hold it against me (flash og)

Demo from like march I cant finish this

Let em get jealous watching us
All alone naked sparks
And when they close ill take u home
Cuz I know who u are
When we walk the line
Head on my shoulder cuz we know its hard
Couldnt change my mind
Im forever dancing in ur heart
And I get jealous watching us
All alone in the dark
Dont need to sell my soul just to know who u are
They want what we got
Ohhhh
Couldnt change my mind
Im forever dancing in your heart

In the dark (demo)

#ILostMyMindButNotMySoul ##ThatOneSentimentalFriend ###TheConceptOfBeingADariacorePuristIn2025 And some vox and guitar from me

CHASE THIS FEELING ............

this was originally meant to be a version of goldfish only for live shows

google drive folder: https://drive.google.com/drive/folders/1gm5XLHtkPId1yIndzAMVvYgXPcpEocDY

jane remover - my summer in encino (SKIP TO 1:00)

jane remover - scum (census outtake)

Original fadeoutz-full song 2024

Lyrics
The songs in my head are the ones that he likes
I think of his voice
And I changed the way I write
Called me a pioneer
But I don't think I've ever been that real to him
I just wanna get by
I been taking some shit now
Been a dirt road kinda life
I been nobody's bitch but some people's kryptonite
I'm just tryna write my life before they take mine
Just tryna right my life before they take mine
He bought me drinks
I wanna fly him out
I tell him where I'm from but I'm not so sure now
I pray what he's saying is just lyrics from a song
I pray what he's saying is just lyrics from a  song
Sleeper agent girls sweet nothing on his telephone 
I BEEN ON THIS DIRT ROAD ALL MY LIFE
The world is tryna take your pretty ass away from me
Take off your clothes take off your clothes take off your clothes
Take me on the ATV
Wanna wrestle in the dirt before I have to leave
I wanna feel our chains touch when I'm on top of you 
I wanna see your chain swing when you're on top of me
I wanna see your chain swing I wanna see your chain swing I wanna see your chain swing I wanna see your chain swing
They wanna make a hit song
Get off on killing me
I watched the blood get drawn
Testing for a cure
I earned it
They wanna make a hit song
Get off on killing me
I just wanna feel some love while I still can
He's the biggest hater still don't judge me
Biggest hater tell me he got god in his hand
Feel some love while I still can
Biggest hater tell me he got god in his hand
And he scared to say he love me
Sister tell me never put your trust in a man
They all gon find it disgusting
I just fall in love while I still can I just fall in love while I still can I just fall in love while I still can I just fall in love while I still can
Touch me now before somebody else will
Hunt me down
Tell me how the sex feel I spent some digits on some dirty pills
Coming down the ceiling bitch I shoot to kill
Touch me now before somebody else will
Hunt me down
Tell me how the sex feel I spent some digits on some dirty pills
Coming down the ceiling bitch I shoot to kill

Dirt road anthem

2004-05-25
FROM: ELIZA37397@AOL.COM
TO: LEXIS@JAMISONCORP.GOV

MOM
THIS IS THE ONLY WAY IVE BEEN ABLE TO REACH YOU
ITS BEEN TEN DAYS SINCE I FINISHED TREATMENT
I WANT TO CRY . . EVERYTHING HURTS . BUT HAPPY I CAN FEEL AGAIN
DO YOU MISS ME LIKE I MISS YOU
I HAVENT HEARD FROM YOU IN WHO KNOWS HOW LONG
DAD WONT TALK ABOUT YOU TO ME . YOU MIGHT AS WELL BE DEAD
I LIVE BY MYSELF NOW . BY THE LAB IN EAST SIM . IN SILVER CITY
122 GUM . ITS THE HOUSE AT THE END OF THE STREET
E COMES TO VISIT SOMETIMES . I HOPE YOU DO TOO . . .

E: Second Touch

Solar Study 20251221

Dissolve (slowed)

Headbanger

Spent most of my time today getting into some sound design. Wound up with that metallic, warbly pad that things start off with. Decided to lean a bit more soundscape-y with it once I was content enough with what I had. And here's an odd thing: if you reverse bird song, it still more or less sounds like bird song...

E: Second Touch

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