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Vibes IX

In My skin (Prod. Vaegud & 5head)

Remission

==== x2

long night, big flask, with the cocaine.
you don't, you just love me for my propane.
you just love all the drugs that i maintain.
tryna be me, but this hoe be in wrong lane.


====

bro hop in the whip caught riding,
cos that bitch she a snitch ima slide in.
said she hate me but she don't know where the line is,
baby ima leave why you acting so excited.

ima take it to the face you know im violent,
ima ghost in the light ultra violet.
i got drugs on my person i ain't lying,
tell me what u need, and i bet you i'll provide it.


====

long night, big flask, with the cocaine.
you don't, you just love me for my propane.
you just love all the drugs that i maintain.
tryna be me, but this hoe be in wrong lane.


====

bro hop in the whip caught riding,
cos that bitch she a snitch ima slide in.
said she hate me but she don't know where the line is,
baby ima leave why you acting so excited.

ima take it to the face you know im violent,
ima ghost in the light ultra violet.
i got drugs on my person i ain't lying,
tell me what u need, and i bet you i'll provide it.


==== x2

long night, big flask, with the cocaine.
you don't, you just love me for my propane.
you just love all the drugs that i maintain.
tryna be me, but this hoe be in wrong lane.

SPOTIFY

propane (prod. cloudpunk)

lyrics:

With time still
Back in thornhill
I feel my eyes dry
With this wind chill
I could not cry
But I quake still
As I become
Her victim in this first kill
Under streetlights
Down in thornhill
This the first and last time life was too real
As I pass time
In my own filth
On my death bed
In this landfill

And she pulls back
On that black hilt
Just sliding out my heart gripping blue steel
When I fight back
I just fall back
To place my hand upon my chest and feel my palm fill
And paint the walls
I thought we were joking till she said she really mean it
Pulling at my skin I felt the tissue lose feeling
She said its not my problem im tryna help u
Ur killing my love I know u know that I knew
 
With time still
Back in thornhill
I feel my eyes dry
With this wind chill
I could not cry
But I quake still
As I become
Her victim in this first kill
Under streetlights
Down in thornhill
This the first and last time life was too real
As I pass time
In my own filth
On my death bed
In this landfill\

THORNHILL (branwen)

suckerpunch p grayskies IG @ HARDLYLUVD

Check Out The Producer:
Soundcloud: @collinsbeats
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Lyrics
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It's the infection of all you love
Don't let it take you down or else you're giving up
Just feel the tension like it's in your lungs
And let the oxygen be gone again as the water rises up

And I thought maybe I could be better again
Tearing me down while I'm losing my friend
I'm hitting you up while you left me on read
But I don't need your help when I'm dead in the end
Maybe I could be better again
Smoking too much while I'm losing my head
You're kicking me down while I'm still on the fence
Indecision incisions to this very breath

Counting the seconds at night
If I survive, I'd be the greatest alive
Taking my chances like dice
If I don't roll sixes I won't have my chances to try
Screaming confessions of fright
I'm scared of the future why won't you just give me a sign
How can I tell if she lies?
I couldn't lose her but all I'm getting is snake eyes

I fall apart in the moment
I feel the rift and it's growing
Creating the waves
But I don't know where they're flowing
Rocking the boat and I'm hoping
That I don't sink in the ocean
Shout I'm okay
While in the middle of choking

And I brought it all on myself
I'm telling you I don't need help
And why are you listening
I'm the one withering living a shell
What left do I have to tell
I'm acting vampiric
While writing out lyrics
I ain't seen the sun in a week
While you ask if I'm well

And I'm trapped between my head and DMs
Like D&D it's all just pretend
And sure I can swim
But I've just been thrown in in the deep end
I'm not last to feel this feeling again
But all I see is see my own end
I'm not one to live
But I just keep, keep on dreaming

Maybe I could be better again
Tearing me down while I'm losing my friend
I'm hitting you up while you left me on read
But I don't need your help when I'm dead in the end
Maybe I could be better again
Smoking too much while I'm losing my head
You're kicking me down while I'm still on the fence
Indecision incisions to this very breath

Counting the seconds at night
If I survive, I'd be the greatest alive
Taking my chances like dice
If I don't roll sixes I won't have my chances to try
Screaming confessions of fright
I'm scared of the future why won't you just give me a sign
How can I tell if she lies?
I couldn't lose her but all I'm getting is snake eyes

Snake Eyes

Snake Eyes [Prod. Collins]

