Lust pt.2

prod. greyrock1
cover: Kuriyai

lyrics:

let go, let it all go through don’t question don’t overthink cus if you do your on the verge of going insane
one second take a breath
let me breathe 
one second take a breath 
let me breathe
losing me cus of some kind of poison 
i cant see where this leads hoping this is the end i don’t know where this leads 
hoping this is the end 
so i can rest never breathe again 
maybe i’ll be free again

let me rest
let me be free
then you won’t hear my screams
anymore
anymore

i gotta let it go 
or maybe i’ll drown every single day i swear to god i let you down
i let you down and i hate it 
i’ll rip out my guts i take out my teeth 
then i noticed that i just fucked up
for the 15th time in a day i hope you understand that i’m never ok
i don’t want help just i just wanna let go, i just wanna fall, cus i swear i don’t care anymore

the taste of poison

prod. holylitanies
mix and mastered by me

you remembered me 
because I was a loser in the ninth grade
oh look at you now
not even the person you were before
the old me couldn't help but be an eyesore
being around me must have been a bore
and I'm glad you never told me cus it would hurt to the core
really glad you never told me cus I wouldn't have taken it well
lookin at me funny cus you saw that I fuckin failed
(I fucking failed)

no responsibility's 
I cant help but feel at ease
I'm away from all the things 
that would suffocate me
(suffocating)
things that would try to break me
(I don't wanna break yet)
but I wont let that happen

(and you)
you remembered me 
because I was a loser in the ninth grade
oh look at you now
not even the person you were before
the old me couldn't help but be an eyesore
being around me must have been a bore
and I'm glad you never told me cus it would hurt to the core

more than I could bare anytime of year
I light up once again
I don't need no friends
its all a hassle anyway

I'll take, I'll take better care of my self 
(It's better this way)
(I'll take, I'll take, I'll take)
before, before I talk to anybody else
(It's better this way)
(to anybody else)

took all I had for granted
(I felt invincible)
lost it all in the blink of an eye
(I- l- I- lost all that I had)
(fuck)
there could be no better time than now to die

you remembered me 
because I was a loser in the ninth grade
oh look at you now
not even the person you were before
the old me couldn't help but be an eyesore
being around me must have been a bore
and I'm glad you never told me cus it would hurt to the core
really glad you never told me cus I wouldn't have taken it well
lookin at me funny cus you saw that I fuckin failed

you only remember me cus i was a loser in the 9th grade

everything produced and engineered by me
live guitar recorded by yours truly
im really goated yessssssirrrrrrrr

my brotha taught me how to ball
i got this new notion i could prolly rule em all
no its not if or when i dont decide when i fall
always tripping over shit so how exactly do i ball?
still the 4peat start just to show my respect
oh this my favorite part, new patek on my shit ahhhh

you get the sediment and we can make a settlement
i say it's vetements, im fresher than what the reverends in
i paid the settlement pardoned for all the debt im in
new rich embezzlement seeing life just for what it is
she got me stuttering speaking with speech impediments
just passing judgement will never make you benevolent
im smoking good weed im knowing this shit is prevalent
i keep on questioning character for my betterment

my brotha taught me how to ball
i got this new notion i could prolly rule em all
no its not if or when i dont decide when i fall
always tripping over shit so how exactly do i ball?
oh this my favorite part, i been sayin we the best
brand new whip push start, margiela on my chest

my ass is spent, smoked a whole gram that's .0022
im at the peak of my emotions don't know what to do
im swallowed up by the envy i need to change my view
god what the fck is wrong with me im only 22
i think i had my midlife crisis i was 19
my life's a battle with my ego i'm still fighting
and the music is my therapy
feel like before the music wasnt meaning anything

my brotha taught me how to ball
i got this new notion i could prolly rule em all
no its not if or when i dont decide when i fall
always tripping over shit so how exactly do i ball ball ball

my FavoritePart (1sloan)

with my brother https://soundcloud.com/convofornoreson
i dont have prod name on the beat i apologize, 
if u made this lmk i do not own this beat my self

shit ass laptop is lagging while i make this song

notes://
cover art is a painting i bought in Asheville
featuring @kurtains
he made the beat as well

lryics:
I feel like I been dumb so long
I feel like I been done so wrong
And I made my own mistakes so what
Cause even if I fall apart today
I know you’d be there all along the way
Yeah even if I lost it all today
I know you’d be the

