im crying and shitting rn twin this is beautiful 😭😭😭😭

Let's go in the garden
You'll find something waiting
Right there where you left it lying upside down
When you finally find it, you'll see how it's faded
The underside is lighter when you turn it around
Everything stays right where you left it
Everything stays
But it still changes
Ever so slightly, daily and nightly
In little ways, is when everything stays
Go down to the ocean
The crystal tide is raising
Waters' gotten higher as the shore washes out
Keep your eyes wide open, even when the sun is blazin'
The moon controls the tide, it can cause you to drown
Everything stays, right where you've left it
Everything stays, but it still changes
Ever so slightly, daily and nightly
In little ways
Is when everything stays

everything stays cover

narcissistic (prod. aloa)

mark my words

lyrics and mixed by @feelingnauseous
produced by waves

lyrics:
we were young in the summer
yeah, i met you on broadway
we would smoke 'til our lungs hurt
'til you went home on monday

i don't know how to feel though
i don't know if i deserve love
you were there
you were there for me though
you were my best friend
thought we were more than that
left hanging like a thread
what did i do wrong after all
i'm just tryna show you love after dark
you seem so close yet you're so far away

we were young in the summer
yeah, i met you on broadway
we would smoke 'til our lungs hurt
'til you went home on monday

I wanna move on
got me wrapped around like i got a glove on
think i'm cheap-ware like i am a coupon
but i'm a souveneir
you fill me up with despair
but i've got nothing left to give
i don't care about you
i couldn't give a shit
i couldn't give enough, oh

we were young in the summer
yeah, i met you on broadway
we would smoke 'til our lungs hurt
'til you went home on monday

broadway (waves)

bemused

vocals by: hostile
mixed by: hostile
produced by: @1nvaydn

yuh
yeah, you're constantly proving you never needed me
regardless of your words I don't know what you see in me
I should've known it was an act, you didn't believe in me
did you believe in me?
oh, I know the pity will subside
so much to say but my gut tells me, "keep it inside"
if I get another lovey-dovey text from you I might die
know I'm expendable you're distant but won't ask why
she's the girl who claims she, "has it all together"
he's the boy who just wants back his green sweater
I'll handle you with care like a feather
I'll write my dying wish in this letter

girl don't worry about me
yeah, go live your life without me
explore the world without me
there's no need to doubt me, I know
my time has come... so I...
harbor my feelings for you
I gave this thing a chance
yes, but now this chapter is through
the way you look at me with disgust gets under my skin
you said every time I open my mouth I push your buttons
the way you look at me with disgust gets under my skin
but I just want my green sweater back from my ex-girlfriend

go stream!

my green sweater

prod. me
@sideshowhan

girl i get where youre coming from 
but i dont think youre hearing me
i cry out for you its a flood of love
girl i think that ive fallen way too deep

im exhausted i think that ive lost it
tell me why you treat my heart like a target
been tryna rationalize why youre so heartless
i wouldnt have to suffer if you were honest

i wouldnt overthink if you were just honest.

honesty.

(Le-)
(Le-)
(Letters)

Verse 1
These letters on my wall, filled with all your love and lies
You did, after all — you used my heart as your disguise
Why’d you have to lie? Wasted all my time
Could you kiss me one more time before you go?

Pre-Chorus
I just wanted to give you everything I had
That’s love and time that I can never think to get back
I went through the letters you gave me
I hope that they can save me, ohhh
I read every word you wrote
And the lies were too clear

Chorus
These letters on my wall, filled with all your love and lies
You did, after all — you used my heart as your disguise
Why’d you have to lie? Wasted all my time
Could you kiss me one more time before you go?

Verse 2
The ink is fading, but the memory still stays
My tears are dropping on the paper it’s heart broke stains
Your love is something different, it makes me feel insane
I tell you that I want you, but you don’t feel the same

Hook
(Love, Letters, Lies)
(You gave me love, letters, lies)

Bridge
All the love you gave me is dying
All the letters you gave mean nothing at all

Chorus (repeat)
These letters on my wall, filled with all your love and lies
You did, after all — you used my heart as your disguise
Why’d you have to lie? Wasted all my time
Could you kiss me one more time before you go?

Pre-Chorus (repeat)
I just wanted to give you everything I had
That’s love and time that I can never think to get back
I went through the letters you gave me
I hope that they can save me, ohhh
I read every word you wrote
And the lies were too clear

Outro / Tag
(Love, Letters, Lies)
(You gave me love, letters, and lies)

Love,Letters,Lies (OUT ON ALL PLATS)

Overdub instrument at Home Recording - 9/28/2025
Performed on Yamaha DTXtreme III Drum Kit with a Yamaha M12 Percussion Drum Pad

Time just slips away  -  Vocal n Drums.wav

prod me 
i know were meant
 were meant to be
 cause girl your made for me
 made
don't want to put everything at stake
you always find some way to complain
maybe we could meet at our favorite place
its getting kinda dark outside
i wish i knew it was too late
don't know how much longer
 i can stay and wait.

bemused

blame eddie!

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