prod by https://soundcloud.com/etaiso

[nvmbr]
all of this anger has turned into hatred
& the thought that you left me
i just can’t fuckin’ take it

turn me back into ashes
yeah, i know i won’t make it
baby, you nvr luv’d me
i was just his replacement

we’ve always been so on & off
(like forever)
she doesn’t know what i’ve been off
(liquid pleasure)
i start to realize i was wrong
(no nvmbr!!)
look in the mirror, i’m so far gone
(i need armor)

i know you hate me lately
& it breaks me baby
& i can’t disguise tht i’ve been changin’ l8ly

you look in my eyes
& say ‘i’ll save you baby’
you can’t save me bb, you can’t save me bb

every time that i touch the sky
i wanna fuckin’ die, why’d i get this high?
on a rainy day
i’m gonna take my life
i’m gonna take my life
i’m gonna take my life

[etai s0]
it's kicking in
the ketamine
I'm feeling it
you reel me in
I'm sick of it

the benjamins
only help to mask the real pain I'm in
the binge I'm on
only happens inside of my residence

again

I'm binging off the drugs again
I wish i had some fun again
(yeah)

it's hard to take the love
when i don't love myself no more
no more

sick of it w/ etai s0

cut/guap freestyle (gucci tears)

can u feel me w/ teej + v3nn

feat. https://soundcloud.com/nvr_nvmbr & etai s0
prod by https://soundcloud.com/luv_armor & https://soundcloud.com/etaiso

[etai s0]
fade away, like my will to live
over time i give 
& it breaks my ribs

shades of grey, watch the colors lift
my wounds come unstitched
like i give a shit

i can’t give a shit, i’m a hypocrite 
always lose when i win & i’ll win again
in the devils den..
there’s a fire right behind my eyes

[nvr nvmbr]
i don’t know what you want from me
i gave you my <3, it bleeds
all over everything

you douse it with kerosene
now i’m just a memory
i luv her to death 
but she said that ur dead to me

(ohhh)

she was wearin’ black
i hit it from the back
she said ‘daddy, go fast’
you know that i like that..

now she’s grabbin’ my neck
i gotta go cash this check
& move onto the next
but you’re stuck in my head

it looks like it’s a long way down
but you’ll fall so fast
& you’ll hit the ground

it looks like it’s a long way down
but you’ll fall so fast
& you’ll hit the ground

[etai]
fade away, like my will to live
over time i give 
& it breaks my ribs

shades of grey, watch the colors lift
my wounds come unstitched
like i give a shit

i can’t give a shit, i’m a hypocrite 
always lose when i win & i’ll win again
in the devils den..
there’s a fire right behind my eyes..

kerosene - etai s0 x luv armor

prod by https://soundcloud.com/etaiso
featuring https://soundcloud.com/nvr_nvmbr

lyric video - https://youtu.be/AGgsFtlwJnU?si=_w2clSN01htJqDOe

[luv armor]
i guess you reap what you sew
baby, i’m feelin’ low
i just thought you should know

she like X, she like blow
she take that shit to the dome
yeah, baby i gotta go

i’ve been floatin’ & fadin’ away
you cut me like razorblades
but i feel so numb to the pain

baby, it’s in my blood
yeah, this shit’s so fucked
i just want your luv
i guess i’m outta luck

she blocked my fuckin’ ##
what a fuckin’ bummer
i luv’d you in the summer
but now i luv another

i know it’s for the best
but i just regret all the shit i said

baby, i’m a wreck
yeah, a fuckin’ mess
there’s holes inside my chest
i wish that i were dead…

[etai]
I wish that I were dead
no I can't play pretend with you
I'm losing friends
might just control the wheel &crash the Benz

burn to ash and dust
my soul's on the deep end
learn to crash and burn
and accept defeat then

its a crackhead world
but only on the weekends
for everyone else
but I'm always geekin'

riddled with some radioactivity 
radiation rays got me feeling the damn toxicity 
this industry abysmal 
obliterates creativity 
can y'all not see the symbolism hidden in the imagery?

