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@emorave

i don't want
you to go away from me right now
and i try hard
but i can never make my word come out
i put all my time in just for you
girl tell me, what you want to do
don't get mad when i get sad
girl help me, is there anything to lose?

you can trust me i won't hurt you
my mind ugly there's no virtue 
scratch my skin bcus i'm stressed
i lay here with face of regret
i'll tell you that i'm just a mess
i'll save you without second guess
you where the one but now i'm dead
restart my journey find another end 

i just tell myself
...usually tell myself
leave the keys up on the shelf
find another meaning maybe i belong in hell
..or maybe just a cell
wherever that i go i should just be by myself

i'm sorry crushed like smarties
i'll be here justt like im mari
picnic basket full of parsley
why do u hurt me so harshly?

regret (emorave)

performed, written, & produced by me @mental
featuring @blxty

[mental]
i could never hate u
doesnt matter what u do
i know that u hate me
usually i hate me too
tired of complaining
but idk what else to do
tired of explaining
every wrong move i choose

feels like ive lost every reason
nobody else to believe in
think ive got too many secrets
so i keep sleeping and dreaming
that once for a change i could feel something else
and it pains me to stay with the cards ive been dealt
i could keep moving forwards and look for some help
but id rather exist with just u and myself <3

[blxty]
so bby tell me what hits harder den my words
i'm sick n tired of explaining so u first
i still cant find it so i cant tell u my worth
so bby would tell me would u feel the same..
if u were hurt
Like wud it work?
wud u find me useful?
or wud i b like dirt?
and maybe it's just a process
One that i can not process
bang my head n the wall
and u wont tell me i lost it
pls jus tell me i lost it

https://open.spotify.com/album/5dkyRFb1yJPEI0MDEtQi8v?si=7obS22PkQE-X6LH4oxsTHA

after you feat blxty

Moneh man w/ LRFEYIO$KULL

stream/buy

ULTRA

SPOTIFY
https://open.spotify.com/track/5Xx3C7NahN8rPhyiJ5vlEK?si=Y5duZxdIT1qAXocuUPoqDw

@mkne @176s

useless (prod. maknae x waifu)

https://open.spotify.com/track/3EdyIPSFLrYJ5BfGxdBrfM?si=JpIic67fQ8yr3zZNYBHp-Q

@whereisnomu

nicotine (w/ nomu)

King Tap (prod. Yung Skrrt x Umru)

red_door (prod. orchid)

shinigami - nice cock freestyle (LEAKK)

@whereisnomu very lovely song
kind of a cover of @limeboiler small version
prod @limeboiler
lol 
<3

nomu - dress (limeboiler)

@1yugenn
@nokiyzu
@mitsooya

notes:
yugen n i are rly proud of dis 1 hope it doesnt flop :3 enjoy!

(lyrics)

[mitsu +yugen]
n i've been goin crzy
just thinking bout the times we had
the times we had
feelings in a bottle
idk wht's happening next
happening next

n i've been trying 2 escape
but i think its not wrking
i've been trying my best
but i don't think its wrking
i got this feeling in my brain
i don't think my hearts beating...

SO JUST STAY AWAY FROM ME

[mitsu]
wht do u want
i'm just a fool
wht do u want from me
i don't hve a clu#e
n i can't take
another1 sip
of dis liquor so i'll just have 2...
run back2u
【x2】

[yugen]
running back 
bby i just want ur love again##
n i been lost all the way i think its till the end
all the times i asked you out
u said it just depends
ppl tell me 2 b happy but i really cant :/

[mitsu +yugen]
n i've been goin crzy
just thinking bout the times we had
the times we had
feelings in a bottle
idk wht's happening next
happening next

n i've been trying 2 escape
but i think its not wrking
i've been trying my best
but i don't think its wrking
i got this feeling in my brain
i don't think my hearts beating...

SO JUST STAY AWAY FROM ME

hook

back2u +yugen (noki)

prod nomu art by nomu !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

https://open.spotify.com/track/631WXXGqKLBcTWGAQuhPFP?si=hNM-jM7_SMmAttogYs13Hg

nomu + wells + 8485 - walk

@mental
@15elias

[blxty]
my head don't feel right 
i see u cry
i don't rlly blame u-
cus we're both having a bad time
they say they don't change
promise i'm not like the last guy
blacked out last night woke up w/ a blackeye

[mental]
i dont wanna talk but they driving me insane
next time we drift apart ima stay away
i dont wanna deal i cant deal with all this pain
fall apart every time u say my name

hope i mean a lot to u
cuz u mean a lot to me
and it seems we're falling thru
but i'll never let u be

said a lot of things
i didnt rly mean
i dont wanna feel
put a pill in my drink
i just want love
ill do like anything
do what u want
u pushed me to the brink

feel ur aura
girl i like it way too much
u make it colder
hope ur just another crush

bad time ft. mental (elias x mental)

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wjaCJyjlyvM

wells + 8485 - weathered (tmorave) [video in description]

w/ @emotionals
prod. @mkne
art. me
[Lyricss] Halo:
I crash - You fall
You're gone  - My fault :/

i dont even know if i feel human
seein an illusion       
lookin' in the mirror seems confusing O_o
  
sleeping all the time like i dont wanna get noticed
I live in my mind but im thinking that its broken 
maybe im alright maybe i just need to focus
i wont evn lie, thinkin all of this is pointless ¯\_(ツ)_/¯

reaching forward to touch the sky
I try forgetting this awful life.
If you could see me you'd understand why
Why I feel like I'm half-alive

Emo:
I don't know why, but I feel like this
Tryna get a hit, but I only miss
Tryna tell myself it was never meant
Tryna rewind but I cant fix it
Just say your sorry
Turnaround fast like ferrari
If you miss me - not sorry
If you text me - im ignoring
I hope you think of me
Sometimes when you can't sleep
I'll show up in your dreams
Know you'll remember me
And you're still mad - But I love that <3
Tryna change that - Can't go back
I wish I knew why
But you're still on my mind -.-

Half Alive w/ emotionals (maknae)

wells + 8485 - just words (tmorave)

inspired by labubu amd wet cement and cottage cheese
@helixtears
@doeb0yz

https://open.spotify.com/prerelease/1xmvJYF5vDyz10OkF6lOyF

nicotine (w/ nomu)

wells

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