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w/humanendeavour + coldwntr

@redizesux 

Everytime I see you
It's like a kick straight to the nuts
I build up the courage
But it's just never enough

I just wanna hyu
But I can't seem to do it
Can we just fall in love
Cause im about to lose it

@humanendeavour 

Call my line
Act like we're fine
Maybe the answer is suicide
Call my bluff i dont want to die
But I can't hide the fact that I'm not alright

You say you don't deserve me
But do I deserve anyone
And no one stays just for me
They all leave when they're doing wrong x2

@coldwntr

It's hard not to adore you
When you're everywhere I go
I'd give it all for you
I'm scared your gonna say no
I try but I'm still worried
I can't help but say I'm sorry
My life's lost all its glory
Now it's another boring story

love letter

love letter w/humanendeavour + coldwntr

she’ll bite down on my neck
when she dies ill keep her head
inside my freezer again

shell… bite… down…. on me
shell… leave… town.. for me
shell… take… my heart.. from me
but she knows im okay to bleed

you look so fucking good
ill take a bite out of your heart
i dont know if i should
keep your corpse inside the dark

you look so fucking good
ill take a bite out of your heart
i dont know if i should
keep your corpse inside the dark

shell… bite… down…. on me
shell… leave… town.. for me
shell… take… my heart.. from me
but she knows im okay to bleed

you look so fucking good
ill take a bite out of your heart
i dont know if i should
keep your corpse inside the dark

she’ll bite down on my neck
when she dies ill keep her head
inside my freezer again

bite down like a vampire

el conde dracula 🍬 @sorrywemet

no one

https://soundcloud.com/marlboroblacks
https://soundcloud.com/ctrlmyheart

my dear + ctrlmyheart

boyfriend (demo)

awful

i still, hear your
laughter in my head
ringing and bleeding 
theres nothing i couldve said
your right hand
in mine
so soft your skin i feel it
baby this is acetone to break it down
so i can peel it
i want your skin to my own
you know the way im feeling
i would let you shatter my bones
i feel so fucking depleted

they talk about me
i hear them laugh, i hear them laugh
theyre sayin im just skin and bones
and they laugh
ill burn this place into a pile of ash
ill spit on everyone
and then ill go and stab all the rest

and i hate that dude, you know this
i watched you flirt in front my face
i hate the way your glowing
you make me feel so full of rage
ill kill you both in a brutal way
you tell that mother fucker that ill skin his face
ill nail his ugly ass into a fence post
and then ill tell you both that you can kiss my asshole hahhahhaaa

they talk about me
and i hear them laugh, i hear them laugh
theyre sayin im just skin and bones
and they laugh
ill burn this place into a pile of ash
ill spit on everyone
and then ill go and stab all the rest

im so 
anemic
kill me i hate this feeling
im so
depleted
and i can tell that you see it
murder my adderall 
sleep deprived 
ill kill you all cuz i wanna fall alone

#jealousbastards
ugly and shitty song, prolly gonna delete this soon frr
(restless intrumental)

skin and bones

devoid of pride,
nowhere to hide.
i hate myself,
i hate myself.
time hurts so much,
im straying further
from ironic pain:
id do it all over again.

i will be dead
before my existential dread.
i have no free will,
what is the universe’s deal.
i think too fast,
and that is why misery lasts.
if there’s a god
he is the devil in disguise.

the devil in disguise

I’m chud she’s Stacy (w) I’m gonna die alone & ifwmyglokk

Greachers

managed by @marlboroblacks

hmu for reposts

my dear + ctrlmyheart

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