回心转意

“Better on my own……”

Better on my own 
Only in this way can help me breathe
Better on my own 
Only in this way can make me calm 
Better on my own 
Only in this way can help me breathe 
Better on my own
Only in this way I won’t fuck up 

一個人享受 
像是孤單的高手
Alone for too long
我我我自由感受
I’m not worried about being late
Buy myself happiness
I don’t know how you look past
Suddenly everything changes
Better on my own 
Only in this way can help me breathe 
Better on my own
Only in this way can make me calm
Better on my own
Only in this way can help me breathe 
Better on my own 
Only in this way I won’t fuck up 

沒有誰撕下了那些頁 
隨時間模糊掉的感覺 
回憶起美好像是昨天
享夜抽一根如此悠閒 

Better on my own 
Only in this way can help me breathe 
Better on my own 
Only in this way can make me calm 
Better on my own
Only in this way can help me breathe
Better on my own
Only in this way I won’t fuck up

Better On My Own(prod.Drogas)

@tomiraa
https://soundcloud.com/blazedini https://soundcloud.com/wwenszy https://soundcloud.com/byhm

mixed and mastered by
https://soundcloud.com/wwenszy & me

produced by https://soundcloud.com/youngkimj

你我的 ft. wenszy, blazedini & beth (prod. kimj)

[luv4tear]
i told u a lot of bout me
no matter 不會再見
i hold that misery story 
心撕裂pls bury me
i know u wanna touch me 
im so scared 我太醜陋
dnt want u繼續深究
dnt hit me up on lately

[Evoker]
restart and start 無限重複
I gonna control myself 
we deep in pain又再次反覆
this time i trip in pain
rainy as the song 
it’s reminding pop that pill
I hope it last so long
reality it’s joke for me

[u.Ukw]
will u be the last one 4w/me
i dnt feel well i cnt fix it
destroy me in the fkin midnight 
bitch dnt tryna fk w/me when i sober / its over 
dnt act like clever 
u r the fkin loser 
u lost ur mind呢場遊戲繼續互相廝殺
i dnt rlly wanna hurt 其實被我一早碾壓
u already 一早封殺
i hope i nvr wake up 

我不想再次醒覺
願望仲未能達到
痛覺麻痹我冇咗知覺
they cnt be perfect 
i still stuck in my way 
佢要將我靈魂撕碎
我已身沾紅塵誰救贖繼續犯罪
u js telling me我應該要點樣卸下
絕望的掙扎i js wanna see ur face again 
u said we js a frd we sld talk about w/o luv
沉淪/沉沒喺nothingness wrld
silence made me isolated

Twining Issues+Evoker

專屬小貓

@blazedini
在原地還等留着你
還捉不到你的心
眼淚消耗我們的愛情
心裏閃過你說過的秘密
煙霧彌漫變得模糊
你不停沉默
我的屍體血肉模糊
我們拉扯太多
我們
一起想過的未來
一起承諾till we die
發現最後我也離不開

精準傷害着我的心
密室空間封鎖自己
精準傷害着我的心
讀出我們隱藏的秘密

@k1rarisya
你知道你藏著多少
忘記愛的證據
你又讓我感到冰冷
(u make me feel so cold…)
我的傷痛都被你軀體化
還想替我去體會？
我再問你一次
why r u hurting me?
因為你不再愛我？
將我關在房間裡
成為你的玩物
說愛我
take me to hell and then...

prod by 1vansolo @user-580544318

claustrophobic/幽 +risya (1vansolo)

prod @miomagurodesu

まじうるさい bch
你繼續講大道裡
我哪裡都不想去
你說的話不想聽
live in 2020
sippin covid-19
最好待在家裡
最好別再出去

別再勸我
我早已經受夠
別來一直打擾我
你在我眼中沒有用
plzz dnt talk
connect my PC i dnt have time
dnt like ur post 
fit fake number(n)ine 

@mhnq
アニメをみる見るじかん時間だ
drink cola and waste my time
 もう寝る時間だ  
邪魔しないで  its my life
i love u 
my bed i love u
i love u
love u 意味などないから
Tell me what's wrong with my discomfort
誰のためにも泣かない
I won't choose to be with you
いつも一人でいるところにいる
いつも一人で自分と話す
いつも一人 いつも一人
いつも一人で慣れて

有點吵 + palefire (miomaguro)

prod. @yashio20k
feat. @youshao @oddpupil

@palefire
tell me，what you are doing right now
I won't feel alright until tears will fall to the ground
Dont make excuses and face ur own heart
Dont trust me i dont want to get hurt again
tell me，what you are doing right now
I won't feel alright until tears will fall to the ground
As soon as I saw that the coordinates were your address
泣かないでI forced my heart to calm down
@youshao
u better hold me
我不想再被当空气
我难过时请你要抱紧我
伤人的话我们别再说
5o 5o 不想再痛 有话好说
你怎么又在他的身边
我止不住猜想
尝试让事情变随便
这感觉危险 到底要怎么办
感觉你一点不亏欠
爱说不出来
不清楚这是不是爱
不想要再猜
剩我一人原地徘徊
@oddpupil
是我有所忽略…
I can not forget…
不想要說再見…
cuz made for each other…
三言兩語仍不及彼此的思念
不想忘記 想再一次的面對面
我們緊緊的相依 別就此分別
抱緊我 我說的永遠就是永遠
還記得每一個瞬間
總是想要再靠近一點
拜託再卸下一次防備
just tell me
我會在妳身邊
是永遠


Miss w/youshao+oddpupil(yashio)

Hey, its risya :3
I just wanted to say I really miss u...
If u hear this song, pls let me know QQ
I just wanna tell.. I just wanna tell u... 

