zystii solo
prod.byCian x rjpasin

lyrics

never admit to ma that i cant live
cant fucking find a way off this mattress
and i got a job where im going backwards
how the fuck can i even try to break this
rather float in the stratus-
phere how did i even make it
here. Percocet finna make it
clear. ego death gone without a
fear.

never had a motive to get my life fixed
too many troubles add to the conflict
countless nights where i stay up screaming
my soul's long gone give up redeeming
5 stories up and i think i can see it
im soaring now and it is freeing
vision gone blank and im freezing

many years ive been feeling like this now
never been enough im just saying how i feel now
living through this life im putting up such a fake smile
devils on the shoulder no angel just a forgotten child

feeling shitty like going thru cyberspace
threats in the world aren't helping my case
why even try when im going in the ground
theres not a place where my life is profound

memories playing on a fast track
looking for the next high brain on attack
sorry for the ones that wonder when im coming back
listen to this song i hope you can manage that

cant get my life back
im falling thru the cracks
cant get my life back
falling thru the cracks

i just cant live through all of this mindbreak
soul is bleeding out not sure how long it takes
with this sorrowful act of service. i always thought i'd-
i'd never

never admit to ma that i cant live
cant fucking find a way off this mattress
and i got a job where im going backwards
how the fuck can i even try to break this
rather float in the stratus-
phere how did i even make it
here. Percocet finna make it
clear. ego death gone without a
fear.

never had a motive to get my life fixed
too many troubles add to the conflict
countless nights where i stay up screaming
my soul's long gone give up redeeming
5 stories up and i think i can see it
im soaring now and it is freeing
vision gone blank and im freezing

EGO DEATH (prod. byCian x rjpasin)

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