who did the guitar in this bro sounds sick

this how i used to clip now i gotta do it again

( i love you ) 

ima hide my voice 
that’s how ima hide the pain yeah 
remnants of myself they keep 
spilling out the container 
and i can’t contain it yeah 
no i can’t contain it 
and this like the fifth time 
that i realized i don’t know myself 
and even if i did i cant live right 
without your help
if i can’t breathe your air 
then i don’t want it 
been thinking bout the other me 
i fuckin lost em 
and i know i can’t commit to shit 
that’s who i am yeah 
i hyperventilate when nobody’s around yeah 
and nobody’s around 
i’m better in the ground

compulsive.

~ don't mean to tether myself.. ~ 
prod. grayskies
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can't face reality 
didn't think i'd be affected by the gravity 
gotta try and break me free but it's not guaranteed
hold on to someone i don't know and yeah it's sad to see 
how'd you get attached to me?
yell through your stridency
but i don't think i could show you the bad side of me 
i guess i'll fray the ends and let go while i try to sleep
let go of someone i don't know, but now you're fighting me
try to find the irony 

i thought that i was saved 
a siren song, and i surrender to sound
you pulled me in, i caved 
and now i’m planted, stuck here in the ground 

don’t mean to tether myself
when you don’t need someone else 
yeah i’ve been going through hell, and i fell too hard
cause I’ve been rooted in you
i guess your feelings weren’t true 
i sat here watching you bloom, but i’m in the dark
cause things die before their time
but i can’t blossom into nothing when you’re stuck into mine
i dig myself when you look
i’m falling on tenderhooks,
don’t need me, wish that you would, cause i’m tearing apart

cause in reality, you’re the only thing keeping me here,
I just want to let you go, why won’t you let me disappear? 
because i’m holding on to someone I don’t know, 
do you love me like you say you do? 
cause there’s a part of me that I don’t want to show to you.
and I know it’s harder just to follow through, 
cause if I end up falling I don’t want you falling too
I’m tied to what you said, 
and I know that it don’t mean nothing to you
i’m tied down can’t get air, 
but I can’t leave cause it’ll let you down

don’t mean to tether myself
when you don’t need someone else 
yeah i’ve been going through hell, and i fell too hard
cause I’ve been rooted in you
i guess your feelings weren’t true 
i sat here watching you bloom, but i’m in the dark
cause things die before their time
but i can’t blossom into nothing when you’re stuck into mine
i dig myself when you look
i’m falling on tenderhooks,
don’t need me, wish that you would, cause i’m tearing apart

tenderhooks

tenderhooks (w. boygrim)

prod. ilytwelve 
( immernesis remix ) - abbot
i dont give a fuck
you wont understand what i want 
it's too much 
ive done lost so much 
couldn't even count em up
this shit aint new to me 
i say that truthfully 
im sick in the brain 
i feel it flow through my veins 
but that shit aint new to me 
nah that shit aint new to me

neurotic

soundcloud makes audio so bad 

consider me doubted
im out of luck 
i just wake up, produce, and write stuff
that i never use cause it's all useless
in my mind
let my brain get clouded 
and out of touch 
thinkin bout the shit that no one does
i don't need no hand 
can you just shut up? 
ill be fine

clouded

Alligator -MXJIA ReMX

prod. blank

lyrics:
i dont wanna see it, yeah
ever since my vision depleted, i've 
felt like my brain just been bleedin'
then i found you
you
then i found you
you-
then i found you
you
then i found you 
you.

purpose

lyrics :

Back then you were my
Teenage love interest in my dreams
I can't even get a sleep
Cause we seen each other's secrets

Baby i won't be gone this evening
I tell you all my feelings
Baby my heart you're one that healing
Left my scars up on the ceiling

Back then you were my
Teenage love interest in my dreams
I can't even get a sleep
Cause we seen each other's secrets

Baby i won't be gone this evening
I tell you all my feelings
Baby my heart you're one that healing
Left my scars up on the ceiling

You're the prettiest
Of the ones i know of
Yeah locked down
I'm an idiot
Keeping an eyes on road and
You can't telling me why
You pull out my heart out on the sunset
For me everynight

Back then you were my
Teenage love interest in my dreams
I can't even get a sleep
Cause we seen each other's secrets

Baby i won't be gone this evening
I tell you all my feelings
I'm stuck up on this deep end
Left my scars up on the ceiling

Back then you were my
Teenage love interest in my dreams
I can't even get a sleep
Cause we seen each other's secrets

Baby i won't be gone this evening
I tell you all my feelings
Baby my heart you're one that healing
Left my scars up on the ceiling

So what does it take
Putting my life til you hangover
I wanted to stay for another day
Hold hands on the movie like a love song
Sick and tired
It burned my heart open
It's alright
Can i get this feeling
Out inside of my mind

Oh
Baby i told you that i don't wanna die
Like yesterday
I call your phone on a dial
You fuck up my trust
Had it all you wear a crown and
And i'm drowning

Baby you were my
Teenage love interest in my dreams
I can't even get a sleep
Cause we seen each other's secrets