Zemfira - Samolety - Klaus - Neumann - Remix(muzofon.com)

RAZEGOD X MINIMUM WADE PROJECT OUT JULY

⚬ RAZEGOD ✝︎ ...Secondly... (Prod. Minimum Wade)
prod. @minimumwade
https://www.instagram.com/minimum.wade/
https://www.youtube.com/channel/UC_jcu_DchtP2AOqibs5NAhg

lyrics:

Tryna fuckin’ stay alive
I’m just tryna stay alive…

Bring me back to the past
I can’t fucking relax
I can’t fucking relax
My dreams wake me up
Bring me back to the past
I can’t relax
I can’t find solace in my own heart
Can’t find solace in my own home
Can’t find solace in my own self
I tried to bring your body to the surface
So we could resuscitate
Sadly
The blood had already stopped pumping
Through your heart…

Firstly…
I never sleep right
I have to force you away from my mind, oh no
Secondly…
I’m dying inside, d-dying inside
Dying inside, I’m dying inside
Firstly…
I never sleep right
I have to force you away from my mind, oh no
Secondly…
I’m dying inside, d-dying inside
Dying inside, I’m dying inside
I’m dying inside, dying, dying inside
I’m dying inside, d-dying, dying inside
I’m dying inside, dying, dying inside
I’m dying inside, d-dying, dying inside

I don’t know you, no not at all
Thought I knew you, I knew
Nothing at all…
My delusions they came to life
In my head shadows made me fight
I can’t dismiss the damage done
I can’t dismiss the damage done
No you will never let it go
I can’t let it go either…
No you will never let it go
I can’t let it go either!
I can’t let it go…
I can’t let it!-

Firstly…
I never sleep right
I have to force you away from my mind, oh no
Secondly…
I’m dying inside, d-dying inside
Dying inside, I’m dying inside
Firstly…
I never sleep right
I have to force you away from my mind, oh no
Secondly…
I’m dying inside, d-dying inside
Dying inside, I’m dying inside
I’m dying inside, dying, dying inside
I’m dying inside, d-dying, dying inside
I’m dying inside, dying, dying inside
I’m dying inside, d-dying, dying inside
(of my heart)
I’m dying inside, dying, dying inside
I’m dying inside, d-dying, dying inside
I’m dying inside, dying, dying inside
I’m dying inside, d-dying, dying inside
Of my heart!

xxx

...Secondly... (Prod. Minimum Wade)

Almost three years have passed since I recorded a Podcast for my only channel. So much stuff happened in that time, wow! And I'm so glad about all the new impressions and inspirations I got along the way. 

Sometimes recording is quite a pain in the a$$. You don't find the right tracks, you don't have the proper idea, where you want to go and what kind of story you want to tell, sitting or standing there in your bedroom. But in the end it always works out and maybe thats the best takeaway from it in these strange times.

So without further ado, please enjoy this second part of Adorno Disco and maybe leave a comment and come back any time you wish :)

Credits for the cover go to an unknown Artist in Frankfurt am Main. Spotted it one night at Kabinett der Kuriositäten and could identify with it completely <3

much luv <3

Horst Haller | Adorno Disco #2

(LYRICS)


(Maclov)

I know Its fucked but I did what I did for the truth 
Waking up paralyzed inside my room

Souls been replenished and it’s been consumed
So what?……

I’m always stuck 

Switchblades are made to cut

Blacking out loosing my mental inside me

Thin threads release there touch

stuck in my hell but my life somehow fucking resumed

Now I’m just locked up inside of my room

Writing these songs as insanity blooms

Fuck…..

I need to run, hollows inside the gun 

I have these thoughts and they tear up my psyche (Somehow i find it fun)



(Maesk)

i know what i did but I’m not taking it back

ill move out the city, leave all that i have 

the devil massaging my back

im losing it…

losing my mind, fuckin up beats every night

absorbin these substances, losing my touch while i sit in my room thinkin bout taking my life

dig it up, cradle it 

the bodys dissolved u should savour it

expecting to much, this lines paper thin

and u just keep pushing and pushing, the walls caving in

uh jus take ur time with this 

think i love this sound - i want silence

look baby its me in the dark 

hope u dont see what i become when i take another hit

a quick one before the eternal worm eats conneticuit (feat. Maesk) (prod. guts)

<3

Lyrics:

Lost in the abyss and I can’t find a way out
Voices talking in my head getting to loud
I can’t find any shelter from these rain clouds 
your gonna find my lifeless body on the ground
Lost in the abyss and I can’t find a way out
Voices talking in my head getting to loud
I can’t find any shelter from these rain clouds 
your gonna find my lifeless body on the ground

