I WISHED I CARED AS MUSH AS YOU GIVE ME CREDIT FOR

(PROD. DYSTOPIA)

lyrics- 

(OCTOBER)

cutting off a bitch not attached at all
waiting in the pit for the acid fall
numb to all the shit that u asking for 
kno she needing love not sum alchohol

raised from the thraxx and the facts u off 
blade up in my back your attacks i saw 
running w the clique why u acting tall
i could smell the bitch right through your flaws

stone cold reaper
looking for a diva
all black bitch w the skill for a feature
hollowgate keeper
fire for a fever
give u what u want 
where the sky cant see us

pump fake w the blade teaser
blood stains on ya face get up
our grave till the day see ya
never seen a ghost
swear i saw u we were talking today 
or was it yesterday


(SUMMER ALONE)

How you gonna deal with pain if you don’t want change 

Cut myself off from everybody in the way 

They Tryna stop my shine I’m busy tryna get payed 

I’ve been smoking thrax and walking round in the rain 



I just want my Ex 

I will cut a bitch off

If She send me a text 

Cut my fucking wrist off

Like Bitch I’m bleeding red 

Drain me fucking slow but not enough to make me dead 

Need you back inside my bed

PARIS X SUMMER ALONE - NEVER SEEN A GHOST

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idiot

+++LYRICS+++
You told me no one ever makes you feel 
the way i do.
Guess I was lied to.
I never told you when I cut myself, 
or did my drugs,
to keep your heart intact.
Crawling on me like a insect.
I sacrifice for you.
Tired of being nice to you. 
we're at war. we're at war. [Are You Crying?]

-and you told me no one ever makes you feel 
the way i do.
Guess I was lied to.
-and I never told you when I cut myself, 
or did my drugs 

to keep your heart intact.
Miss you crawling on me like a insect.
I sacrifice for you.
I'm sick and tired of acting nice for you, 
we're at war. 
I wish I didn't ever try for you.

*+Bleeed to Death, Bleeed to Death+*
Thinking too much, 
I wish I could go back. 
Whenever I die 
I'ma go to my hell;
2019, 
I could hear myself
lose my mind for you. 

I wish I didn't ever fall for you. 
I wrote so many fucking songs for you. 
You don't listen,
and then you tell me how I never listen, 
then talk shit and screw him.

*+Bleeed to Death, Bleeed to Death+*
Hope I die soon, 
I wish I could go back.
2019, 
I could hear your lies.
Tell me not to worry about him; 
What the fuck is wrong with you?

-and I told you I would never break your heart,
but that's the past, right? 
So we can act like
we never even meant a word that we ever said. 
Like I trust you, or I love you.

Insect
drinking my blood? 
I want to kill you,
but I need you here. 
I know you're never gonna listen to me,
but it's fine. 
I wish I cared as much as you give me credit for.

*+Bleeed to Death, Bleeed to Death+* 
I'ma die soon, 
I wish I could go back. 
When my heart got lost,
and I cut so deep 
I could see my own feet 
covered up in fucking hatred for you. 

(I'm in awe)
I wish I couldn't fucking think of you. 
(I stay high) 
-so I don't ever have to feel for you.

*+Bleeed to Death, Bleeed to Death+* 
I wish I didn't stop cutting that night. 
(It would've been the best night-)
*+Bleeed to Death, Bleeed to Death+* 
Look at my grave. 
I hope I'm a fucking traumatize you. 
fuck you, 
and everything you ever said. 
I really loved you,
but now I wish we end up dead. 

How lovely. 
I wish i didn't have a heart to-
-when i'm lied to.
And you told me you would never break my heart...

[Conclusion]
It's me spilling guts out, desperately giving my perspective in the fallout of the long-term highschool relationship had. 
every single thing i say relays something real that happened.

there is hate in my voice
i'm no good with words

+++THANK YOU+++

*+BLEEED2DEATH+* prod.ifimthedevil

a passion project i made late 2020
produced, recorded, and engineered by yours truly. 
Everything will be okay, keep going.

I been good [RARE 2020]

[lyrics]
when i’m w u 
substance abuse
i get so red and blow my fuse 
what did i do 
you’ve been drinking way too much 
my short fuse rubbed off on u 

i cant keep living 
i cant keep breathing 
if im not living w u
breathing u 
but i hate myself 
and i would hate to see
u lose everything u are and turn into me 
u cant keep crying 
crying over me 
worry bout urself 
those drugs they’re not good for ur health 

substance abuse 
worry bout urself 
substance abuse 
those drugs they’re not good for ur health 
x3 


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substance abuse (prod. coka$ian)

PARIS - SHE WAS NEVER HERE

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Cover art by @tamagork

BLACK LUNG NIGHTS -<3GUTS x DIVERSE

kevin bacon

shit mix and unfinished version (prod. aloa)

lil lil jet (alt ver.)

Prod. Maxokoolin
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Lyrics:


Feel my eyes sink back in ma’ skull
No drug could play me a fool
I’m so tired of waistin’ my time
When there’s no one here by my side

Just when I thought everything’s fine,
Something’s gotta get on my mind
Keep my head held high they said
But these voices say I’m better off dead

Benzos in my head, 
I’m doin’ fine, but not invincible,
Got no recollection bout the things that happened years ago,
I could use a sign baby, hope it ain’t impossible, if I could save a life,
It’d be nothing but to feel

My eyes sink back in ma’ skull
No one can escape this hell hole
I’m so tired of waistin’ my time
When there’s no one here by my side

Wishin’ I could see all my friends 
Wishin’ I could just play pretend
Keep my head held high they said
But these voices say I’m better off dead

+BLEEED2DEATH+ prod.ifimthedevil

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