#愛我多一天

yeah im so shy.. 不敢說我愛你
baby you're so adorable like miffy
could u love me 2?
Im so worried about this...
現在就想找你 因為我…
I like u but u know it's been a long time..
好想和你說說話 但我害怕
能不能 rn... say u love me
沒太多時間能浪費
Baby 我真的好想擁有你
趁著你將我的心融化之前
只要你 說 愛我
時間 蔓延 讓我…
就著了魔…

umm... okay?
It's a little embarrassing, right? ><
…but I'll be waiting for ur reply :3

love me

lyrics:

@youshao
都怪我自己想太多
(It’s all my fault for overthinking)
謊言又接著說
(I keep telling more lies)
我知道我再努力跑也抵達不到終點
(I know no matter how hard I run, I’ll never reach the finish line)
要怎樣才足夠
(What will ever be enough?)
填滿我心裡的洞
(To fill the hole inside my heart)
沒有人在
(There’s no one here)
我自己一人在房間里重復幾遍
(I’m alone in my room, repeating it over and over)
思念存在每一天
(Longing exists every single day)
我從來沒期望過有人能夠理解
(I never expected anyone to understand)
在我的世界沒有英雄
(In my world, there are no heroes)
只好怪我想太多 想太多
(I can only blame myself for thinking too much, too much)
young asian mind
越來越搞不懂我的人是在哪
(I’m getting more and more confused about where my people are)
我變成一個路痴 迷失在腦海
(I’ve become a lost traveler, wandering in my own mind)
好多故事在 提醒我要保持善良
(So many stories remind me to stay kind)
打亂的牌 腦海裡瞬間變戰場
(Shuffled cards, my mind instantly turns into a battlefield)
就是你說的愛
(This so-called love you spoke of)
傷害深 痛苦也漫長
(Cuts deep, with pain that drags on endlessly)
想裝作不理睬
(I try to pretend I don’t care)
回憶卻逐漸在綻放
(But memories keep blooming)
給我指個方向
(Please show me the way)

@miomagurodesu
誰にも言えない本当の事
(Things I can’t tell anyone, the real truth)
全て言葉にできたなら
(If only I could put everything into words)
永遠に消えないね
(Then it would never disappear)
いつまでも縛られる思い出
(Memories that will bind me forever)
明日が来なければいいのにね
(I wish tomorrow would never come)
うそを積み重ねてなんかいめ？
(How many times have I piled up lies?)
今はただ wanna feeling alive and breathing
(Right now I just wanna feel alive and breathing)
けど離れていくこの現実
(But reality keeps drifting away from me)
どうしようもないけど僕ら生きていく
(There’s nothing we can do, but still, we go on living)

overthinking - youshao + miomaguro (miomaguro, nightiger)

[Verse 1]
I’ve been searching, looking far and wide,
But no one ever felt right inside.
Every smile, every touch, every way you move,
Shows me a love that’s impossible to prove.

The world may try to imitate,
But nothing else can duplicate.
Every heartbeat syncs with mine,
Baby, our love’s one of a kind.

[Pre-Chorus]
No one else could make me feel this way,
No shadow of doubt, no shades of gray.
Chemistry blazing, the stars above,
You’re my one, my only love.

[Chorus]
Can’t compare you to any other,
You’re my heart, my soul, my lover.
Every touch, every kiss, every glance,
Shows the world our perfect dance.
No shadow, no fear, no other could do,
Everything’s brighter when it’s me & you.
Can’t compare you to any other,
Forever, baby, you’re my wonder.

[Verse 2]
I’ve seen the smiles, I’ve heard the lies,
But nothing else could match your eyes.
The way you laugh, the way you care,
The way you’re always already there.

Every challenge, every night,
Your love turns wrongs into right.
No force, no world, no heart apart,
Could ever match the pull of our hearts.

[Pre-Chorus]
No one else could make me feel this way,
No shadow of doubt, no shades of gray.
Chemistry blazing, the stars above,
You’re my one, my only love.

[Chorus]
Can’t compare you to any other,
You’re my heart, my soul, my lover.
Every touch, every kiss, every glance,
Shows the world our perfect dance.
No shadow, no fear, no other could do,
Everything’s brighter when it’s me & you.
Can’t compare you to any other,
Forever, baby, you’re my wonder.

[Bridge]
Through every storm, through every fight,
You’re my anchor, my guiding light.
No one else could take your place,
In my heart, you set the pace.

[Chorus]
Can’t compare you to any other,
You’re my heart, my soul, my lover.
Every touch, every kiss, every glance,
Shows the world our perfect dance.
No shadow, no fear, no other could do,
Everything’s brighter when it’s me & you.
Can’t compare you to any other,
Forever, baby, you’re my wonder.

[Outro]
Yeah… can’t compare you to any other,
You’re the only one, my lover, my lover.

claustrophobic/幽 +risya (1vansolo)

Blazedini