent
(i can’t form sentences)
& it feels so magnificent 

you’re indifferent
can’t take all this dissonance
i’m breathin’ carcinogens
you see me glistenin’ 
but nobody gives a shit
(they don’t give a shit, i’ll keep on glistenin’)

you see me glistenin’
but nobody gives a shit
(ahhhhh, fill me with glycerine)

you see me glistenin’
but nobody gives a shit

look in my eyes

Hard to Get By (feat. scorpio)

prod by https://soundcloud.com/etaiso
featuring https://soundcloud.com/nvr_nvmbr

lyric video - https://youtu.be/AGgsFtlwJnU?si=_w2clSN01htJqDOe

[luv armor]
i guess you reap what you sew
baby, i’m feelin’ low
i just thought you should know

she like X, she like blow
she take that shit to the dome
yeah, baby i gotta go

i’ve been floatin’ & fadin’ away
you cut me like razorblades
but i feel so numb to the pain

baby, it’s in my blood
yeah, this shit’s so fucked
i just want your luv
i guess i’m outta luck

she blocked my fuckin’ ##
what a fuckin’ bummer
i luv’d you in the summer
but now i luv another

i know it’s for the best
but i just regret all the shit i said

baby, i’m a wreck
yeah, a fuckin’ mess
there’s holes inside my chest
i wish that i were dead…

[etai]
I wish that I were dead
no I can't play pretend with you
I'm losing friends
might just control the wheel &crash the Benz

burn to ash and dust
my soul's on the deep end
learn to crash and burn
and accept defeat then

its a crackhead world
but only on the weekends
for everyone else
but I'm always geekin'

riddled with some radioactivity 
radiation rays got me feeling the damn toxicity 
this industry abysmal 
obliterates creativity 
can y'all not see the symbolism hidden in the imagery?

is it only me?
I don't know
my sobriety is at a low
is it only me?
I don't know
my sobriety is at a low

is it only me?
I don't know
my sobriety is at a low
is it only me?
I don't know
my sobriety is at a low

seizium - nvr nvmbr x etai s0

prod by https://soundcloud.com/etaiso
featuring https://soundcloud.com/nvr_nvmbr

[nvr nvmbr]
baby, we’re on & off
you get so uninvolved
it’s startin’ to fuck me off, ohhh

baby, we’re on & off
you get so uninvolved
but i know that i was wrong, ohhh

waitin’ on you takes every bit of my patience
i don’t know why i’m waitin’
haven’t called me in ages

my heart was so vacant
& i feel like i’m breakin’
this shit’s so frustratin’ 
& i’m startin’ to hate it

b-b-baby, you’re on my mind
all of the fuckin’ time 
i wish i could you mine, ohhh

baby, i don’t know why you hate on me
you put all this weight on me
& it’s fuckin’ breakin’ me, ohhh

i don’t wanna go back home tonight
i wish you would hold me tight
i died in your arms last time, ohhh

you saw me like you saw a ghost last night
another poltergeist
something to grip your mind, ohhh

[etai s0]
she know i wanna die 24/7
wasting all of my fucking time
dreaming of heaven 
but hell is where i reside
dreaming of heaven
but hell is where i reside, ohhh

bae, we glowin’ like fireflies
the world stops spinnin’ when i look inside your eyes, yuhhh

she thought she could fix me 
she tried and tried
but you can't fix a heart as flawed inside as mine, ohhh

back then i was happy
whats happening to me?
you can see right through me, ohhh

don't consume drugs they consume me
and i ain't clearing no muhfuckin sample they can sue me, woahhh

she know i wanna die 24/7
wasting all of my fucking time
dreaming of heaven
but hell is where i reside
dreaming of heaven
but hell is where i reside, ohhh

[nvmbr]
i don’t wanna go back home tonight
i wish you would hold me tight
i died in your arms last time, ohhh

you saw me like you saw a ghost last night
another poltergeist
something to grip your mind, ohhh

i don’t wanna go back home tonight
i wish you would hold me tight
i died in your arms last time, ohhh

you saw me like you saw a ghost last night
another poltergeist
something to grip your mind, ohhh

tweak/geek - lil luv armor x etai s0

IN THE WOODS w/ BH MALICE, treez, r0th & JUT (prod. treez x taurs)

prod by me https://soundcloud.com/luv_armor

there’s nothing left for me
i need to leave, i need to leave
i feel the breeze
its heavenly, like ecstasy, like ecstasy

idk whats best for me
or next for me, or next for me
i’ll give u the rest of me, th rest of me

i’ll prolly die in november
u better remember me
when i’m gone (when i’m gone)

i know you don’t give a fuck
and you’re fallin’ outta love
i lost all your trust
and i’m runnin’ outta luck

i have angel wings
but they hate on me
nobody has faith in me..

i’m shaking anxiously
runnin’ outta time so gracefully
yet impatiently

it’s ok if u don’t love me anymore
is what i say & then i’m breakin’ @ my core

my hearts a wasteland
i saw the tears running down ur face and
i can’t take it

wake me up when it’s all over
i can’t deal with being sober

i’m not even close to closure
& i can’t maintain my composure

i’m type one & two bipolar
but i’m jus tryna fuckin’ show her
that i still love her
but i’m gonna suffer

i’m gonna suffer, i’m gonna suffer

seizium - nvr nvmbr x etai s0

BLACK ICE 2002