✖‿✖ SPIDER!

(⁄ ⁄•⁄ω⁄•⁄ ⁄)⁄ HARD!

lyrics:
misunderstanding running rampant
i can see it in your eyes
vision tainted by the lies of every man
banana pie
so sweet and soft 
never enough
im left with crumbs, i have to buy
more of it to satisfy my craving 
climb a ladder

im on the edge
of the world
hang my feet off of the side
no one really wants to die alone
but some of us will try
for this life we dont apply
just appear one day for why?
cover up your pain get high enough
to spread your wings and fly

it’s okay to cry
my sweet banana pie
it’s okay to cry
my sweet banana 

yes i am strong deep inside
but i haven’t always known
guess it’s safe inside my home
and i despise this fucking phone

tell me act like i am grown
tell me care for what i own
if I’ve got to give it back to 
someone this life is a loan

this life is a loan
this life is a loan
this life is alone
honey chin up and be strong 
baby this life is alone

and you don’t need banana pie

banana pie (prod. tsuyunoshi)

SLUTS WIT NUTS (FT. MADJAX) (PROD. CRMSYN)

Verse Order:
@chach404
@wido123456789
@p4rkr
@sanriorose
@midwxst
@1kurtains
@1glaive
@blackwinterwells
@braxtonknight
@zootzie
@lilkiteshawty
@kggn
@shadowkingkillz
@saturn27

PROD: @4ambhx

RED W/ SLOWSILVER03, NOVAGANG, GOONNCITY, & MIDNIGHT SOCIETY (PROD. 4AM)

OI CUNT
WHAT’S DOIN 

I’M AN AUSSIE
DRINKING PISSING OUT BACK
BROUGHT STRAIGHT FROM BRITANNIA 
DRY LIKE IRAQ
NOW YOU DONE IT
YOU DONE MADE ME UPSET 

OI
WHAT’S THE JOHN DORY 
WITH YOUR COUNTRY I BET
YOU’RE A SAVAGE
EATING PUPPIES AND CATS
THAT’S UCKED 
MOTHER FUCKER
RANK BOGAN
I SLAP

CUNT 
MY CENNELINK AINT CAME THRU
SHE’LL BE RIGHT BY TOMORROW
IM BASHING THIS ROO

GOONSACK
CHUGGING AT THE DOOF AND THAT’S TRUTH

SAT ON THE DUNNY MAKING RUBBISH
THAT’S POO

DEAD SET
COULD I BUM A DART MATE

OUT OF DOSH 
I GOT VEGEMITE SAT ON MY PLATE

MONDAY TO FRIDAY
USED TO BE THE BUSH BUT NOW THERE’S A HIGHWAY

OI

STAUNCHED UP
WHY YOU LOOK AT ME SIDEWAYS

OI THERE GANGA
IMMA TAKE YOU BACK TO MY PLACE

THE BOTTLE’O’S CLOSED I’M SPEWING 

SPILLED A SCHOONER ON MY TRACKIES
NOW THEY ALL RUINED

DUMB BLOKE
BUT I STAY UP IN THE SUN HOE
FUCK OATH
GOT MY SNAG STUCK UP IN HER GUT THOUGH

BOOF HEAD
YOU COMPLAINING WHEN THE TRUTH SAID
EVERYTHING YOU REPRESENT, PUTRID

PUNCHING BILLIES PULLING CONES
SMOKE INSIDE MY DOME
SIGNAL SHIT FROM MY VODAFONE

(SOLSA MONOLOGUE)

AUSSIE (PROD. SOLSA)

[new album when?]]

Verse1:
21st Birthday
Sing it in the worst way
Hikikomori
Mentally 30
My time is fading (yea)
Soul is waning (yea)
Feeling mainy (yea)
Foggy Cranium
My younger self would hate the person that ive become
Losing rhythm, can't find the beat to my own drum
This world ain't for me, or maybe I don't wanna grow up
But what's growing up? Cause I don't wanna have my soul crushed.

