blcktglg 2nd EP
terry!, zystii, frown:(
beats by:

https://www.youtube.com/@WNerf
https://www.youtube.com/@prod.bycian
https://www.youtube.com/@centrl_xx

avalon

frown:( solo
prod. @Woonerf

lyrics

Feels like, last time
Can't read, the signs

Still down, no the money don't mean much
I heard, that they thinking Ima be lunch
My bloods mine,
Get the fuck out my mind
Please don't leave me
I won't get scared, even when your not breathing
Hearts not, beating
Don't know where you are
but I know you're feeding

Cold Nights!
Might bite?
Next to you I just feel alright
Dark clothes
Red nose
In the winter and i might just die
Revive, resurrect me please
Wrap around my neck with those teeth
Am I?
Supposed to be afraid
I deal with the worst everyday

Don't wanna believe
i wanna just see
something when i stare in the mirror
and i dont wanna freak
when no ones stares back
i dont like that
but i guess i gotta be more relaxed
stuck at 24
Dont really think that i can get older anymore
its not the worse i guess
i could be 6 feet in the floor
Now im just immortal and im really fuckin bored

Cold Nights!
Might bite?
Next to you I just feel alright
Dark clothes
Red nose
In the winter and i might just die
Revive, resurrect me please
Wrap around my neck with those teeth
Am I?
Supposed to be afraid
I deal with the worst everyday

BLOODY LULLABY (prod. Woonerf)

prod. centrlx

lyrics

always felt like im the cause of this
so many voices i just cant dismiss
im sorry that you had to be the one
why why why couldnt i be your sun

Take me please
i cant go on
Baby please
wake me from this nightmare
misery
hope turned despair
avalon
you were everything and now your gone

Constant knocking,
in my head
cant quite get your smell,
off my bed its a
reminder,
wont ever find her,
can never call the time,
cause i thought you would be kinder
Now I-

baby where you going? where did it go wrong?
told me that you loved me, now im all alone
hopeful but im hurting, cuz you were the one
please babe dont ever leave me, you're my avalon

-i just want the best for you i
let you go with good intentions
never meant to hurt you baby
but now you're gone and i swear
its all my fault

Take me please
i cant go on
Baby please
wake me from this nightmare
misery
hope turned despair
avalon
you were everything and now your gone

AVALON (prod. centrlx)

terry! solo
prod.byCian x rjpasin

lyrics

tell me baby what im supposed to do when i feel this way
i feel like dying, body numbing my mind aint the same
people round me show support and love for what i do
i try to repay them
i cant understand them
dont know what this life has come to

i'm just, using drugs to drown the pain out of my system
my mind's, slowly rotting im forgetting who my sister-
it's all, so depressing and im out of it i just want it to-
and now, am i lucky that im still alive i don't even know

where am i? who am i again?
i don't know, want it all to end
emotions running rampant
cant even go cry it out
im hoping for the best
survive another wave i'm

tired, but can't go to sleep
hungry, can't force myself to eat
im slowly drifting away
but i know that i'll still stay, i'm just

tired, but can't go to sleep
hungry, can't force myself to eat
im slowly drifting away
but i know that i'll still stay, i'm just

tell me baby how to fix this, im desperate
nothing's changing in my life, i can't help it
heart on my sleeve and i'll be honest, i can be
a tad bit difficult to work with, im sorry
i'm trying, hope that's enough for you
no lying, i wanna change for good
im alone with no one to talk to
i just want someone to come through

where am i? who am i again?
i don't know, want it all to end
emotions running rampant
cant even go cry it out
im hoping for the best
survive another wave i'm

tired, but can't go to sleep
hungry, can't force myself to eat
im slowly drifting away
there's some things that i can't change, i'm just

tired, but can't go to sleep
hungry, can't force myself to eat
im slowly drifting away
there's some things that i can't change, i'm just

RETROGRADE (prod.byCian x rjpasin)

zystii solo
prod.byCian x rjpasin

lyrics

never admit to ma that i cant live
cant fucking find a way off this mattress
and i got a job where im going backwards
how the fuck can i even try to break this
rather float in the stratus-
phere how did i even make it
here. Percocet finna make it
clear. ego death gone without a
fear.