Prettiest girl that I’ve ever seen
I find it quite unsettling
Really gotta get a grip
Uk bitches 
Ketamine
But I see you in everything
Pretty bitches let em in
Know that we with anything
SS03 veteran
Throwing up the set again
Im throwing up the
Throwing up the set again
Throwing up the set again
Throwing up the set again
Throwing up the set again
Back just like I never left
Back just like I never left
Back just like I never left
Back just like I never left


I want to be honest
Because I know you’re on it
And I dont know how we got here
Dont know why you’re not here
Dont know why you’re not clear
I want to be honest
Uk bitches 
Ketamine
Na uk bitches let em in
Ah ah ah ah
I dont wanna feel this type of way
Ah ah ah ah
dont wanna feel this type of way
ah ah ah
I dont wanna feel this type of way
Ah ah ah ah

dont wanna feel this type of way
2 S 0 3 United way
2 S 0 3 the only way
It never happens if you wait
But if it happens then be safe
Ah ah ah ah
Try not to dwell on your mistakes
I want to tell you that you’re 

Prettiest girl that I’ve ever seen
I find it quite unsettling
Really gotta get a grip
Uk bitches 
Ketamine
But I see you in everything
Pretty bitches let em in
Know that we with anything
SS03 veteran
Throwing up the set again
Im throwing up the
Throwing up the set again
Throwing up the set again
Throwing up the set again
Throwing up the set again
Back just like I never left
Back just like I never left
Back just like I never left
Back just like I never left


uk bitches w/ kurtains

ON DEMAND! (prod.traplikekardy)

Do I keep you up

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prod https://soundcloud.com/891dyrem/tracks

Lyrics:
quit playin bitch you know i got it on me 
niggas know im top 1 man its crazy how they talking 
you aint ever done shit tryna mock me 
up it on a nigga got him askin god to stop me 

grippin on the .45 
point the iron at his body bullets howlin through the sky 
yuh feelin like im hali nigga watch the way a drive
clutch time bitch i aint goin for a tie 

thats yo shawty why she always tryna hit my fuckin line 
niggas playin with me i could really end your fucking life 
i cant fuck with a nigga who be swinging to the right 
fuck donald j trump yea nigga fuck ice 

crazy times niggas really tryna take away our rights
aint no consequences for the hate that they incite 
splitting up communities they tryna make us fight 
bitch i always stand on business stand for what i think is right 

yous a pussy if u really scared to say whats on yo mind 
from the river to the sea nigga free palestine
niggas always stayin quiet swear these niggas got no spine 
ay shout trans rights nigga shout out gay pride

spread love not hate (prod dyrem)

prod. laytonsto

i feel my nails dig deep into my skin 
take that look off your face
you know i hate the way it is

you know i hate the way it is take that grin off of your face
how fast do i gotta walk just to make sure you get space
2x

i know your looking around jus tryna find me
cus ever since you left ive always been on go
i gave you some space 
it seems like it might've been too much
but whats with the rage
your making me go insane

you know i hate the way it is
take that grin off of your face
how fast do i gotta walk just to make sure you get space
im staying silent i stay blank
cus if you dont wanna talk 
then im getting out yo way im 
getting out yo way

(bloodborne peakborne yesborne)

gotta say.. its fantastic

i scream and sing into a microphone during the day

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bleedingcomputer is name

you only remember me cus i was a loser in the 9th grade

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