Balance

White bitch white bitch . 

Broke nigga(s)
Dead parents 
Nigga poor hanging out with crack heads now
Seeking shelter in apt 235 when he banned from the property lol … it’s a black bitch with ass and titties she mad cuz her nigga don’t fuck her ever day and she wanna piss me off my nigga REALLY wanna piss me off .or he’s just lowkey admitting that he can’t work with me bc im white …which is really cool but…
Really?? The black lady across the hall fro me??? Come on dude… ass titties pussy ??? Car??? That I don’t have ? Money ??? Black skin … I mean idk nigga 
I haven’t asked help from anybody else black or even white … 
He banned for hitting me beating me up. 
Other wise Jessica wouldn’t care and say he can do whatever tf he want when ummmm no he can’t. 
Cuz she getting onto me for having a nigga at my house in the first place she say niggas need to be with niggas blah blah blah whatever her and her man team be saying to me or making “jokes” about. 
Control 
Manipulation 
My baby my first born is taken by cps 
Cuz black women are concerned about our relationship 
One balck lady recently threatened to kill me 
Her friend hit me on the shoulder pretty hard in the  stair well 
Her other friend called me pretending to be some sort of therapist 
And her herself is fucking my nigga from time to time 
Always having something slick to say to me in the stairwell. 
She also has her own nigga 
So it’s really weird . 
4 cars 
A lot of children 
Alot of help

My nigga pays for nothing 
He can’t even pick me up cuz he has no car 
He has no place to stay 
He has no job 
Somehow his sister had a baby shower 
Buuut they’re poor????….. or just black and racist 

I haven’t gotten anything nice or anything it’s crazy yall….


I was going fine I guess 
Switched jobs it was lower paying … 
So money not that good. 
Then I got pregnant 
Then I got fired for being pregnant 
Wrongful termination 
Nobody else will hire me 
Lost all my savings 
Annually raised rent and electricity so unaffordable
Can’t gain my savings back 
now my baby taken by cps 
I have no car 
They telling me to get a job 
Like no duh no need to tell me that ! 
I did 
The boss assaulted  me on my 4th day of work 
I signed up for FMLA. 
Been sitting here waiting 
Nothing good is happening . 
Black people attacking me 
Being mean and rude 
Nigga can’t help me with shit. 
Really refusing.


I ended up with a nigga that don’t got no family 
No way


Jessica is treating me like I dye my hair for fun 
Now she say she treating me above my standards 
Idk what her issue or logic is but as a property manager outside my window she is the ugliest evil bitch I ever met.i follow rules but i honestly see no real difference or reward in following the rules at this point … idk how much they think they pay a cashier in order to live and have a life. Idk how much of a minimalist I need to be but I don’t want to be a minimalist… I like shopping. Everything cost this is a low income apartment why is it so expensive to live here these walls are paper thin there’s no possible way this place is so dirty. 


IRS?
LOCAL BUSINESSES 
LOCAL SCHOOLS
NEIGHBORS 
BLACK WOMEN LIVING NEXT DOOR WITH A STD
PEOPLE WITH A CAR DRIVING THAT SHOULDN’T BE
OFFICE PROPERTY MANAGER 
MAITNANCE team????
COURT HOUSE 
FIRE STATION NEXT DOOR 
POLICE STATION NEXT DOOR


I love me 
I don’t wanna be black. 
But sometimes I wonder … 
If I was black would me and a migga have better luck in being and staying together and communicating 
Cuz this nigga is saying he on some black king shit 
And he ain’t acting like no black king. 
Maybe it’s my white family saying I owe them money and how dare I try to have a happy good life with a nigga when I owe them money … how I owe them money ? And if I do ain’t nobody tell me ??? 
Anyways … 

Life is not fair 
Want in one hand shit in the other see which one gets full faster 
Be respectful 
Listen 
Too bad too sad 
do you want a spanking
Do you need to go into timeout 
Do you need your phone taken

Balance

Blau61