Baby i won't be gone this evening
I tell you all my feelings
Baby my heart you're one that healing
Left my scars up on the ceiling

Baby you were my
Teenage love interest in my dreams
I can't even get a sleep
Cause we seen each other's secrets

Baby i won't be gone this evening
I tell you all my feelings
Baby my heart you're one that healing
Left my scars up on the ceiling

flowerbush2

prod. blanx

lyrics: 
step back i'll do all the talkin
if you gave me my respect 
then i'd let you all in no stallin
don't wanna face this world
pray for me darling 
the way i feel 
dont wanna reconcile on the 
past when he left my home
i just keep making these beats
cause i feel alone 
i don't wanna do this shit anymore.

isolate

prod mix master written by me

stream everywhere else too


Lyrics:
Ooo, ooo
Oh just watch me fall apart
Oh just watch me
Ooh oh

I feel wrung out
Ive run outta energy
It was too loud
Gotta Take a step back
Embrace the fallout
Oh its probably my fault but I dont care
Anymore, mm

And i’m not tired I’m just out of it
Ive been spending most my time tryna get a grip
And I’m just worried that my parents gettin sick of it
How the fuck can I go on now?

I give up
Don’t try to fix me
My brains gone numb
You try to touch me but your kiss just kinda stung
I understand you but I feel so dumb
(I feel so fucking dumb)

So bite your tongue
I know you’ll miss me but i’m too far (gone)
Misunderstand me saying “you’re so fuckin tough!”
but I’ve already given up

I cut my teeth over my intentions I 
(Got) no sleep over my whole weekend cause you
Watch me fall apart at the seams
Is this a dream?

(What’s happening?)

(I cannot) hold myself too high
(Feel something) eating me from the insides
(Why do I?) always seem to play the bad guy
You make me the enemy just to cope in your mind

(Watchu say?)

And i’m not tired I’m just out of it
Ive been spending most my time tryna get a grip
And I’m just worried that my parents gettin sick of it
How the fuck can I go on now?

I give up
Don’t try to fix me
My brains gone numb
You try to touch me but your kiss just kinda stung
I understand you but I feel so dumb
(I feel so fucking dumb)

So bite your tongue
I know you’ll miss me but i’m too far gone
Misunderstand me saying “you’re so fuckin tough!”
but I’ve already given up

Ooo, ooo
Oh just watch me fall apart
Oh just watch me
Ooh oh
Mm

i give up lmao

"petrichor" - the distinctive, earthy smell of rain in the air — sometimes detectable before any rain has fallen.

oh i know it sounds insane 
to say 
it seems okay to 
fill your place with time 
oh 
and the days pass 
through my gaze
as i wander 
straight through the slaughter
you made
was all of it worth it now?
and i won’t accept my fate 
the weeds overgrown
but im one step away 
from the good in this place 
so hold on.

petrichor

lyrics :

baby i don't do too well with myself
cause we always want something
more than life that we choose to go
i'm not here to live for ever
i'm just taking it slow
cause i can see the future
fallin down in slow-mo

i've been wasting time
i've been wasting life and
with my tears to the ground
i can't get over what i did wrong
i'm running out of sleep
and trying to believe
to get over my head

i'll out of the scene
get me out of the screen
everyone that you see
is not like what they seem

everybody is callin
but i'm the one who keeps fallin
needed somebody to help me out
i'm all alone cause

baby i don't do too well with myself
cause we always want something
more than life that we choose to go
i'm not here to live for ever
i'm just taking it slow
cause i can see the future
fallin down in slow-mo

too late to know again

should've known better than that
no way you can change that past now
and no one else to help you out
it's only you

you're not a forgotten one
but sure you are the selfish one
i'm tryna be the one to save you

cause i don't want that stain ruining all my reputation
used to idolize we forget that they were human
can't break the same cycle again and again this is an addiction
now it turned into a habit we can't escape that

all of the sudden we were so ruthless and
thought that we learn everything that was not a lesson
all that we know is our ego and our perfection
chasing for that money and fame and competition

catch a break know that everything you've earned was fake
where was real love you asking for
but you always wanted something more

the chance in living in this earth is fucking difficult
the people that we idolized turn into criminal
they get away with many things that is a sin to know
cause all of us just need that green paper for our

lives i don't wanna be the same old person i used to be

i'm tryna be the one to save you from myself

too late to know
too late

i'm tryna be the one to save you from myself

walk away i'm trying to find new lives
for you to see the truth oh
it's not the end it's just a path to find your soul
you had enough you always wanted something more
creating enemies that you used to adore

cause i don't want that stain ruining all my reputation
used to idolize we forget that they were human
can't break the same cycle again and again this is an addiction
now it turned into a habit we can't escape that

all of the sudden we were so ruthless and
thought that we learn everything that was not a lesson
all that we know is our ego and our perfection
chasing for that money and fame and competition

i just wanted you to choose your way to me
in a moment you'll be facing my reality
in a second you'll be losing your sanity

take me out of this place

isolate

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