something more dangerous than nicotine is Xanax im taking them welp

Shesss

credits:
@176s @kiryano @ogpichu
#us

lyric
look in the mirror see something i wouldnt be
its just funny cause whose standing there is me
i got lost but now im right back on my feet
can i find a better feeling guess well see

oh well, i guess i didnt again
i lost my only friend
it might be better for them
i hate myself till the end
my only goal is to blend
i lost interest again
u were my only friend (i was your only friend)

i never talked down to you
is there something left to prove
you didnt have to say that you were speaking the truth
i never talked down to you
is there something left to prove
i gotta to walk away cause i cant look at you

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back on my feet (sense & kiryano)

@k4rson
@1gash
@diligencexs

words:
[arid]
dont try
everything i took i threw away
everything goes down
but i only wanna stay
i just wanna break out so bad
everything that we had
theres nothing to do leave it all in the past

yeah its not getting better
i cant take all this pressure
never wanted to leave
never wanted to see
never wanted to know what its meant to be

[karson]
please don't try 
do alright 
don't you cry
well at least i know i tried

can't stand it when u fucking lie
can't stand it when they play both sides
stop tryna cry i know its fake
i don't want you anymore
ur a throw away :(

[arid]
dont try
everything i took i threw away
everything goes down
but i only wanna stay
i just wanna break out so bad
everything that we had
theres nothing to do leave it all in the past

[gash]
pressure on my chest
pr-pr-pressure on my chest now
cuts r on my neck
hollows bussin out da tec
nd its so funny that u think that im somebody youll impress
like im the best 
just a fact not a flex
think theres sum wrong w me
wats wrong w me ?
think i got a problem
w no way 2 solve it
i jus wanna die
dip my body into solvent
"put dat boi on suicide watch"
i guess he called it

dont try w/ karson x gash (diligence)

Luh bday song love u all <333 

im so tired

(lyrics)
You see me trying but you say its not enough
Ive been broken my hearts bleedin girl I hate it when we fight

But on my death bed
Ill be staring at the stars 
Ive been tryna make a wish
Cause youre the only girl I want

But it aint right anymore
Cause what we had fell apart
You know im smoking a lot 
Girl you left me in the dark

Thought im right but im wrong
I keep fuckin it up
I dont know what I should tell you
Ive been feelin pretty numb

Tell me something why the fuck did I keep chasin ???
Ive been feelin pretty tired 40 hours spent awake

I wash the blood away
Thats drippin from my nose
And I could tell you that im fine 
but ive been dying on my own

And I know you wont call
Its killin me inside 
I tried to take some fluoxetine
But it aint set me right 

And I thought that you were the one in my fuckin life
That I could cherish girl you would help me sleep at night

But it aint right anymore
Cause what we had fell apart
You know im smoking a lot 
Girl you left me in the dark

Thought im right but im wrong
I keep fuckin it up
I dont know what I should tell you
Ive been feelin pretty numb

Tell me something why the fuck did I keep chasin ???
Ive been feelin pretty tired 40 hours spent awake

I wash the blood away
Thats drippin from my nose
And I could tell you that im fine 
but ive been dying on my own

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walking in the fog (methboiswag)

he gone priv this someday so
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dylann - dizzy +8485

SPOTIFY
https://open.spotify.com/track/5Xx3C7NahN8rPhyiJ5vlEK?si=Y5duZxdIT1qAXocuUPoqDw

@mkne @176s

useless (prod. maknae x waifu)

(@prodnomu)
stay safe luv u all <3

video on astari: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=xysH0udOXdc

//
U look pretty in that dress
U look pretty in that
dress(16)

Okay i take it back
Everything i said
Eveyrthing i did
You dont understand
Thats not what i meant
U done made me sad
i Didnt give a shit 
Yea
yea

Im just jealous how u make it look so effortless
make s it hard for me to try to make an effort yea
when i try,  u end up always doing better yea
But when i'm insecure i think about the better days 

 
But now i look right in the mirror and I see what ive become
And im not very happy with myself I wanna run 
Away from all the things that make me feel like im someone
Ive tried so many time to make it right but now im done

IM A QUIET PERSON BUT IM SCREAMING  IN THE DARK
AND NO ONE FUCKING HEARS ME CUZ I MUTE MYSELF A LOT
I TRY TO KEEP IT SILENT IN THE DAY BUT DAM  ITS HARD
AND YESTERDAY I SCREAMED SO FUCKING LOUDLY IN THE CAR 

And even though Im better than before I still feel worthless
Ive tried so many times to make it right and make it perfect
And after all this time ive figured that its just not worth it
Go and lock the doors so i can hide behind my curtains

dress

spotify <3

https://open.spotify.com/track/3EdyIPSFLrYJ5BfGxdBrfM?si=JpIic67fQ8yr3zZNYBHp-Q

@whereisnomu

nicotine (w/ nomu)

micro-edits done by blackwinterwells @blackwinterwells
https://open.spotify.com/album/7dzXv9t8Y3sxxIvRFMuNsP
@pincode8485
prod @blackwinterwells

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sour w/ 8485

https://open.spotify.com/track/1Yh40kooeD3tf76ueT5xMC?si=YIGLTaYJSdq9VHYvPhKMrQ

featuring vocals and cover art from @pincode8485

give loop +8485

(dani kiyoko + luvlxckdown)

you’re a girl in a dress
i see in my dreams
and she scare me so much
but she ain’t what it seems
take a look inside
my glowing blue eyes
and don’t be surprised
oh what would you find?
i’m your subconscious 
and i’m here all the time
do not try to run away
please don’t try to run and hide
cause i am you and you are me
so lets agree to disagree
that if you ever try to stop me
imma have to let you be
(x2)

imma let you go
imma let you be
i know i’m annoying
and i know you’re sick of me
baby just don’t leave
you don’t have to fucking go
or else i’m gone go sleep
and i’m gonna dream so more
it’s a nightmare 
that i see in my dreams 
and it’s not fair
she be stalking me it seems
but shes not there
idk what i’m supposed to do
and everything is fucked up
cause i think of you
all the time

you’re a girl in a dress
i see in my dreams
and she scare me so much
but she ain’t what it seems
take a look inside
my glowing blue eyes
and don’t be surprised
oh what would you find?
i’m your subconscious 
and i’m here all the time
do not try to run away
please don’t try to run and hide
cause i am you and you are me
so lets agree to disagree
that if you ever try to stop me
imma have to let you be
(x2)

girl in a dress (dani kiyoko + luvlxckdown)

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human face mask (shinju)

micro-edits & mixing by grandee

@angelus7k
@gnde
@blackwinterwells

monster feat angelus & grandee prod blackwinterwells

vocals by me and osquinn
prod me and fish narc
art by 8485

https://open.spotify.com/track/0zxwa7iR72c5m1v7G1lU8j?si=Bb1N4xVLRqqKj6cEVdwV-Q

STRENGTH BONUS w/ osquinn & fish narc

@twikipedia

@prodelxnce
@kuraiiii
@vinsoignatius

nicotine (w/ nomu)

wells

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