written & performed by fxckjamie and gashum
produced by fxckjamie
cover art by acruxgod


[FXCKJAMiE]
Fucked up in the back 
And I’m sipping on jack 
white bitch throw it back
And her ass real fat 

doing drugs til im blacked 
Snorting coke by the stack 
Then we buy it all back

never not smoking dope
Lungs blacker than coal
Still I already know 
Imma die slow aye aye
I’ma die slow

[GASHUM]
You fuckin with my faculty 
imma clap back so rapidly 
undoubtedly you bout to be bleeding out 
what a tragedy
i don't need no medicine 
eat u up like some venison 
my head again is
pounding and screaming my thoughts are setting in uh
FUCK
I NEED HELP
I CANT TALK TO NO ONE ELSE
FUCK A HOE
I DONT KNOW
IF ILL BE ALIVE TOMORROW

[FXCKJAMiE]
Fucked up in the back 
And I’m sipping on jack 
white bitch throw it back
And her ass real fat 

doing drugs til im blacked 
Snorting coke by the stack 
Then we buy it all back

never not smoking dope
Lungs blacker than coal
Still I already know 
Imma die slow aye aye
I’ma die slow

[GASHUM]
wait me and jamie steady fuckin up this beat
you know we on another level that you’ll never ever reach 
you’re a leech
tear you open w my teeth
you gon leak
get the fuck up off my dick and copy someone else’s things

(Oh my god)

leave me alone
downing the bottle im moving real slow
takin your hoe
fucking her slow
then one i’m all done i’ll be sending her home aye

[SLOWED OUTRO]

IN THE BACK (FEAT. GASHUM) [PROD. FXCKJAMiE]

DEVOUR MY DEMONS (PROD.LXNTIL) (MIX.ARAGOTH)

eat shit and die







99.ZED  https://soundcloud.com/lilsherm187

MOSSBACK  https://soundcloud.com/user-950619390

GRIM SALVO  https://soundcloud.com/grim_salvo

187 COLLECTIVE  https://soundcloud.com/seppuku187


abandon all hope


https://music.apple.com/us/album/abandon-all-hope/1712333938
https://music.amazon.com/albums/B0CL7N64X7
https://open.spotify.com/album/2OCdBpXcwLWSUQMi4mL0xh

abandon all hope

The Balance Of Life (Ft. MOSSBACK) @99ZED

prod. by sapjer
written/performed by 4ria 

lyrics
Wishes that I dream, plenty fishes in the sea
But I’ve been too busy stranded on the land of make believe 
I’ve been living with disease and these silly little things 
That turn me into a bitter and little fucking fiend 
Little do they know, nothing is ever what it seems 
The trouble that withholds my vision, ripping through the scene 
No lover I could hold
Let alone get with in between my struggles and my soul
And this fickle, crippling scheme 
I’d simply hope for the best every moment i recede 
Soak myself in your hex and approach these woes with a clean game plan 
Like it’s routine while I stand on my hopes and float off a bean 
Wrote this shit like I sculpted marble into a marvel superhero ensemble 
It sparkles and gleams 
Bars are sharp and cleaner than bar soap 
To harp on the themes of this darkness 
Hit the mark like a dart for this art to be seen 
I could harness my catharsis at a startling speed 
Every past job I had lost 
Had an impact
In fact, to bear away the bell ‘till I was shell shocked 
Until I just felt like I was Pavlov’s dog 
Dragged through withdrawals and became a fucking whack job 

It’s too late for me, take from me 
All I’ve ever had was a taste of brief love until the evening wrath 
And shit, I even crashed 
Off a bean
It’s no surprise my life’s got zigs and zags 
There may be beauty in the madness, but never peace in perceiving that 
I feel inept, but nonetheless I must suppress 
Despite the fact that I’ve been feeling trapped 
L-L-Layers I’m peeling back 
Displays a revealing path
I’ve been speeding past with a sleeping bag 

P-P=Pick up
Trying to find a sign, there’s only hiccups 
In between the lines and the grime, so I dig up 
Pieces of the puzzle ‘till I fill up 
The void, I’ve been inclined to this enigma ‘till the jigs up 