All these fucking lies, I don’t wanna hear it anymore
I just wanna die, I don’t wanna be here anymore 
And I can’t ignore 
Life’s a fucking chore
Wish I wasn’t born 
I don’t wanna 
I don’t wanna feel at all
I just wanna 
I just wanna numb it all
I’ve been trying fucking hard to drink it all away 
All it does is make me more depressed I’m still the same 

Lost in the abyss and I can’t find a way out
Voices talking in my head getting to loud
I can’t find any shelter from these rain clouds 
your gonna find my lifeless body on the ground
Lost in the abyss and I can’t find a way out
Voices talking in my head getting to loud
I can’t find any shelter from these rain clouds 
your gonna find my lifeless body on the ground

abyss (sketchmyname)

+++LYRICS+++
You told me no one ever makes you feel 
the way i do.
Guess I was lied to.
I never told you when I cut myself, 
or did my drugs,
to keep your heart intact.
Crawling on me like a insect.
I sacrifice for you.
Tired of being nice to you. 
we're at war. we're at war. [Are You Crying?]

-and you told me no one ever makes you feel 
the way i do.
Guess I was lied to.
-and I never told you when I cut myself, 
or did my drugs 

to keep your heart intact.
Miss you crawling on me like a insect.
I sacrifice for you.
I'm sick and tired of acting nice for you, 
we're at war. 
I wish I didn't ever try for you.

*+Bleeed to Death, Bleeed to Death+*
Thinking too much, 
I wish I could go back. 
Whenever I die 
I'ma go to my hell;
2019, 
I could hear myself
lose my mind for you. 

I wish I didn't ever fall for you. 
I wrote so many fucking songs for you. 
You don't listen,
and then you tell me how I never listen, 
then talk shit and screw him.

*+Bleeed to Death, Bleeed to Death+*
Hope I die soon, 
I wish I could go back.
2019, 
I could hear your lies.
Tell me not to worry about him; 
What the fuck is wrong with you?

-and I told you I would never break your heart,
but that's the past, right? 
So we can act like
we never even meant a word that we ever said. 
Like I trust you, or I love you.

Insect
drinking my blood? 
I want to kill you,
but I need you here. 
I know you're never gonna listen to me,
but it's fine. 
I wish I cared as much as you give me credit for.

*+Bleeed to Death, Bleeed to Death+* 
I'ma die soon, 
I wish I could go back. 
When my heart got lost,
and I cut so deep 
I could see my own feet 
covered up in fucking hatred for you. 

(I'm in awe)
I wish I couldn't fucking think of you. 
(I stay high) 
-so I don't ever have to feel for you.

*+Bleeed to Death, Bleeed to Death+* 
I wish I didn't stop cutting that night. 
(It would've been the best night-)
*+Bleeed to Death, Bleeed to Death+* 
Look at my grave. 
I hope I'm a fucking traumatize you. 
fuck you, 
and everything you ever said. 
I really loved you,
but now I wish we end up dead. 

How lovely. 
I wish i didn't have a heart to-
-when i'm lied to.
And you told me you would never break my heart...

[Conclusion]
It's me spilling guts out, desperately giving my perspective in the fallout of the long-term highschool relationship had. 
every single thing i say relays something real that happened.

there is hate in my voice
i'm no good with words

+++THANK YOU+++

*+Bleeed+* BLEEED2DEATH [3/...] +++LYRICS IN DESC+++

I’m sorry that I have to say goodbye to you today 
I truly do love you no matter whatever I say
I really am angry right now cuz I just feel betrayed 
You said we would be together until our last days
Yet right here your sitting and I can tell it’s not the case
We’re barely in high school and I can tell you’re losing faith
I’ve never hurt this much until now so I don’t think it’ll go away
And if it ever does that means you’re standing right next to me

I think I understand why you tried to push me away
I think I understand why I shouldn’t have tried to stay
But when you’re with me I swear all my fears just go away
And if you asked me that question again I guess that I would stay

I do not wanna regret anything when you leave
But when I see you on the bed like that it gets hard to achieve 
I’m crying right now, so baby can you just let me try to breathe
It feels like we’re surrounded by this smoke, and I can barely see
But when I’m with you I see all that light that was shining within 
And now I feel so bad because I never said any of that
Now look at me I’m regretting never saying any of that
Now I’m saying I’m sorry, and I’ll never take that back

