fuck you 
you don't even know me 
i can't breathe 
i drown in mistakes 
i don't even know my name 
anymore

blank.

( i love you ) 

ima hide my voice 
that’s how ima hide the pain yeah 
remnants of myself they keep 
spilling out the container 
and i can’t contain it yeah 
no i can’t contain it 
and this like the fifth time 
that i realized i don’t know myself 
and even if i did i cant live right 
without your help
if i can’t breathe your air 
then i don’t want it 
been thinking bout the other me 
i fuckin lost em 
and i know i can’t commit to shit 
that’s who i am yeah 
i hyperventilate when nobody’s around yeah 
and nobody’s around 
i’m better in the ground

compulsive.

( i love you ) 

on my own
i don't need people to talk to
i do this shit by my lone
its not the same as before no
but im not alone 
i got people hittin up my phone
and they all talkin like they fuckin know
yea but they don't fuckin know
heart on my sleeve with your hand on my shoulder
and its getting colder 
everyday they just tell me to suck it up
and i cant control it
everyday i just think to myself 
i dont wanna fuck it up
wanna be friends well you're out of luck 
and i know that i'm never gonna be enough
so i fuck up my my life 
i hate myself sometimes i wanna die 
i dont wanna fuck it up
wanna be friends well you're out of luck 
and i know that i'm never gonna be enough
so i fuck up my my life 
i hate myself sometimes i wanna-

lone.

prod. ilytwelve 
(do you love me?)

so i'll do it alone 
i don't need a hand 
you could put that on my stone
fuck it you don't need a man yeah
i say that's cool
i'll hold it all back 
that convenient for you?
you-
that convenient for you?
i'll say it 2 times 
i won't hang onto you
and i wont think twice 
i won't cater for you 
im a hater for you 
to tell you the truth 
that convenient for you?
i'll say it 2 times 
i won't hang onto you
and i wont think twice 
i won't cater for you 
im a hater for you 
to tell you the truth

convenient

soundcloud makes audio so bad 

consider me doubted
im out of luck 
i just wake up, produce, and write stuff
that i never use cause it's all useless
in my mind
let my brain get clouded 
and out of touch 
thinkin bout the shit that no one does
i don't need no hand 
can you just shut up? 
ill be fine

clouded

blankence

prod. blank

lyrics:
i dont wanna see it, yeah
ever since my vision depleted, i've 
felt like my brain just been bleedin'
then i found you
you
then i found you
you-
then i found you
you
then i found you 
you.

purpose

prod. blanx

lyrics: 
step back i'll do all the talkin
if you gave me my respect 
then i'd let you all in no stallin
don't wanna face this world
pray for me darling 
the way i feel 
dont wanna reconcile on the 
past when he left my home
i just keep making these beats
cause i feel alone 
i don't wanna do this shit anymore.

isolate

prod mix master written by me

stream everywhere else too


Lyrics:
Ooo, ooo
Oh just watch me fall apart
Oh just watch me
Ooh oh

I feel wrung out
Ive run outta energy
It was too loud
Gotta Take a step back
Embrace the fallout
Oh its probably my fault but I dont care
Anymore, mm

And i’m not tired I’m just out of it
Ive been spending most my time tryna get a grip
And I’m just worried that my parents gettin sick of it
How the fuck can I go on now?

I give up
Don’t try to fix me
My brains gone numb
You try to touch me but your kiss just kinda stung
I understand you but I feel so dumb
(I feel so fucking dumb)

So bite your tongue
I know you’ll miss me but i’m too far (gone)
Misunderstand me saying “you’re so fuckin tough!”
but I’ve already given up

I cut my teeth over my intentions I 
(Got) no sleep over my whole weekend cause you
Watch me fall apart at the seams
Is this a dream?

(What’s happening?)

(I cannot) hold myself too high
(Feel something) eating me from the insides
(Why do I?) always seem to play the bad guy
You make me the enemy just to cope in your mind

(Watchu say?)

And i’m not tired I’m just out of it
Ive been spending most my time tryna get a grip
And I’m just worried that my parents gettin sick of it
How the fuck can I go on now?

I give up
Don’t try to fix me
My brains gone numb
You try to touch me but your kiss just kinda stung
I understand you but I feel so dumb
(I feel so fucking dumb)

So bite your tongue
I know you’ll miss me but i’m too far gone
Misunderstand me saying “you’re so fuckin tough!”
but I’ve already given up

Ooo, ooo
Oh just watch me fall apart
Oh just watch me
Ooh oh
Mm

i give up lmao

fun corefish wall of sound 
smth a little different, just kinda made for fun :3

𝗹𝘆𝗿𝗶𝗰𝘀:


i try to be useless 
don't stare at the nuisance 
i keep falling back
but the track 
isn't fruitless 
i ran through the tulips
couldn't tomb my amusement 
guess i'm folding in two
discretion gone with the movement 

through it cause i'm lucid, and
took a long good look at the place i moved in 
and i knew it 
never wanted to show my face in a room 
cook a tune 
my fate was feeling loose
think this shit could be a test, man
fuck my life i don't wanna play the rest 
think i lost my 

mind in a suit and tie 
didn't know the tide went south 
i was stupefied 
everything inside was out
now the stupid guy 
playing with a mic is out  
could get scrutinized
every nook and dime was dealt 



𝗶𝗻𝗰𝗿𝗲𝗱𝗶𝗯𝗹𝘆 𝗶𝗻𝘀𝗽𝗶𝗿𝗲𝗱 𝗯𝘆: 𝘁𝗵𝗮𝘁𝗰𝗵𝗲𝗿𝗯𝗹𝗮𝗰𝗸𝘄𝗼𝗼𝗱 𝗮𝗻𝗱 𝗯𝗹𝗶𝘀𝘀𝗼𝗺

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