Prod. by Biv

Day in and day out, why
Didn't it find out, lies
Treated me so much, like
Cuts from the old lord, I
Bled till they sober, time
Putting the fallen, high
Wandering closed in, side
Been in it's stolen, eyes

I can back up everything I said
I should put it all back with the rest
And it ain't fun when it's clawing at my bed
There's no lungs when it starts and it ends
I'm the worst one to talk for the dead
And it's in love with the space in my head
And it's the face that they're burning in again
They never tell me what's buried in the red

Wake up, they don't need much
I don't fall, but it felt so
But if I wanna talk, then I'll act up
But if I wanna talk, then I'll act up

Paint the soft tone when I climb
Find my way out if I try
Get me out lord, Mama hide
Innocent gone, I'll be fine

Day in and day out, why
Didn't it find out, lies
Treated me such, like
Cuts from old lord, I
Bled till they sober, time
Putting the fallen, high
Wandering closed in, side
Been in it's stolen, eyes

The Old Lord

You can try to burn me if you can
You wanna know what's in my head?
I can't bury myself again
You can't be the soul that claims the damned 

I've already lost all my trust
How can I rebuild it, my love?
I don't know what I'm doing, I'm fucked
Help me free the dead from my lust 

I lost myself, I wanna find
I just can't be this way
Give me time, I need to know
That I can be the same

I lost myself, I wanna find
I just can't be this way

Darling can I face the flames
Like I'm needing to?
Or will I burn out with the rest?
I fucking hate the truth 

My thoughts just circle in the sand
Am I finished with you yet?
Don't wanna write another song for you
So get out of my head

Get out of my head
Get out of my head

Be Still

evanesce2

LIVE BASS BY NATE THOMAS
FIRST VERSE @checksnbalances

CHECKS:

ISOLATED CANT FEEL A THING

SEE NO ONE NO WHERE I'M SUFFERING

I'M SOMEONE WHO CANNOT COPE

ALSO THE ONE YOU DON'T KNOW

SAW ME THROUGH THE WINDOW

DISREGARD ME, WHAT DO I KNOW

SAW HER THROUGH THE PANE

LEFT ME IN THE RAIN

BLCKK: 

I WONT SINK AGAIN I CANT TALK TO YOU ABOUT ANYTHING ANYMORE

AND PAST EVERYTHING I’VE DONE WHEN MY DOOR WONT OPEN LET ME GO

CAUSE I WANTED THIS LIKE YOU WANTED ME TO CHANGE

IM SO FUCKING LOW

IM SO FUCKING LOW

AND BRING THE BOTTLE TO BED
SO I CAN PASS THE FUCK OUT AND FEEL WORSE ABOUT MYSELF

CAUSE I DON’T KNOW HOW I’M SUPPOSED TO FUCKING COPE AND I’M SO FAR GONE I WON’T BE HERE LONG

AND ALL THE LETTERS THAT WROTE FOR ME AND TOLD ME I COULD FUCK AROUND AND DIE FOR ALL YOU CARED

WELL AT LEAST I CARED

AT LEAST I CARED

LOW [FEAT. CHECKS & NATE THOMAS]

I been upset,
Cleanin' up your fuckin' mess,
Keep my head check,
Keep it up, I'm almost dead,

I been hurt, spent,
Killing what they owe me dead,
Go and keep it then,
I don't wanna live with it,

When you put that on my mind,
Blessings found places to hide,
I'll give you all of my pride,
I teach you all of my kind,

Will we leave at all?
Buried and cold as I

Go,
Whatever you know,
I can't fall,
Keep me with the sold,
I can't fall
I can't live at all,
I can't live at all,

I been upset,
Pullin out my guts, yet,
I can feel your dead,
I'ma kill it someday

I can't live with them,
Barely can pretend, yet,
I'ma lose it quick,
Keep it in my head in check,

When you put that on my mind,
Blessings found places to hide,
I'll give you all of my pride,
I teach you all of my kind,

I Understand

I'dRatherBeDead

Blue

THANK YOU NATE THOMAS, JULIA ADDE, JULIAN AUGUST, LIL CUBENSIS, BRUHMANEGOD, BIV, CHECKS, AND LIL DARKIE FOR HELPING MAKE THIS PROJECT WHAT IT IS. 

ENJOY.