SMILE, YOU'RE DYING [PROD. BUHGUUL]

guap sensei - bloody valentine (prod. saint mike)

Lyrics
Rip my heart into pieces
Make it hurt I wanna feel it
I'm just looking for a reason
All I'm doing is picking up the pieces
And I don't know how to get through
I'm so tired of everthing we been through
Been through
Tell me where you at I can't reach you
Gouge my eyes out now I can't see you
See you
I don't wanna see you ruin your life 
There is nothing that I can do
Nothing I can do

And I might take my life today
And I might take my life today
So you can see the pain you bring
So you can see the pain you bring
You just wanna know me in the worst way
Fuck my life put it out on an ashtray
You don't ever wanna see it my way
You don't ever wanna see it my way
You don't ever wanna see it my way
You don't ever wanna see it my way
See it my way

Oh my god
You left me for dead you can't hear me
All those things I say and you don't ever hear me
I don't even want you near me
I hear all that shit you talk and I know that you fear me
Fear me
So tell me what you're waiting for 
Take your sorry ass and walk it out the front door
Front door
You got nothing else to live for
If you stick around then you're just gonna want more

I just want to feel something
I just want to feel something

And I might take my life today
And I might take my life today
So you can see the pain you bring
So you can see the pain you bring
You just wanna know me in the worst way
Fuck my life put it out on an ashtray
You don't ever wanna see it my way
You don't ever wanna see it my way
You don't ever wanna see it my way
You don't ever wanna see it my way
See it my way



prod. dead yami

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left4dead

MY RESTLESS DREAMS
I'LL WAIT FOR YOU HERE
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lyrics:
genius.com/Rejectedreyna-silent-hill-love-letter-lyrics

SILENT HILL LOVE LETTER

SILENT HILL LOVE LETTER [prod. VELVET]

i know you're peeking through my door
i feel your eyes gaze into me
you've seen my body on the floor
you've seen the blade between my teeth
i know you're peeking through my door
i feel your eyes gaze into me
you've seen my body on the floor
you've seen the blade between my teeth

swear to god i'm tweakin'
swear i hear my floorboards creakin'
i don't got no patience
it all comes from shit i'm takin'
i hate you, you love me
you want to control me
i know you adore me
but you'll never know me
i'm sparkin', i'm sippin'
she thinks i'm a villan
i told you don't call me
i'm coolin', i'm chillin'

please don't let me down
that's what she keeps on telling me
girl you know i hate this town
so don't pretend you fuck with me

i know you're peeking through my door
i feel your eyes gaze into me
you've seen my body on the floor
you've seen the blade between my teeth
i know you're peeking through my door
i feel your eyes gaze into me
you've seen my body on the floor
you've seen the blade between my teeth

prod. myss/bleachwings

teeth

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you say it's my fault
i hear what you're telling me
i know when you fall
don't know where your voice leading me

it's my fault
i watched you fall
it's my fault
watch me bawl
when i'm at your grave
to my knees i fall
i just stand and stare
i can't cry at all

i can't cry if i need to
i admit that i need you
i never met the real you
i can't say that i feel you

i can't feel nothin' right now
i close my eyes and drift out
so are you feelin' me now?
(feelin' me now)
i can't feel nothin' right now
i close my eyes and drift out
wonder when you'll let me down

you say it's my fault
i hear what you're telling me
i know when you fall
don't know where your voice leading me

it's my fault
i watched you fall
it's my fault
watch me bawl
when i'm at your grave
to my knees i fall
i just stand and stare
i can't cry at all

prod. richmnkey

my fault

angel eyes
you're what i romanticize
the confines of my alibi
will take me where the skies collide
so i can fly

angel eyes
you're what i romanticize
the confines of my alibi
will take me where the skies collide
so i can fly

you don't wanna leave
you just want control
you don't wanna leave with me
you just want my soul

take me by the hand
i'll show you it all
you won't understand for me
unless thats what you want
you can move the sea
you just need the arms
i admire the peace in you
i want what you on

who you wanna be
that's not you at all
who you wanna be for me
i can't let you

angel eyes
you're what i romanticize
the confines of my alibi
will take me where the skies collide
so i can fly

angel eyes
you're what i romanticize
the confines of my alibi
will take me where the skies collide
so i can fly

you don't wanna leave
you just want control
you don't wanna leave with me
you just want my soul

prod. bleachwings

angel eyes

i gave away myself
in exchange to feel my guilt
the waves i've overcome
i still drown until i'm numb

what have i become?
nothing in my lungs
talking to my wall
on my knees i fall
on my sheets i bawl
praying to my god

i gave away myself
in exchange to feel my guilt
the waves i've overcome
i still drown until i'm numb

what have i become?
what have i become?

prod. diedinoctober

guilt

(available on spotify)
Only sex upon your mind
Another phone call to waste my time
Take two I could fall to say I’m fine
Put your hands on my eyes from behind
(From behind)
Then you fuck my life
(Fuck my life)
Then you fuck my life up
(Fuck my life up)
You fucked my life
It’s you or me
Who am I
And what can I be

I’ll die 
In your arms
Tonight
Just to feel your touch
It’s all alright
It’s all alright

It’s all my fault
Once again
I’m leaning on you
To try to and make amends
I know your frail
You’re freightened and pale
Hold my hair
(I’m waiting for)
You

(RAHH)

I’ll die 
In your arms
Tonight
Just to feel your touch
It’s all alright
All alright
I’ll die 
In your arms
Tonight
Just to feel your touch
It’s all alright
All alright

waste my time

I DON’T RECOGNIZE THE PERSON I BECAME

“Venom” is about the cost of carrying depth, how harm absorbed over time can quietly change you. The song explores betrayal, corrosion, and the weight of surviving things that were never chosen, capturing the slow spread of poison that doesn’t disappear just because you endure it.