never had a motive to get my life fixed
too many troubles add to the conflict
countless nights where i stay up screaming
my soul's long gone give up redeeming
5 stories up and i think i can see it
im soaring now and it is freeing
vision gone blank and im freezing

many years ive been feeling like this now
never been enough im just saying how i feel now
living through this life im putting up such a fake smile
devils on the shoulder no angel just a forgotten child

feeling shitty like going thru cyberspace
threats in the world aren't helping my case
why even try when im going in the ground
theres not a place where my life is profound

memories playing on a fast track
looking for the next high brain on attack
sorry for the ones that wonder when im coming back
listen to this song i hope you can manage that

cant get my life back
im falling thru the cracks
cant get my life back
falling thru the cracks

i just cant live through all of this mindbreak
soul is bleeding out not sure how long it takes
with this sorrowful act of service. i always thought i'd-
i'd never

never admit to ma that i cant live
cant fucking find a way off this mattress
and i got a job where im going backwards
how the fuck can i even try to break this
rather float in the stratus-
phere how did i even make it
here. Percocet finna make it
clear. ego death gone without a
fear.

never had a motive to get my life fixed
too many troubles add to the conflict
countless nights where i stay up screaming
my soul's long gone give up redeeming
5 stories up and i think i can see it
im soaring now and it is freeing
vision gone blank and im freezing

EGO DEATH (prod. byCian x rjpasin)

prod. @Woonerf

lyrics
Overthinking again
Am I just stuck like this?
I guess I'm too imposed
What the hell could I really know?
The way you look me in my eyes
Thought it was love but no
You tried to lock my heart,
you fell apart, now i just gotta go

Dont make me, feel crazy
Ain't really felt like you cared lately
Please can you die slowly
everything you've ever said means
nothing now, you're dead to me

SHAME ON ME
YOU SAY AND SCREAM
I CANT BELIEVE
WHAT I CAN SEE
BEFORE MY EYES
IVE HEARD YOUR LIES
NO COMPROMISE
WE'RE DONE THIS TIME

SHAME ON ME
YOU SAY AND SCREAM
I CANT BELIEVE
WHAT I CAN SEE
BEFORE MY EYES
IVE HEARD YOUR LIES
NO COMPROMISE
WE'RE DONE THIS TIME

i thought id take a chance and take control of my own destiny
who wouldve thought it would end with you erasing me
all my fault thats what i get for playing this fucking game
and if i see you again here's what i would say

fuck you for what you did to me
i hope one day that you'll feel this and just think of me
you think you're on top pretty
trust me you're going down and this guaranteed

SHAME ON ME
YOU SAY AND SCREAM
I CANT BELIEVE
WHAT I CAN SEE
BEFORE MY EYES
IVE HEARD YOUR LIES
NO COMPROMISE
WE'RE DONE THIS TIME

SHAME ON ME
YOU SAY AND SCREAM
I CANT BELIEVE
WHAT I CAN SEE
BEFORE MY EYES
IVE HEARD YOUR LIES
NO COMPROMISE
WE'RE DONE THIS TIME

i gave you everything you went and threw it all away
baby what'd i do wrong? made shit happen but you didnt stay
i wished the best for you but now i just wished that you die
you ruined everything i just want you out of my fuckin life

baby you aint that special
thinkin you the shit but no you are just mental
burnt a lot of money kept you happy and i honestly regret it
shame on me for trying but i hope you know you meant the world to me

i want to believe
(that you would never) lie to me
i guarantee
i feel your rage, the one to blame
will hide my pain, but ill show some shame

SHAME ON ME
YOU SAY AND SCREAM
I CANT BELIEVE
WHAT I CAN SEE (I CAN SEE IT)
BEFORE MY EYES
IVE HEARD YOUR LIES
NO COMPROMISE
WE'RE DONE THIS TIME (THIS TIME)

SHAME ON ME
YOU SAY AND SCREAM
I CANT BELIEVE
WHAT I CAN SEE
BEFORE MY EYES
IVE HEARD YOUR LIES
NO COMPROMISE
WE'RE DONE THIS TIME