C:\Users\Eliza\Music\spawn_area_distilled.mp3

i sleep every night and i see that man in my dreams, he’s watching me i fear 
do you believe in me? i watch my shadow move on its own, i’m scared 
and i tried so hard, you don’t understand, how can i make my point clear?
and i’m changing more than you realize, i’m not who i was last year

be careful when he comes around
i know you’re trying to talk, but you can’t save me now
i sleep with one eye open, he can’t take me down
i keep the window closed, cause i can’t trust this town
i was once told that misery loves company, and i’m starting to see it
you left me stuck in a reverie, my dreams seem real, starting to believe it

anymore

credit to @dancemotherfucker THIS IS A REWORK! 
https://soundcloud.com/dancemotherfucker/first-come-cunt-served

fuck you

FCCS#truu REWORK

talk to me like i'm stupid, ask me if i like you, it depends
mistakes that i made back then, they haunt me
i say "i'm okay," it's all pretend
i'm so tired of lying, but i fail at trying to let you know i'm not your friend
and i know that you hate to see me break down, but this was your choice in the end

fight a fear

.𖥔 ݁ ˖ִ ࣪⚝₊ ⊹˚

sample by @periwinklepopo

~

He counts heads on his fingers and finds they're all surviving. So what if he'd rather be remembered in the dreams of strangers?

korembi

used: chained2 - 136bpm
ive mispelled ts too many times whatever

ssoh exsc1

turned away

Okay, so the deal is that REDACTED sent a W.I.P to CENSORED and well... let's just say, "D******** IS DEAD".
Shoutout three #drumkit

dress of a lifetime

ingredients:
jaron - icarus
tsubi club - laced up
defsharp - tell me
underscores ft 8485 - your favourite sidekick

if icarus was laced up he wouldnt have fallen

cover by me
illustration done by my friend anna
prod noct + sgf

[Verse 1: nocturnnne]
uh, uh, it's all eyes on me
brand new coat and i got it for free, she puts me under lock & key
i cant tell her what im trying 2 see
i cant tell her what im trying 2 be, e l l i e
( 3 3 3 3 3 )
three things i could never tell a soul, i don't wanna come back home
i don't wanna see his face, now i smell like his cologne
i do not want her embrace, i just hide inside my phone

[Verse 2: mentholgrrl]
locked me outta heaven, too tall to ride
meander on the streets outside
yeah they'll wave hi, walking in and out
i'll convince myself i'm happy, circle round the same routes
should i really waste my afterlife?
just cause i'm something that you don't despise?
think that it's about time, think it's my turn to define
and a break and enter charge will just have to be the price

[Chorus: Secret Girlfriend]
i could be a shadow in the corner of your eye
unless you love me for the first time
i could be an animal not worth wasting your time
and drown in shame until the day i die
still waiting for the day i feel those wings sprout out my back
i could be an angel flying through the sky
but im a demon to you aren't i

BDY w/ mentholgrrl & Secret Girlfriend

August 10

heavy muthafuckin guitar demo track

fight a fear

bleedingcanvas