Verse2:
I want to live a life outside this system
Travel to a world outside the solar system
& dance to my rhythm

Verse3:
Still fucked up in the head
Try to make folks accept me
Even if they don't care about me
Maybe it's cause I don't care myself
Wanna be ignored to dig deeper in the well
In The Well
IN THE WELL
In the fucking well I just drown myself in despair
Look at the world the it's so far from here
I'm sinking in my own
Can't climb the walls
It is getting darker
There are no walls
See the lights spotters
In my own thoughts
Cannot move, I'm faltered.

Verse4:
21st Birthday
Sing it in the worst way
Hikikomori
Mentally 30
(repeated)

Verse5:
I'm not special
& No one really is
And the glass half empty 
Pessimistic little bitch
Always feel so envy
Towards every human
Don't wanna feel this empty
And prolonged sadness
What's the point of working
If it leads to nothin
What's the point of something
If there's no fulfillment
Why is life important if I didn't choose it
There's no point of living here if you cannot move it
Move the world, change the world
I can do that in this viddy game, save the world
Get the girl
Live a life, of peace & adventuring
Make a mistake, can go back to where it saved me
"Speaking of saving"

Checkpoint:
21 years old. I feel like I've wasted the past 4-5 years of my life & there's always this feeling that everything I have now will soon be gone. I've been making music for the past 5 years, and I still don't know at times if this is what I want to do. I feel like I'll just be forgotten in the next few years. people and friends I have now will soon just forget about me. I feel like I can't even form good connections with people because I'm in my head too much. somedays I just wake up and the day is already over. I feel trapped in life, and don't know what to do. somedays I just want to end it all but tell myself things will get better. I just don't want to live a life of misery. I can't really open up to people about how I honestly feel a lot of the time cause I think I'll just end up being a type of burden to them. so I'm just expressing stuff here. I hope I can find a purpose in life or just something that brings me long term happiness + fulfillment. I don't want to kill myself or live an a autonomous, autopilot, dead life.

Save file:
June 23, 2020
6:36 AM
Bedroom

21 BIRTHDAY [untitled_0009]]

Meat Man Album 7/??/20

Lyrics:

Flesh on the pedestal
Trash get wet
From my tentacles 

It get Raw

Bled on the pentacle
Set gets head
Its a spectacle

You might fall

Bed is the sepulchral
Text turn red
Get ephemeral

It might stop

Maybe not
Imperceptible 
Open sores the receptacle

Its like god

Carnival machinery

7 eyes antagonize

Feel them breeding me

Giant flys are feeding me

Its All out war at the eatery

Roadkill fill the scenery

Expensive dead pets fed

To derisive beings

Break it with divisiveness

Raining from the sky its the iron fist


I dont
Know

My spine sick

I got crohns

And im stuck in a bathtub

Filled with shit


My grip

Knife tip

Down the anus

Be ashamed

But you still love

It all the same

It grind dick

Find it

Its Mangled and crushed

In pet cemetery

Silence

Asylum

Entangled in fuck

Solitary tightening

It fit

Im in

Non euclidean torture

A force beyond this

Go down

Get deeper

Picture of your death bed

On t shirt

That sound

It feed her

spiders

Start erupting

From the bleachers

It pounds

You get weaker

Colour out of space

Raise the fever

Your town

The detour

Fall into the earth

From the speakers

Welcome To The Meat Show (feat. Bruhmanegod)

Run up on me niggas gettin embarrassed 
Yo bitch in my mouth tryna count all the karats
These niggas hang around the trap all day run and tell they bitch everything just like a parrot 
Yo paycheck last week nigga that’s what   I’m wearin
Put this Ice in yo face and yo bitch can’t stop starin
By 2021 me and Wendigo gon pull up on niggas in matchin mclarins
I Robbed him so quick that he didn’t know who to shoot
Im sippin don Julio you drinkin absolut 
Niggas be sayin they trapp until we hit the store and all niggas can cop is some
Juicy fruit 
Fuck a map we put this bitch on a almanac 
I ain’t bangin no shit but my pockets on crip
Rentin whips we ain’t into that 
glock hit him faster than high speed internet
Chain Smokin blunts like a cigarette 
Me and yo hoe finna bang like the bitch name is Bernadette 3 and a half in a Russian I’m burnin that niggas want money but they is not earnin that
Niggas diss me cause they love me and that’s a fact 
He want a autograph Right on his starter cap
Niggas be stans when they see me catch heart attacks 
I been told you niggas I wanna fuck Doja Cat
You want a video?  hit up my editor (Troy)
fuckin on young bitches you is a predator
I keep it a hundred like number of senators 
niggas b opps so We Set up perimeters 
When I’m in the trap I keep killers around me 
that price on yo head picked up quick that’s a bounty