I’m too hopeful till I’m hopeless 
I indulge to cope within the world 
In a sense, I’m a poet 
With the proponents of spoken word
Slowly divulge this repulsive formula 
Hold it up my cornea 
Wrote a colloquial storm to pour this grudge 
Pure bliss that strikes more chords than orchestras 
I’m warning ya that I’m still warming up 
At my boiling point and I still don’t feel warm enough 
Here’s some food for thought that I oughta scarf once my orders up 
In order to see a glass half full with a quarter cup
Forming hoards of songs with these tortured thoughts that were born from loss  
And the more I sought a pure resolve 
I turned to slaw and splurged on wants and needs into a cauldron of my burning flaws 
Stall till the curtains draw 
Fallen
It don’t make a difference if you give in, I’ve been calling 
Out your name to drown the pain, a victim of the solemn 
Mounted shame amounts to change to bring in till I’m ballin’
Bound to fame, about the game 
I’m killing till I’m crawlin’ 
Count the ways I’ll pounce and fade 
These feelings till I’m all in 
Boundless faith may balance days 
I’ll dribble to my coffin 
Scribbling these rhythms ‘till my vision is appalling  
Sprawling, prone to no belonging 

It’s too late for me, take from me 
All I’ve ever had was a taste of brief love until the evening wrath 
And shit, I even crashed 
Off a bean
It’s no surprise if I die any second by design 

P-P-Pick up
Trying to find a sign, there’s only hiccups 
In between the lines and the grime, so I dig up 
Pieces of the puzzle ’till I fill up the void
I’ve been inclined to this enigma ’till the motherfuckin’ jigs up (X2)

L-L-Live up
To the fucking standards that they give ya
Spit up 
Another fucking tantrum ‘till I give up 
B-B-Big ups 
To the fucking manic man 
Only feel the panic when I’m standing face to face with the camera man

MANIC MAN

written / performed by @blckbrds
produced by @aragoth_die
engineered by @tumaggz

MATRYOSHKA

FOLLOW ME @33DELIRIUM
mastered by @dozydoe

KICKING BUCKETS!

produced by @veinnnn
written & performed by @blckbrds x @nikko-nrg
engineered by @tumaggz x Veinn

CROWS DON'T FORGET

Blckbrd x NIKKO - CROWS DON'T FORGET

written / performed by @blckbrds
prod. 99zed & Zepelin
engineered by @tumaggz

GUT KNOT

written & performed by fxckjamie
produced by fxckjamie
cover art by aragoth

[Lyrics]

Bitch I woke up with a blood stain 
not a recollection of the last couple days but I hit the blunt and keep it stepping 
walk up on me, who you checking 
Try me im a lethal weapon 
Gone with dignity, that’s not the type of death you getting 

Not a motherfucker wanna try me here tonight
Everybody pussy all bark no bite
You don’t wanna see me when I’m looking for a fight 
Pull up with killers and we killing on sight 

Dead pan face yeah I live with no soul 
Shout out my gang know they always on patrol
if I got the gat 
Know I’m done with all chat 
and Im finally boutta lose all control 

I still hear them talking shit but only behind my back 
Cuz When I step into the spot I watch them put on an act 
But I can see through all deception i can’t get passed a fact 
Im always several steps ahead I Don’t leave room to react 

Jamie with a k and I pull up ripping
Bringing out my dead got next day shipping
Make em all panic get whole squad dipping
Snake in the grass only blood that I’m sipping (x2)

wouldn’t be caught in no coffin 
None of my reign will be stopping
I’ll be in the dirt when I break out my curse and all of the bodies stop dropping 
But that won’t ever happen
I hear the devil laughing 
I fight his wishes everyday 
I’m on the brink of snapping 

Not a motherfucker wanna try me here tonight
Everybody pussy all bark and no bite
You don’t wanna see me when I’m looking for fight 
Pull up with killers and we killing on sight 

Dead pan face yeah I live with no soul 
Shout out my gang know they always on patrol
if I got the gat then 
I’m done with all the chat 
and Im finally boutta lose all control (x2)

BELLIGERENT [PROD. FXCKJAMiE]

GRIEVE

A Death Note lyrical theme, twisted to suit the usual deathly SHUSH vibe with a hard Japanese style beat 🤫

Blckbrd x NIKKO - CROWS DON'T FORGET

blckbrd.