is it only me?
I don't know
my sobriety is at a low
is it only me?
I don't know
my sobriety is at a low

is it only me?
I don't know
my sobriety is at a low
is it only me?
I don't know
my sobriety is at a low

seizium - nvr nvmbr x etai s0

prod by https://soundcloud.com/etaiso
featuring https://soundcloud.com/nvr_nvmbr

[nvr nvmbr]
baby, we’re on & off
you get so uninvolved
it’s startin’ to fuck me off, ohhh

baby, we’re on & off
you get so uninvolved
but i know that i was wrong, ohhh

waitin’ on you takes every bit of my patience
i don’t know why i’m waitin’
haven’t called me in ages

my heart was so vacant
& i feel like i’m breakin’
this shit’s so frustratin’ 
& i’m startin’ to hate it

b-b-baby, you’re on my mind
all of the fuckin’ time 
i wish i could you mine, ohhh

baby, i don’t know why you hate on me
you put all this weight on me
& it’s fuckin’ breakin’ me, ohhh

i don’t wanna go back home tonight
i wish you would hold me tight
i died in your arms last time, ohhh

you saw me like you saw a ghost last night
another poltergeist
something to grip your mind, ohhh

[etai s0]
she know i wanna die 24/7
wasting all of my fucking time
dreaming of heaven 
but hell is where i reside
dreaming of heaven
but hell is where i reside, ohhh

bae, we glowin’ like fireflies
the world stops spinnin’ when i look inside your eyes, yuhhh

she thought she could fix me 
she tried and tried
but you can't fix a heart as flawed inside as mine, ohhh

back then i was happy
whats happening to me?
you can see right through me, ohhh

don't consume drugs they consume me
and i ain't clearing no muhfuckin sample they can sue me, woahhh

she know i wanna die 24/7
wasting all of my fucking time
dreaming of heaven
but hell is where i reside
dreaming of heaven
but hell is where i reside, ohhh

[nvmbr]
i don’t wanna go back home tonight
i wish you would hold me tight
i died in your arms last time, ohhh

you saw me like you saw a ghost last night
another poltergeist
something to grip your mind, ohhh

i don’t wanna go back home tonight
i wish you would hold me tight
i died in your arms last time, ohhh

you saw me like you saw a ghost last night
another poltergeist
something to grip your mind, ohhh

switchblade anthem - luv armor x etai s0

prod by https://soundcloud.com/etaiso
featuring https://soundcloud.com/nvr_nvmbr

[luv armor]
i don’t wanna die here
..i don’t wanna die
everybody dies here…

thinkin’ about
leavin’
how i should say goodbye

i can’t lie baby, i’m not alright
my cat just died
i’m like fuck my life

what a sweet design
when you’re by my side
i miss u all the time
would u plz be mine?

i guess we’re outta time
& it serves me right

i break my spine every fucking night
we get so high
but never touch the sky
you know it makes me cry..

thinkin’ about
leavin’
how i should say goodbye..

[etai s0]
kill me slowly
baby you don't know me
im not really sure if you believe the words you told me
was it all a hoax
was your love all just a game
i don't wanna feel morose
take emotions out my brain

and i tried to make you want me
look what it cost me
fed up with the bread or lack thereof
i need some coffee
read a lot of messages you sent before you blocked me
heart cold, frosty
had me now you lost me

yeah you had me now u lost me
i need some coffee
i don't wanna knock, please
but all i got is cocaine
shotty to the dome
end up looking like cobain

u don't know me - nvr nvmbr x etai s0

longin' 4 ur luv

prod by me https://soundcloud.com/luv_armor

there’s nothing left for me
i need to leave, i need to leave
i feel the breeze
its heavenly, like ecstasy, like ecstasy

idk whats best for me
or next for me, or next for me
i’ll give u the rest of me, th rest of me

i’ll prolly die in november
u better remember me
when i’m gone (when i’m gone)

i know you don’t give a fuck
and you’re fallin’ outta love
i lost all your trust
and i’m runnin’ outta luck

i have angel wings
but they hate on me
nobody has faith in me..

i’m shaking anxiously
runnin’ outta time so gracefully
yet impatiently

it’s ok if u don’t love me anymore
is what i say & then i’m breakin’ @ my core

my hearts a wasteland
i saw the tears running down ur face and
i can’t take it

wake me up when it’s all over
i can’t deal with being sober

i’m not even close to closure
& i can’t maintain my composure

i’m type one & two bipolar
but i’m jus tryna fuckin’ show her
that i still love her
but i’m gonna suffer

i’m gonna suffer, i’m gonna suffer

it's ok if u don't luv me anymore [slowed]

New with twin @barburrian
prod me x @ydustin9

u don't know me - nvr nvmbr x etai s0

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