I’m sorry that I didn’t give you the love that you need
I’m sorry that I couldn’t give you a little happy family 
I’m sorry that we didn’t make it until we got married 
Now I’m sorry again, I could never take that back like

I’m sorry that I have to say goodbye to you today 
I truly do love you no matter whatever I say
I really am angry right now cuz I just feel betrayed 
You said we would be together until our last days
Yet right here your sitting and I can tell it’s not the case
We’re barely in high school and I can tell you’re losing faith
I’ve never hurt this much until now so I don’t think it’ll go away
And if it ever does that means you’re standing right next to me

i want to eat your pancreas (boyfifty & ayleen valentine)

Belak on all platforms:
https://linktr.ee/heybelak

Stream/Buy this song:
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Lyrics:

so if i let you down
dont come crawling back to me
if i silence the sound
then it gets hard to breathe
x2

i already fucked my life up, ready?
45 minutes all it takes till you get it
and then the moments over in like 15 seconds
and all those years later you look back and regret it
and i dont really care
so do whatever you like
you can meet me
whenever we feel the moods right
intoxicating
you got me on a new high
love to hate me
so ill just commit

suicide
baby, you decide
change your fate
run it up
this shit do or die
truth or lies
you cannot hide
from what lies within
side your eyes
i see it all
ultraviolet skies
rose of thorns
bleeding out
theres no dying twice
cyanide
all the demons
they come out at night
out of time
out of luck
bitch im bound to die
this is it
this is it

(belak)

suicide

Stream/Buy

Lyrics:

Forever loving you
My heart attached
Even when you're mad, Even when you're sad
I got your back baby
I remember when we started
We were lonely, broken hearted
Now you fill me up
I can't get enough
~
Climb into bed
take off those panties girl I'll give you head
Then I'll dick you down
turn that ass around
Call my name one time baby
Always on my mind baby
Ever since we met
I knew I would love you
I knew that we'd mesh
no one else above you
I would ask for nothing less
than to hold you inside of my arms
Dark out at night so I'll keep you from harm
Baby you just healed a wound inside my soul
Catch me trippin out when away from home (that's you)
Write a song when on the road (for you)
Hope that you know I am

Forever loving you
My heart attached
Even when you're mad, Even when you're sad
I got your back baby
I remember when we started
We were lonely, broken hearted
Now you fill me up
I can't get enough
~
Climb into ... bed with me  
Swear she cast a spell on me
look her in the eyes every single time we fuck
memories flood in my brain everytime that you leave
Painting a picture cliffside of the beach
and thats when I had asked her If she would be mine
Now one year has passed and our love's still divine
I've been searching and searching so long for this love
God answered my prayers, she was send from above
I am
~
Forever loving you
My heart attached
Even when you're mad, Even when you're sad
I got your back baby
I remember when we started
We were lonely, broken hearted
Now you fill me up
I can't get enough
~
Climb into bed
take off those panties girl I'll give you head
Then I'll dick you down
turn that ass around
Call my name one time baby
Always on my mind baby
Ever since we met
I knew I would love you
I knew that we'd mesh
no one else above you
I would ask for nothing less
than to hold you inside of my arms
Dark out at night so I'll keep you from harm
Baby you just healed a wound inside my soul
Catch me trippin out when away from home (that's you)
Write a song when on the road (for you)
Hope that you know I am
Forever loving you

Forever lovin u [prod. maxrxgh]

Endorphins (Prod. Chef G)

i'll be just fine [prod. noria]

Danke @niccolosanchez!

Masterings kommen von Haunted Water,
Art von Sina Soemer

Danke!

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Niccolo Sanchez - The Slow Show

IG: @lil_sunken_eye
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Lyrics: https://genius.com/Lil-sunken-eye-things-are-calm-here-rainy-lyrics

Things Are Calm Here, Rainy

Ladies and Gentlemen, please sit back, relax and listen to the fourth tale we want to tell you. It will take you deep down the rabbit hole...

Artist: https://soundcloud.com/amounttechno

Listen on Spotify: https://open.spotify.com/album/5p9ZVObEAc6CFpZgcWTqKS?si=BqwGYJDAT5Ks1mTZuB9nww

Particularity - EP

Amount - Seamans Underwear

"Schrill und verwirrt. Ein psychodelisches Echo der Popmusik der 00er Jahre."

Artwork: Paula Herrmann
Grafik: Palinka Gusewa

Dank, an alle Beteiligten, Freunde und Unterstützer.
Musik kennt keine Grenzen.