GOD FLOW FEAT. .223JERM PROD. YUNG GLIZZY

prod. jetsonmade
art by @celestedontloveyou

YOU TAUGHT YO KID TO JUMP SO IMA TEACH MY KID TO FIGHT
LOCK MY COLOR PALETTE WHEN I'M CREEPIN IN THE NIGHT
I'M A FILTHY LIAR
IT NEVER WAS ALRIGHT
SHE PLAYIN WIT MY MIND
ALL NIGHT, ALL NIGHT
I BEEN IN THIS WORLD FOR WAY TOO LONG IT ISN'T FUCKIN FAIR
TELL ME WHAT YOU GOIN THRU AND I'LL PRETEND TO FUCKIN CARE
UNAWARE
STARE TOO MUCH
TUMBLE DOWN THE STEPS
STOP THAT FUCKIN CRYIN
YOU CAN START WHEN THERE'S NOTHIN LEFT
I KNOW I'M NOT THE PICTURE PERFECT GOAL
I BEEN FEELIN DEAD BUT WORST OF ALL
I'M JUST REALLY TRYNA BREAK YOUR FUCKIN SKULL
I HOPE YOU DON'T TAKE THIS PERSONAL
I NEED THE WORLD TO GIVE ME TIME
I WANNA TAKE THE FUCKIN RIDE
DON'T MAKE ME CHANGE MY FUCKIN MIND
PEACE & LOVE
PLEASE DON'T GET PIECED UP ON THIS SIDE
I KNOW I SEEN HIM ON THE SITE
I'M GON TEACH MY KID TO FIGHT

fight! (prod. jetsonmade)

VIDEO: https://youtu.be/2okKUCVRr4Q

JUST ONE OF THOSE DAYS
I'M FEELIN STUPID AS SHIT
I'M FEELIN CLUELESS BOUT EVERYTHING
LIKE IT MATTERS A BIT
GO BACK TO DOIN YA JOB
I ACT LIKE MINE ISN'T POP
OH WHAT TIME IS THE DROP?
BOY YOU GOIN STRAIGHT TO THE TOP
(HOLD ME TONIGHT)
THAT'S NOISE I AVOID (PERIOD)
OH, OH
THIS BEAT IS FUCKIN TRASH
TOSS IT IN THE GARBAGE CAN
YEA WE DONE WITH THAT

WE STILL ON IT
STICK MY ARM IN
LEARN HOW TO RECYCLE
FUCKIN PSYCHO
DIRTY PUTO
PINCHE POBRECITO
I'M STRUGGLIN WIT MY MIJOS
DON'T YOU TRY TO BE A HERO 
YOU ON ZERO

MUSIC IS MY JOB, MUSIC IS MY JOB
BOP BADA BOP I FEEL LIKE SPONGEBOB

GOT A PROBLEM?
SAY IT LIKE YOU MEANT IT
PROBLEM WIT THE STATE OF THINGS
IF YOU SAID IT YOU WOULDN'T REGRET IT
I CAN TELL YOU BELIEVE THE LIES YOU TELLIN
I AIN'T HELPIN YOU EMBELLISH
IT DON'T MATTER HOW YOU SPELL IT

bedlord (prod. me)

WAIT [PROD. KILLJAMES]

@cult-international

produced by me if not otherwise stated

WAIT [PROD. KILLJAMES]

BLCKK