throwaway*

love u guys 

lyrics -

ill tell her
its the wrong feeling in the club light 
off of it bitch off of it for the one night
ive been looking forward 
to the day
i just need my bitch then well always be m.i.a.
ppl claim they love me but never can see the change
except the gang
got gang squad deep on the block dont play
just bang on the clock for the cake no shame
hidden from the mainstream 
pro in the making

is this real
is it fake 
is there something in my fate 
whats the deal am i to blame 
wipe your blood stains off my face
came to kill
all the way 
aint no stopping whats been created
im yo shield
u fuel the flame 
aint no sunshine in our shade

so lets bet it all
i missed u most of all 
i know u 
were not dead at all
this wall was bound to fall
i know u

October - day by night (prod. zzfallenraven)

+++LYRICS+++
You told me no one ever makes you feel 
the way i do.
Guess I was lied to.
I never told you when I cut myself, 
or did my drugs,
to keep your heart intact.
Crawling on me like a insect.
I sacrifice for you.
Tired of being nice to you. 
we're at war. we're at war. [Are You Crying?]

-and you told me no one ever makes you feel 
the way i do.
Guess I was lied to.
-and I never told you when I cut myself, 
or did my drugs 

to keep your heart intact.
Miss you crawling on me like a insect.
I sacrifice for you.
I'm sick and tired of acting nice for you, 
we're at war. 
I wish I didn't ever try for you.

*+Bleeed to Death, Bleeed to Death+*
Thinking too much, 
I wish I could go back. 
Whenever I die 
I'ma go to my hell;
2019, 
I could hear myself
lose my mind for you. 

I wish I didn't ever fall for you. 
I wrote so many fucking songs for you. 
You don't listen,
and then you tell me how I never listen, 
then talk shit and screw him.

*+Bleeed to Death, Bleeed to Death+*
Hope I die soon, 
I wish I could go back.
2019, 
I could hear your lies.
Tell me not to worry about him; 
What the fuck is wrong with you?

-and I told you I would never break your heart,
but that's the past, right? 
So we can act like
we never even meant a word that we ever said. 
Like I trust you, or I love you.

Insect
drinking my blood? 
I want to kill you,
but I need you here. 
I know you're never gonna listen to me,
but it's fine. 
I wish I cared as much as you give me credit for.

*+Bleeed to Death, Bleeed to Death+* 
I'ma die soon, 
I wish I could go back. 
When my heart got lost,
and I cut so deep 
I could see my own feet 
covered up in fucking hatred for you. 

(I'm in awe)
I wish I couldn't fucking think of you. 
(I stay high) 
-so I don't ever have to feel for you.

*+Bleeed to Death, Bleeed to Death+* 
I wish I didn't stop cutting that night. 
(It would've been the best night-)
*+Bleeed to Death, Bleeed to Death+* 
Look at my grave. 
I hope I'm a fucking traumatize you. 
fuck you, 
and everything you ever said. 
I really loved you,
but now I wish we end up dead. 

How lovely. 
I wish i didn't have a heart to-
-when i'm lied to.
And you told me you would never break my heart...

[Conclusion]
It's me spilling guts out, desperately giving my perspective in the fallout of the long-term highschool relationship had. 
every single thing i say relays something real that happened.

there is hate in my voice
i'm no good with words

+++THANK YOU+++

*+BLEEED2DEATH+* prod.ifimthedevil

YourTearsDontMakeMeFeelAThing

lyrics:

ik whats goin on inside her head
behind her eyes
she would fuck me if given the chance
but bitch i wanna die
sum evil is waiting to dance
i feel it erryday
always tryna blur out the past
and blur out all the pain
sometimes i wish that i could forget
and empty out my skull
they say i should lyk
i wanna empty out my brain
imagine how much prettier i’d look if i was just a stain
garbage on the pavement
soaking up the rain

couldnt even make it in the dumpster
body went limp not shotgun sober
in the afterlife i hope that i can like still cope with  copious amounts of smokin dope and
if u see me know im always smokin
offa couple pills i’m fuckin floatin

had to check my feet were on the ground
head is in the mf clouds
girl u rly dun me dirty me now
wrists open while the blood spill out

ik whats goin on inside her head
behind her eyes
she would fuck me if given the chance
but bitch i wanna die
sum evil is waiting to dance
i feel it erryday
always tryna blur out the past
and blur out all the pain
sometimes i wish that i could forget
and empty out my skull
they say i should lyk
i wanna empty out my brain
imagine how much prettier i’d look if i was just a stain
garbage on the pavement
soaking up the rain

soaking up the rain (prod. crescnta)

Bad Thoughts

Bad Thoughts w/ ColeMane (Prod. ThatKidGoran)

dead people w/ Pink Cig, Carter Tomorrow and 150lated

round town - (slowed)

keeping it real

keeping it real (prod. pyctur)

life

Handwriting curves across the page, each stroke unique, revealing mood and rhythm. A simple line becomes a quiet signature of the writer’s own character.

подчерк

Prod. Maxokoolin
Follow @contracult

Lyrics:


Feel my eyes sink back in ma’ skull
No drug could play me a fool
I’m so tired of waistin’ my time
When there’s no one here by my side

Just when I thought everything’s fine,
Something’s gotta get on my mind
Keep my head held high they said
But these voices say I’m better off dead

Benzos in my head, 
I’m doin’ fine, but not invincible,
Got no recollection bout the things that happened years ago,
I could use a sign baby, hope it ain’t impossible, if I could save a life,
It’d be nothing but to feel

My eyes sink back in ma’ skull
No one can escape this hell hole
I’m so tired of waistin’ my time
When there’s no one here by my side

Wishin’ I could see all my friends 
Wishin’ I could just play pretend
Keep my head held high they said
But these voices say I’m better off dead

+BLEEED2DEATH+ prod.ifimthedevil

+𝕭𝖑𝖊𝖊𝖊𝖉+

*+BLEEED2DEATH+* prod.ifimthedevil

*+𝕭𝖑𝖊𝖊𝖊𝖉+*

+BLEEED2DEATH+ prod.ifimthedevil

+𝕭𝖑𝖊𝖊𝖊𝖉+